S T A R

I love just being me

[star-lover-12]

Intro

Hi I am Star-lover but you can call me Star. I love to write and draw and just talk to people and I am a big bookworm and I am proud of it I love ALL aesthetics and I honestly love anything that is beautiful but I lean to spring aesthetic and winter I love stars and the ocean and my fav color is blue I sometimes post poems and qoutes Fandoms : - Amari and the night brothers

- Anne of green gables

-Peanuts

Tbhk T H A N K S F O R R E A D I N G

[killer-offical]

my day today. started off horrible with lots of bad pain. we got my blood drawn for tests. i have a headache. i think thats bc of getting my blood drawn. it was my first time.

not sure why I've been feeling cold recently, its really really hot. had a fever in the morning but its gone now i think?

i woke up at 7am today. it was so so cold, i was trembling so bad, and i couldn't breath properly, so i had to breath through my mouth, so my jaw started hurting bc i don't use it often, and also because i was shaking violently. at some point i just started crying. and when i forced myself to stop shaking. like i didn't feel the cold anymor. so i ignored it because, i thought i was tricking myself into thinking I'm feeling cold. then at some point, the center of my torso began hurting really bad and, genuinely terrible, i couldn't lie on my back, i couldn't breathe properly. so i was bawling my eyes out again because. pain. and like i couldn't stay still, i was just, moving constantly, curling up in on myself, sitting up straight and hitting stuff out of frustration. until the pain got realllyy bad and drinking water hurt. i could feel the center of my torso pulsing and doing reallly weird stuff. i didnt wanna tell my parents at first bc they'd tell me to walk it off or something. but i finally got up, still crying. i spent like an hour and a half crying in pain.

anyway so mother called father, so they could take me to the hospital. i was lying in their bed. and after telling me to stop eating any kind of junk food ever, instead of asking if I'm okay, they went to peacefully eat breakfast. so i was lying in pain for another hour bc of them. and i could hear them having a small argument, and according to mother, the only reason I'm sick (have been for so so long, every second) is because i don't pray.

anyway they finally took me to the hospital at like 9am. got my blood drawn for tests, we're supposed to get 5 tests, but today we only did 2. haven't gotten the results back yet. docter said it might be because of stress (and vitamn deficiencies), she was really sweet.

anyway after we got the tests, i feel super dizzy and could barely move, and also nauseous. mother made me eat cereal. and then i just rested and watched the rest of project hail mary. so now I'm doing better

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

No...you should REALLY get that checked out. I had similar symptoms in Grade 5 when I had pneumonia and an infection in both lungs. It could be something else, I don't know much, but it could be severe too. Why are your parents dismissing this as "because you didn't pray"????

[star-lover-12]

Praying is important but dismissing a potential problem w8th your health is crazy. Like you should sleep and try drinking water.

[crowningsarcasm]

I almost forgot, but last night, I randomly woke up in the middle of the night with the thought that. Accents are a thing. So far, I've been reading all my mutuals' posts the way I speak, but my brain was like, hey, what if one day, you actually hear them speak and one of them has the strongest Australian accent known to mankind.

Which is an extremely odd thought to have, especially at two in the morning, not to mention highly improbable, but now I am oddly paranoid that this is going to happen. Which is absurd. It's not even something worth being paranoid about. But I just know I'm going to wake up in the middle of the night again, wondering, what if Ghosty has an Australian accent? I know she probably doesn't, but what if?

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Yeah I had this thought recently too.

My accent?? Ummm...I am a Bangladeshi girl who goes to a Canadian International School, so I'd say my accent is like...a North American accent...? Mostly American accent-that's what I grew up with. But not like....fully...cuz like...I'm not a native so I'd assume that my accent isn't ever gonna be fully like theirs. Like...90% american accent??

[crowningsarcasm]

I don't think I have a particular accent, but most of my pronunciation tends to be British.

[star-lover-12]

Yay you have a British accent like me

Mine sometimes switched to an American but usually it stays on British

[crowningsarcasm]

I wouldn't say it's a British accent, I don't have the inflections and the tones and all that, there's a rhythm to most British accents that I lack, but I pronounce most words the way the do in standard RP, although some I say in the American way, since shows are more commonly centred in the US. Again, I don't think I have a particular accent and it depends on the context I'm speaking. In normal conversations, definitely not, but when doing public speaking or debate, I think I lean into the English flair a bit more. You know?

[star-lover-12]

Alr that makes sense

[star-lover-12]

Sohpie Foster is the main character of the Keeper of the Lost Cities series by Shannon Messenger.

Thank you very much I understood that. 🥲

[crowningsarcasm]

I almost forgot, but last night, I randomly woke up in the middle of the night with the thought that. Accents are a thing. So far, I've been reading all my mutuals' posts the way I speak, but my brain was like, hey, what if one day, you actually hear them speak and one of them has the strongest Australian accent known to mankind.

Which is an extremely odd thought to have, especially at two in the morning, not to mention highly improbable, but now I am oddly paranoid that this is going to happen. Which is absurd. It's not even something worth being paranoid about. But I just know I'm going to wake up in the middle of the night again, wondering, what if Ghosty has an Australian accent? I know she probably doesn't, but what if?

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Yeah I had this thought recently too.

My accent?? Ummm...I am a Bangladeshi girl who goes to a Canadian International School, so I'd say my accent is like...a North American accent...? Mostly American accent-that's what I grew up with. But not like....fully...cuz like...I'm not a native so I'd assume that my accent isn't ever gonna be fully like theirs. Like...90% american accent??

[crowningsarcasm]

I don't think I have a particular accent, but most of my pronunciation tends to be British.

[star-lover-12]

Yay you have a British accent like me

Mine sometimes switched to an American but usually it stays on British

[paneer-with-benefits]

Go on google, and search florida Man followed by your birthday (eg: Florida Man 11 January) and repost the first headline you get, Mine was, Florida man stole forklift, pickup, four wheeler (and more)

Anyone can join, I'm just tagging some of my mutuals : @anyloveleft-nope @amar-hiyar-majhe @badmosh-kanyaa @besankaladoo @cogit0erg0dumb @chandgirhan @chotti-dharti @carpediemdps707 @daaruu @dewaniiiii @gudbud @gamla-nahi-vase @ghost-in-pieces @holyymoly @im-the-problem-hehehe @ishqdigallivichnoentry @jellyshinchan @jalebi-samosa @keedi @kool-kards @laterkiss @lunaticcat28 @lutt-le-gaya @moonlightunderthehaze @nonchalantnarcissistchhavi @oh-no-nana @padh-le-bhairavi @poeticlemon @pastelroll @riri0x @supersoniclovemachine @sayalieeee @sammyartcherub @the-bleeding-poetesss @y0uneversawmehere @zeherindeed

[killer-offical]

A Florida man threw the baby at the deputy sheriff during a fast and dangerous chase.

???where'd he get a baby from

open tags

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay I know I'm not your moot and I'm not tagged....but this seemed fun so I tried..

Is....is there something wrong with Florida?? Are people there....okay???

@crowningsarcasm @astracaedes @halfmouse @timothyduckingaround @star-lover-12 @sillylilzebra @im-evaporating @jello-the-frog @blorbo-brainrot-time @passing-through-bd @marsishorriblysad @thedragonwithoutfire

[star-lover-12]

Florida man is behind bars after he became violent at an outdoor church service, knocking the pastor and other churchgoers to the ground.

That is mine

I honestly need to know why I found this.

My moots if you to then go for it

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Someone needs to check up on Florida. Are they...okay?? Do they like...need help??

[star-lover-12]

Yeah......ya guys ok......it is ok to ask for help

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

mental or physical.

[star-lover-12]

Both

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Both? Both. Both is good.

[star-lover-12]

Yeah also Gjosty do you know Layze

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

I searched him up. Yeah that dude?? I saw some of his thumbnails on my YT dash, but never watxhed anything. Why??

[star-lover-12]

Kinds wished you did cause he has nothing to do with florida I just wanted to know if you watched him cause he is super funny

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay. I'll watch one soon if you reccomend it.

[star-lover-12]

Mind you he swears sometimes

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Yeah so do we on this site. It's Tumblr.

[star-lover-12]

Good so you don't mind also he has about 3 channels

One called Layze

Other called ActuallyIamlayze

And last one Playze ( this one is of him playing games anyway )

[paneer-with-benefits]

Go on google, and search florida Man followed by your birthday (eg: Florida Man 11 January) and repost the first headline you get, Mine was, Florida man stole forklift, pickup, four wheeler (and more)

Anyone can join, I'm just tagging some of my mutuals : @anyloveleft-nope @amar-hiyar-majhe @badmosh-kanyaa @besankaladoo @cogit0erg0dumb @chandgirhan @chotti-dharti @carpediemdps707 @daaruu @dewaniiiii @gudbud @gamla-nahi-vase @ghost-in-pieces @holyymoly @im-the-problem-hehehe @ishqdigallivichnoentry @jellyshinchan @jalebi-samosa @keedi @kool-kards @laterkiss @lunaticcat28 @lutt-le-gaya @moonlightunderthehaze @nonchalantnarcissistchhavi @oh-no-nana @padh-le-bhairavi @poeticlemon @pastelroll @riri0x @supersoniclovemachine @sayalieeee @sammyartcherub @the-bleeding-poetesss @y0uneversawmehere @zeherindeed

[killer-offical]

A Florida man threw the baby at the deputy sheriff during a fast and dangerous chase.

???where'd he get a baby from

open tags

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay I know I'm not your moot and I'm not tagged....but this seemed fun so I tried..

Is....is there something wrong with Florida?? Are people there....okay???

@crowningsarcasm @astracaedes @halfmouse @timothyduckingaround @star-lover-12 @sillylilzebra @im-evaporating @jello-the-frog @blorbo-brainrot-time @passing-through-bd @marsishorriblysad @thedragonwithoutfire

[star-lover-12]

Florida man is behind bars after he became violent at an outdoor church service, knocking the pastor and other churchgoers to the ground.

That is mine

I honestly need to know why I found this.

My moots if you to then go for it

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Someone needs to check up on Florida. Are they...okay?? Do they like...need help??

[star-lover-12]

Yeah......ya guys ok......it is ok to ask for help

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

mental or physical.

[star-lover-12]

Both

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Both? Both. Both is good.

[star-lover-12]

Yeah also Gjosty do you know Layze

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

I searched him up. Yeah that dude?? I saw some of his thumbnails on my YT dash, but never watxhed anything. Why??

[star-lover-12]

Kinds wished you did cause he has nothing to do with florida I just wanted to know if you watched him cause he is super funny

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay. I'll watch one soon if you reccomend it.

[star-lover-12]

Mind you he swears sometimes

[paneer-with-benefits]

Go on google, and search florida Man followed by your birthday (eg: Florida Man 11 January) and repost the first headline you get, Mine was, Florida man stole forklift, pickup, four wheeler (and more)

Anyone can join, I'm just tagging some of my mutuals : @anyloveleft-nope @amar-hiyar-majhe @badmosh-kanyaa @besankaladoo @cogit0erg0dumb @chandgirhan @chotti-dharti @carpediemdps707 @daaruu @dewaniiiii @gudbud @gamla-nahi-vase @ghost-in-pieces @holyymoly @im-the-problem-hehehe @ishqdigallivichnoentry @jellyshinchan @jalebi-samosa @keedi @kool-kards @laterkiss @lunaticcat28 @lutt-le-gaya @moonlightunderthehaze @nonchalantnarcissistchhavi @oh-no-nana @padh-le-bhairavi @poeticlemon @pastelroll @riri0x @supersoniclovemachine @sayalieeee @sammyartcherub @the-bleeding-poetesss @y0uneversawmehere @zeherindeed

[killer-offical]

A Florida man threw the baby at the deputy sheriff during a fast and dangerous chase.

???where'd he get a baby from

open tags

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay I know I'm not your moot and I'm not tagged....but this seemed fun so I tried..

Is....is there something wrong with Florida?? Are people there....okay???

@crowningsarcasm @astracaedes @halfmouse @timothyduckingaround @star-lover-12 @sillylilzebra @im-evaporating @jello-the-frog @blorbo-brainrot-time @passing-through-bd @marsishorriblysad @thedragonwithoutfire

[star-lover-12]

Florida man is behind bars after he became violent at an outdoor church service, knocking the pastor and other churchgoers to the ground.

That is mine

I honestly need to know why I found this.

My moots if you to then go for it

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Someone needs to check up on Florida. Are they...okay?? Do they like...need help??

[star-lover-12]

Yeah......ya guys ok......it is ok to ask for help

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

mental or physical.

[star-lover-12]

Both

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Both? Both. Both is good.

[star-lover-12]

Yeah also Gjosty do you know Layze

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

I searched him up. Yeah that dude?? I saw some of his thumbnails on my YT dash, but never watxhed anything. Why??

[star-lover-12]

Kinds wished you did cause he has nothing to do with florida I just wanted to know if you watched him cause he is super funny

[paneer-with-benefits]

Go on google, and search florida Man followed by your birthday (eg: Florida Man 11 January) and repost the first headline you get, Mine was, Florida man stole forklift, pickup, four wheeler (and more)

Anyone can join, I'm just tagging some of my mutuals : @anyloveleft-nope @amar-hiyar-majhe @badmosh-kanyaa @besankaladoo @cogit0erg0dumb @chandgirhan @chotti-dharti @carpediemdps707 @daaruu @dewaniiiii @gudbud @gamla-nahi-vase @ghost-in-pieces @holyymoly @im-the-problem-hehehe @ishqdigallivichnoentry @jellyshinchan @jalebi-samosa @keedi @kool-kards @laterkiss @lunaticcat28 @lutt-le-gaya @moonlightunderthehaze @nonchalantnarcissistchhavi @oh-no-nana @padh-le-bhairavi @poeticlemon @pastelroll @riri0x @supersoniclovemachine @sayalieeee @sammyartcherub @the-bleeding-poetesss @y0uneversawmehere @zeherindeed

[killer-offical]

A Florida man threw the baby at the deputy sheriff during a fast and dangerous chase.

???where'd he get a baby from

open tags

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay I know I'm not your moot and I'm not tagged....but this seemed fun so I tried..

Is....is there something wrong with Florida?? Are people there....okay???

@crowningsarcasm @astracaedes @halfmouse @timothyduckingaround @star-lover-12 @sillylilzebra @im-evaporating @jello-the-frog @blorbo-brainrot-time @passing-through-bd @marsishorriblysad @thedragonwithoutfire

[star-lover-12]

Florida man is behind bars after he became violent at an outdoor church service, knocking the pastor and other churchgoers to the ground.

That is mine

I honestly need to know why I found this.

My moots if you to then go for it

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Someone needs to check up on Florida. Are they...okay?? Do they like...need help??

[star-lover-12]

Yeah......ya guys ok......it is ok to ask for help

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

mental or physical.

[star-lover-12]

Both

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Both? Both. Both is good.

[star-lover-12]

Yeah also Gjosty do you know Layze

[paneer-with-benefits]

Go on google, and search florida Man followed by your birthday (eg: Florida Man 11 January) and repost the first headline you get, Mine was, Florida man stole forklift, pickup, four wheeler (and more)

Anyone can join, I'm just tagging some of my mutuals : @anyloveleft-nope @amar-hiyar-majhe @badmosh-kanyaa @besankaladoo @cogit0erg0dumb @chandgirhan @chotti-dharti @carpediemdps707 @daaruu @dewaniiiii @gudbud @gamla-nahi-vase @ghost-in-pieces @holyymoly @im-the-problem-hehehe @ishqdigallivichnoentry @jellyshinchan @jalebi-samosa @keedi @kool-kards @laterkiss @lunaticcat28 @lutt-le-gaya @moonlightunderthehaze @nonchalantnarcissistchhavi @oh-no-nana @padh-le-bhairavi @poeticlemon @pastelroll @riri0x @supersoniclovemachine @sayalieeee @sammyartcherub @the-bleeding-poetesss @y0uneversawmehere @zeherindeed

[killer-offical]

A Florida man threw the baby at the deputy sheriff during a fast and dangerous chase.

???where'd he get a baby from

open tags

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay I know I'm not your moot and I'm not tagged....but this seemed fun so I tried..

Is....is there something wrong with Florida?? Are people there....okay???

@crowningsarcasm @astracaedes @halfmouse @timothyduckingaround @star-lover-12 @sillylilzebra @im-evaporating @jello-the-frog @blorbo-brainrot-time @passing-through-bd @marsishorriblysad @thedragonwithoutfire

[star-lover-12]

Florida man is behind bars after he became violent at an outdoor church service, knocking the pastor and other churchgoers to the ground.

That is mine

I honestly need to know why I found this.

My moots if you to then go for it

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Someone needs to check up on Florida. Are they...okay?? Do they like...need help??

[star-lover-12]

Yeah......ya guys ok......it is ok to ask for help

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

mental or physical.

[star-lover-12]

Both

[paneer-with-benefits]

Go on google, and search florida Man followed by your birthday (eg: Florida Man 11 January) and repost the first headline you get, Mine was, Florida man stole forklift, pickup, four wheeler (and more)

Anyone can join, I'm just tagging some of my mutuals : @anyloveleft-nope @amar-hiyar-majhe @badmosh-kanyaa @besankaladoo @cogit0erg0dumb @chandgirhan @chotti-dharti @carpediemdps707 @daaruu @dewaniiiii @gudbud @gamla-nahi-vase @ghost-in-pieces @holyymoly @im-the-problem-hehehe @ishqdigallivichnoentry @jellyshinchan @jalebi-samosa @keedi @kool-kards @laterkiss @lunaticcat28 @lutt-le-gaya @moonlightunderthehaze @nonchalantnarcissistchhavi @oh-no-nana @padh-le-bhairavi @poeticlemon @pastelroll @riri0x @supersoniclovemachine @sayalieeee @sammyartcherub @the-bleeding-poetesss @y0uneversawmehere @zeherindeed

[killer-offical]

A Florida man threw the baby at the deputy sheriff during a fast and dangerous chase.

???where'd he get a baby from

open tags

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay I know I'm not your moot and I'm not tagged....but this seemed fun so I tried..

Is....is there something wrong with Florida?? Are people there....okay???

@crowningsarcasm @astracaedes @halfmouse @timothyduckingaround @star-lover-12 @sillylilzebra @im-evaporating @jello-the-frog @blorbo-brainrot-time @passing-through-bd @marsishorriblysad @thedragonwithoutfire

[star-lover-12]

Florida man is behind bars after he became violent at an outdoor church service, knocking the pastor and other churchgoers to the ground.

That is mine

I honestly need to know why I found this.

My moots if you to then go for it

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Someone needs to check up on Florida. Are they...okay?? Do they like...need help??

[star-lover-12]

Yeah......ya guys ok......it is ok to ask for help

[yourl0calweirdwriter]

Spreading the sophmari propaganda cause I can

[star-lover-12]

Who is shophie or idk her name

I need context pleaseeeeee

[paneer-with-benefits]

Go on google, and search florida Man followed by your birthday (eg: Florida Man 11 January) and repost the first headline you get, Mine was, Florida man stole forklift, pickup, four wheeler (and more)

Anyone can join, I'm just tagging some of my mutuals : @anyloveleft-nope @amar-hiyar-majhe @badmosh-kanyaa @besankaladoo @cogit0erg0dumb @chandgirhan @chotti-dharti @carpediemdps707 @daaruu @dewaniiiii @gudbud @gamla-nahi-vase @ghost-in-pieces @holyymoly @im-the-problem-hehehe @ishqdigallivichnoentry @jellyshinchan @jalebi-samosa @keedi @kool-kards @laterkiss @lunaticcat28 @lutt-le-gaya @moonlightunderthehaze @nonchalantnarcissistchhavi @oh-no-nana @padh-le-bhairavi @poeticlemon @pastelroll @riri0x @supersoniclovemachine @sayalieeee @sammyartcherub @the-bleeding-poetesss @y0uneversawmehere @zeherindeed

[killer-offical]

A Florida man threw the baby at the deputy sheriff during a fast and dangerous chase.

???where'd he get a baby from

open tags

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Okay I know I'm not your moot and I'm not tagged....but this seemed fun so I tried..

Is....is there something wrong with Florida?? Are people there....okay???

@crowningsarcasm @astracaedes @halfmouse @timothyduckingaround @star-lover-12 @sillylilzebra @im-evaporating @jello-the-frog @blorbo-brainrot-time @passing-through-bd @marsishorriblysad @thedragonwithoutfire

[star-lover-12]

Florida man is behind bars after he became violent at an outdoor church service, knocking the pastor and other churchgoers to the ground.

That is mine

I honestly need to know why I found this.

My moots if you to then go for it

[beemovieerotica]

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

I dedicate this to: my moots.

[star-lover-12]

I speak a little French and I assure you all he is doing is counting from 1 to 5 sometimes to 3 or 4 anyway and then he says croissant

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Yes, I took a year of French lessons too. I may not be ANYWHERE NEAR fluent in it (and then our teacher quit...as usual in our school's records).

I know A HUNDRED PERCENT that this is a n utter waste of time.

Which is why I reblogged it, to waste EVERYONE'S TIME!!!

[crowningsarcasm]

One of my old school's tried to teach me French, but I said no.

Also. What. What is that twat doing?

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Yeah in our school, it was mandatory from 6th Grade and onwards cuz...Canadian curriculum...and Canada's national languages are English and French...so gotta learn both.

And the guy? He's just rapidly saying

"Onetwothreefourfive LW CROISSANT LE CROISSANT LE CROISSANT"

And....cutting a badminton racket. I dunno what possessed the man.

Also French is relaly fun to learn btw!! It sounds so elegant and romantic and proffesional at first, but once you learn the language you realize that this language has the power of making absolute shit sound so good that you won't realize that they are talking shit.

[star-lover-12]

fr like just adding the articles make the words fancy

Le stylo = pen

[memories]

Sally sells #hehehehehe by the sea shore.

[friendlyghostsandmonsters]

Is…..is Sally….okay???

[star-lover-12]

Yeah she is laughing that she drowned her ex bestie

[xwilltruman]

when a mutual doesn’t post for like a week i feel a need to send out a search party. also if you die how will i even know

[star-lover-12]

Moots I love you guys

Please dont die

Well everyone dies but

I dont want yoy guys to die

[crowningsarcasm]

That is also a thought I frequently have. Like, if one of you guys do die, the chances that I'll find out are extremely low, so when it does happen, it's probably just going to be like. One day, you'll randomly stop being active, and then days will stretch into weeks, and then months, and so on, and we still won't have an effing clue and will probably die unaware that you beat me to it.

[star-lover-12]

yeah that is pretty sad.

[hometoursandotherstuff]

That roof line looks terrible.

[star-lover-12]

Me and my bestie if we became roomies ( and also this looks a little cute)