spooked

21 // trans // disabled

[sspookedd]

hi, I'm mars, or spooked

☆ i’m 21

☆ pronouns are he/they/it + neos (ask if you wanna hear em)

☆ disabled, chronic pain/illness, bpd, bipolar, etc etc, I will talk about these as I please

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No dni but I am block-happy

[progressivemillennial]

[segamascott]

[crippled-peeper]

if you polled the average trans person in the real world and you asked them if they thought trans men were, by nature of being men, inherently misogynistic predatory incels, their response would probably be “what the fuck are you talking about?” and “are you, like, okay?”

[princepilledboy]

‘puppy want a treat??’ puppy just wants one goddamn day without suffering

[an-aura-about-you]

btw while people continue to fight the system don't forget about Undue Medical Debt (formerly RIP Medical Debt), a charity that buys and forgives medical debt. on average a donation of $10 will forgive $1,000 of medical debt.

[an-aura-about-you]

I'm fairly confident that this is now the one original post I've made that has gotten the most notes, and I honestly couldn't be happier. the more attention we give this, the higher the chances that someone will see this and donate. medical debt is both one of the most crushing things a person can deal with and one of the stupidest things humanity has invented. and if you live in the US, I have no doubt that you've had to deal with medical debt in your life, either for yourself or a loved one. even a small donation can do so much good, and now is the time of year when we are encouraged to think of others.

[depsidase]

[crippled-peeper]

when disabled trans mascs you mildly disagree with online die of neglect and poverty don’t forget to scream laugh on main about it. when a verified serial harasser and sexual predator has 1 of their 6 social media accounts deleted don’t forget to cry “social murder” and mourn her like she literally died in an act of hate violence

[crippled-peeper]

the same MFers who praised one of my 20 y/o mutual’s deaths as a good thing because “they believed in transandrophobia” want me to attend the never-ending virtual memorial service for an alive serial sexual harasser who isn’t even sorry and remade her blog already

I will absolutely not be doing that. but feel free to eat shit

[strawberrycheesecakehare]

So… Patricia Taxxon just admitted on Bluesky that she is either responsible for or just aware of the spambotting and gore and other shit being sent to people, which probably includes the ‘transmasc are fleshlights’ asks sent to me and others, and she supports it.

She blames it on people ‘needling her traumas until she committed a bannable offence’ that people had ‘other options’

So she’s not sorry, she at the least supports and approves of the harassment, which includes rape threats and clear transphobia.

What now defenders? She just admitted she’s okay with rape threats and targeted transphobia, how are you going to defend that? I never talked to her, I didn’t get her banned, yet I was targeted too.

[sspookedd]

So tired of having to block people after years of knowing them because they continuously treat me like shit actually

[sspookedd]

Somebody SEDATE ME

[sspookedd]

Being disabled with bpd is so weird sometimes wdym im splitting on myself because my feet, knees, and back started hurting after doing things for only over an hour… wild

[leatherfag]

btw if you’re fat and your partner doesn’t love you wholeheartedly, if they’re attracted to you “despite” your body, if they avoid touching you, if they look away from certain parts of you, you’re allowed to break up with that person. look at me. you can do better. you are not unloveable and you don’t have to settle i fucking promise.

[leatherfag]

[Image Description: tags by user biblicalhorror that read #also goes for physical disability btw. End ID.] ALSO GOES FOR DISABILITY, DISABILITY JUSTICE AND FAT LIBERATION INTERTWINED 4 FUCKING EVER I LOVE U FAT PEOPLE I LOVE U DISABLED PEOPLE I LOVE U FAT DISABLED PEOPLE YOUR BODY IS NOT A BURDEN ON THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU !!!!

[smorksthings]

"Trans man headcanons are so common in fandom, i hate it!" When i was a kid in 2014-2016, at the peak of fandom activity, i was in the undertale fandom as were many other kids my age. I spent a considerable amount of time in the fandom, and I ended up believing that Metaton, a canonically trans masculine/male character, was a trans woman because of how the fandom treated him. Only later in life did i learn he is canonically a trans man. And yet trans men have soooo many headcanoned characters... right.

[discoursedamaged]

yeah that's right you're going in the piss

how the fuck is "you killed my daughter" a reasonable reaction to any of these scenarios. Oh you're struggling to an addiction and you life is falling apart? You're basically a murderer. You're stuck in a high control group? Let me help you cut out all external support by straight up saying you are dead to me. Wild to me that these are the comparisons you draw to make the parents look like victims in this situation

[whyenn-reader]

im doing good! you know. besides the underlying feeling that I'm fundamentally incapable of fitting in in a society. besides that i'm chillin

[sspookedd]

Is it a fundamental incapability or is it that general society wants people that aren’t the exact same exactly like them with the exact same features, values, likes, etc to literally die? Maybe not fitting in with them is better

[crippled-peeper]

stop acting like getting banned from tumblr for sending a 13 year old porn and harassing minors with kink content is the equivalent of life-ending transphobic street violence or die by my sword