it's the grip on the pants through the shirt for me
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it's the grip on the pants through the shirt for me
im a blorbo apologist but also they did every bad thing they did and i will get mad if u ignore that. complexities
I am not blorbo’s apologist, I’m blorbo’s defense attorney. And baby, we are going for a plea deal cause he absolutely did that shit.
zhan zhao adventures:
In this world, no blade exists to kill the emperor's uncle.
like any other person who consumes media normally i watched 10dance and immediately joined ballroom dance club
cliff marleau and ilya rozanov are best friends not because they’re teammates or marleau was assigned to look after roz when he first got to the raiders, but because, even though it takes so much alcohol to get him drunk, when ilya gets drunk he can only be described as white girl wasted and marly is the EXACT same way. they are in the mens bathroom in front of the mirror like “is my shirt unbuttoned enough for people to look at my tits?” “yeah man your boobs look GREAT! can you tell me if these jeans look good on my ass i think i saw a girl eying me” “marly your ass looks phenomenal and you can trust me on this as i am a well known ass man” “aw man rozzy you’re making me blush”
hard launch this, soft launch that...has anyone written hollanov going full gaslighting with their coming out? just straight up going "we've been together for years? why are you acting like this is news?"
double points if they don't even plan to do it. they decide to soft launch via no longer actively hiding their relationship, just slowly acting more like a couple around other people. they're both at some event and ilya finds shane and just wraps his arm across his shoulders, which maybe that could just be ilya being ilya, but then shane just leans into it? like this is fine and normal? and when someone questions it shane panics and is just like "why wouldn't i? he's my boyfriend" and whoever they're talking to is like "what? since when?" and ilya is immediately onboard with this game "since 2017."
they just keep doubling down "you don't remember me sneaking out to go visit him every time we played in boston? you were all chirping me about it."
"wait, did you two drive here together?" "why would we take separate cars, we live together?" "you WHAT?"
when someone thinks they're joking they bring up the group chat with shane's parents, ilya scrolls back to a text where yuna calls him her favorite son. they bring up a video clip jackie sent of the twins saying "we love you uncle ilya!" shane brings up his thread with svetlana where she sends him russian words and phrases she thinks he should know.
they quickly enlist everyone who already knew, get them all onboard to pretend like their relationship wasn't ever top secret information. shane posts a picture of him with anya, when someone comments "that looks just like ilya rozanov's dog?" he just replies "yeah, we adopted her several months ago" and ilya replies "love our daughter ❤️"
the more people act like this is revelatory news the more they inisist that it's not. "we started a charity together!" "i moved to canada for him!" meanwhile everyone else is slowly losing their minds.
CLEARING THE AIR that My Cliff Marly would never be shitty to Shane he LOVES him….. cliff/ilya/shane all share locations on the Find My App and cliff will send memes to shane constantly and Shane doesn’t think they are funny but he doesn’t want to be rude so he thumbs up reacts the messages and ilya is like. Myshane :) i love that you love my brother :) and shane is like He has me as his emergency contact ilya… I’m scared to NOT answer the phone… ilya is like wow. My man!!!! 😍 anyways My Cliff sends them an obscene amount of flowers every year for their anniversary with a hand written note thats like “Real love to some Real lovers. Big up big dogs xoxo cliffy”
Love thinking about an AU where the relationship reveal with Yuna and David happens because something overwhelms Shane into a panic attack/breakdown, maybe they're at some NHL show or event, maybe it's just been a really long fucking day, maybe suddenly Shane feels just completely overwhelmed by the lights and the noise and all the fucking people wanting to shake his hand or slap his back or tell him how much they like his fucking play.
Yuna notices something is wrong because of course she does and together with David they herd Shane into some private empty side room hoping it will help him calm down. But it doesn't. He wont stop shaking and his breathing is too fast and he flinches at their voices even tho nobody is speaking loudly. Won't let Yuna come close to hug him or rub his arm.
Maybe Yuna is starting to panic a little herself, her heart aching as she watches Shane wrap his own arms around himself, hates that she cant do anything when her son is so clearly in distress, hates that she can't seem to think of anything that will work-
When suddenly the door bangs open and Ilya Fucking Rozanov??? strides into the room with quick steps, makes a beeline directly for her son, eyes locked on him like he doesnt even register her and David in the room as well and Yuna opens her mouth to cuss him out, tell him to fuck off and not bother Shane right now, she can feel her body moving already to stand in front of Shane protectively when David grabs her arm because-
Because Rozanov is pulling Shane into his arms, one hand on the back of Shane's neck, guiding his head to press into the crook of Rozanov's neck and Shane isn't fighting it, doesn't flinch from his touch. He goes where Rozanov arranges him and let's himself be held and rocked back and forth gently as Rozanov presses his mouth to Shane's ear and starts whispering something so quietly that Yuna can't really make out the words but what she can see is Shane's shaking subsiding, hands fisting tightly into Rozanov's shirt, his breathing going slowly back to normal because - oh. oh - her son is syncing his breaths with Rozanov who, Yuna realises, is taking very exaggerated deep slow breaths of his own so Shane can match them. And then Rozanov turns slightly while still rocking them both back and forth and Yuna sees Shane's face where it's smushed into Rozanov's neck. Sees the look there.
And that's how Yuna realises her son is in love and the man - his years-long rival - he loves must have left in the middle of his award-winning show to come here and pull her son out of a panic attack like there was no place he'd rather be than right here with Yuna's overwhelmed panicked boy in his arms, soothing him until Shane's body relaxes completely into that hold, mumbling that he's fine yet not pulling away and Rozanov makes no move to let go either.
Oh, Yuna thinks again, gripping David's hand tightly. It's not just Shane. My baby is in love. And he's loved back.
gender is a game and im losing. gender is a sport and im sitting in the grass picking flowers
just so you know
2020
I guess that I miss you. I guess I forgive you.
Famous Blue Raincoat, Leonard Cohen / Cain slaying Abel, Peter Paul Rubens / Cain leadeth Abel to death, James Tissot / Cain and Abel, Titian / Abel, Camille-Félix Bellanger
listen to me. this is my final message to you. when you are at your lowest a fictional guy will come to you and when that happens you must start putting them in situations. this is the meaning of life.
Above Everything
by David Ignatow
I wished for death often but now that I am at its door I have changed my mind about the world. It should go on; it is beautiful, even as a dream, filled with water and seed, plants and animals, others like myself, ships and buildings and messages filling the air — a beauty, if ever I have seen one. In the next world, should I remember this one, I will praise it above everything.
i am so sorry but i am dying laughing at joong's reactions to the dytd finale 😭😭😭
(no, this is not the same screenshot as before, this is a completely separate second time he face-palmed)
(THIRD time)
+ bonus: the boys lamenting one of the many horrors of the production :(
My dear friends, why are people out there hating on DYTD like it wasn’t the most accurate cop drama ever made?
The police saved literally no one.
They did nothing to protect the vulnerable.
When they wanted info they got it by repeatedly bulling and psychologically terrorizing a teenager.
Every single one of the victims had previously committed horrific crimes which were never solved or even investigated
Promotions were shown to be based on who was most willing to disregard the lives of others.
The real villain was one of their own.
No one on the force meaningfully accomplished anything at any point
The case was solved purely by accident—at the killer’s behest—and then they took credit for it.
It’s poetic.
Did they do this on purpose? No. But isn’t it great just the same? We can call that bad writing if we want or we can have fun and choose to call it ✨realism✨
i could never handle immortality not because of any existential reasons but because i know itd make my procrastination so much worse. catch me putting off tasks for decades. catch me putting off tasks for centuries. what do you mean that movie ive been meaning to get around to became lost media 40 years ago. what do you mean that landmark ive been meaning to visit has been eroded. oooh i got PLANY of time..............
‘Ilya’ and ‘Rozanov’ are two different people, and that’s so fascinating to me.
Rozanov is a both a fortress and a prison. It’s something Ilya creates, building the walls brick by brick, perfecting the image of an animal covered in spikes that no one can touch.
You can’t hurt him. You can’t fluster him, you can’t throw him off his game. He’s stoic and bulletproof and he’s an asshole, so keep your distance.
Don’t get too close, because if you do- you’ll see right through it.
You’ll peak through the walls and see a terrified little boy hiding from any form of real love because love only brings pain.
He’s gentle and kind and soft and so afraid, and that’s Ilya.
The only problem is, the walls of ‘Rozanov’ start to close in over the years, and it’s suffocating Ilya. Now he’s trapped in a reputation he built himself, a misrepresentation of who he truly is.
‘Not even Rozanov wants to see someone hurt like that’ is such a heartbreaking line to me, because in reality, he has no desire to see anyone hurt, not really. The fact that it’s Shane obviously makes it worse, but it’s just another example of the people assuming the worst of him.
That’s why it’s so important to me when he corrects David over his name, because in that moment, he’s not Rozanov. He’s Ilya. He’s a guiding hand and an emotional rock and a supportive boyfriend. He’s everything he’s always wanted to be.
Trauma can be so ugly, and you can hurt yourself in ways you never thought possible, even when you’re trying to protect yourself.