Stacy_Stacy111

i am scared of twitter

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Hi everyone who is still here

I’m 6 months in recovery and off my antidepressants. Thank you to  everybody who was here a year and a half ago when I was at my lowest. I deleted my old posts about my ed bc I’m not planning to relapse ever again. I don't weigh myself at all and finally, feel confident in my body.

I practise intuitive eating right now and it's working for me. I and my family even went on vacation and I enjoyed all the tasty things there! And I took a bunch of photos in my pretty swimsuit!

I wish you all well and hope all the folks who follow these hashtags will get help.

I know that I got so lucky that my pills killed two birds with one stone. But it's still crazy to realise that I could've ended it all last year

I'm glad I'm alive. sometimes.

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feeling cute might relapse later

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Confirmed.

people on tumblr are the sweetest people alive 

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i can’t keep living like this :D

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i need therapy now

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on the other hand i got two rats!

i love them so much They are the reason i wake up every day.

white and grey is Powops 4-5months old

with black spots Gerald ( we call him Gerry ) 1-1,5 month old

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i want to live in a cottage with my nonexistent wife and bake her pies.

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I want to live like calories are not a thing.

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I was bored, okay? Tbh i like the second one more.

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Sorry if spoilers, but I’m in love with the ending of killing stalking.

While reading the ending I felt nauseous and sick, I was really nervous....

It was sad to see how characters lives laid out, but as fan of russian literature, I’m used to see characters suffer.

cHaRacTer development is really good.

When you read Killing Stalking, I suggest that you think of their behavior as that of two mentally ill people. I think the story here is similar to Nabokov's “Lolita”. This is not a romantic story. Only for the writer it's was pedophilia, here it's stockholm syndrome and bipolar personality disorder.

Yes. “Killing Stalking” is yoi. But it doesn’t change anything. Yes,earlier bed scenes could be a little cringy. But it’s only a tool to show characters slowly developing codependency to each other. This wasn’t love. Just codependency.

My favourite character would be Yang Seungbae. I think his story is really interesting and realistic.

Second favourite character would be Yoon Bum. I’m very emotional person and I think he did nothing wrong:( I saw a lot of comments saying that he is really dumb for not running away, but this is just victim blaming.

And at last- Sangwoo’s mom. I think is a great representation of postbirh depression and manic thoughts. I think my favourite chapter is a flashback to Sangwoo’s, I guess teenagehood, where she tried to poison her own son.

I would definitely recommend you reading this piece, if you are in to disordered behaviour, and severe mental illneses.

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