You have been offered a full-ride scholarship to get a four-year degree in this field, specifically. Upon graduation, you will be guaranteed a job in this field at the 75th percentile of average salary for the field, with the possibility of further advancement as the years go on.
However, you will never be able to get a job in any other field.
Do you take the offer?
100% yes!
Probably yes
I'm honestly torn, this is a hard choice
Probably not
Absolutely fucking not
Random other option for people who want to ramble in the tags
it's such a bummer that losing control of your emotions only makes the entire situation worse in really embarrassing personal ways. losing control of my emotions should give me pyrokinesis.
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Robin manages to refrain from teasing Steve the entire time theyāre in the airport, and through the whole flight back to Chicago. She even manages to not mention anything on the ride back to the arena, and plays soft music on their ride home.
As soon as they get out of the car, though, she jams a thumb just above where Steveās neck meets his shoulders and he huffs out a laugh. āHow long have you been planning that out?ā He asks, swatting her hand away from where heās sure a hickey is taking form.Ā
āSince the second you walked into the airport and I could see it.ā She grins, taking one of his bags from him in an unspoken apology.
āYouāre insufferable,ā Steve laughs, calling the elevator. He only half listens to her continued teasing on the ride up to their condo, taking a moment to text Eddie and let him know theyād safely returned home. When they step out of the elevator, though, Robin grabs his arm to stop him from continuing without looking, so Steve glances up to see their door is propped open by a potted plant. āUh? Did Dustin crash here while we were away?ā
āNot to my knowledge,ā Robin answers, hesitantly, glancing back and forth between Steve and their open door.Ā
āOkay.ā Steve mumbles, pulling his hockey stick out of his bag and twisting it in his hands like a baseball bat, before stepping toward the door. āStay out here and get ready to call 911.ā
āUh, Iām not letting you go in there alone, dingus, but I will have the emergency button ready on my phone,ā Robin insists, gripping a key from her keychain between her fingers as she makes a fist, holding her phone ready near her face. Knowing itās a battle he wonāt win, Steve sighs and nods, before cautiously leading the way into their apartment. He steps around the plant and motions at Robin to keep quiet and not let the door slammed closed behind them.
Steve takes a moment to check around into the kitchen first, which he finds empty, and glances down the hallway toward Robinās room, considering. If leads them toward his room, heās leaving Robin vulnerable with her back turned to the potentially dangerous intruder. But if itās just Dustin, or any of the Party, theyād be in the living room in the opposite direction, toward Steveās room.
āTurn around and walk back to back,ā Steve eventually whispers, feeling a little breath of relief when Robinās back is near flush against his as they move down the hallway. They turn the corner toward the living room and Steve holds his stick a little higher, just in case, when-
āWhat are you doing, Steven?ā
Steve lowers the hockey stick immediately, but Robin startles and drops her phone. She scrambles to pick it up as Steveās eyes settle on his father, standing just outside on the balcony.
āI could ask you the same thing, seeing as this is my condo and I havenāt heard from you in months.ā Steve answers, icy and harsh, meaning every ounce of shit heās giving his dad. One of the perks of having made his name for himself is that he doesnāt have to give a shit about hurting the old manās feelings anymore.
āYou heard from me a few weeks ago, when I sent you the gala invitation,ā His father steps in from the balcony, and Robin clears her throat to catch Steveās eye. He gives her a little shake of his head, hoping it assures her that everything is fine and this is not going to be a big dramatic scene even though heās almost positive his father will find a way to create chaos. āI havenāt, however, heard back from you about it. Which, honestly, Steven, I thought we raised you better than to rudely ignore invitations to private events on this scale.ā
āYou hardly had a hand in raising me,ā Steve bites back, dropping his bag to the floor.
āWatch your tone with me, boy. I didnāt come here to be disrespected further.ā
And thereās the Daniel Harrington that Steveās used to. Demanding and harsh, ruthlessly focused on his own agenda.Ā
āRight, instead you broke into my home, disrespecting me. Iām allowed to have an attitude.ā Steve retorts, watches as his father rolls his eyes, hands on his hip in a pose Steve recognizes from himself and instantly wants to take out of his rotation. They stare at one another in silence for a beat, before Daniel sighs.
āYou still havenāt answered me about the gala.ā
āAnd isnāt that answer enough for you?ā Steve asks, not understanding why his dad was pushing so hard on this.
āNo, son, itās not. You donāt really have a choice, frankly.ā
āSince when?ā Steve asks, voice cracking in a high-pitched break. Heās starting to feel like the walls of the condo are closing in around him, and heās suddenly feeling like the room is hot enough to be mistaken for the middle of summer even though itās hardly spring.
āSince you launched a war with Billy Hargrove on the ice. I wonāt let you ruin the Harrington legacy, so youāve got some ass-kissing to do. All the owners will be there, along with the Commissioner. Youāre going to show up and schmooze until youāre back in good-favor. Hear me?ā Daniel asks, and Steve feels his heart rate starting to spike.
Thereās another beat of silence, before Robin clears her throat again. Steve holds his hand up, trying to keep her from speaking, but once sheās set her mind to something, he knows thereās no turning back.
āMr. Harrington, Iām not sure you entirely understand the situation between Steve and Billy,ā She says, her voice a bit shaky, but Steve canāt tell if itās from fear or anger. āYou realize your son was the victim, right? Of an unsolicited attack by a psychopath who shouldnāt be allowed on the ice if heās going to play dirty and hurt people like that.āĀ
Daniel lets her speak, but scoffs when she goes quiet again. āAnd you realize that Steve and Billy have been going at it since high school? Theyāve always been hot heads on the ice when it came to one another, always taken the competition too seriously.ā
āNot that you would know that first hand, since you never came to those games.ā Steve snipes, and then continues before Daniel can stop him. āAnd actually, no, weāre not going to play this game anymore. Billy hitting me in the face wasnāt an unprovoked attack.ā Steve says, then takes a pause to let Daniel react.
āSee, you donāt know my son the way that I do. He has a way of getting under peopleās skin, I knew he must have done something to make Billy hit him like that.ā
āI fucking trusted him,ā Steve practically cries out, unable to control his words any better than heās able to keep himself together anymore. āI trusted him, thatās all I did to make him hit me, dad.ā
āWhat does that even mean, Steven? Youāre getting hysterical and not making any sense.ā Daniel starts to dismiss him, but Steve barrels through. Itās now or never.
āWe were together!ā He yells, watches as his father doesnāt react at all. Can see Robin tense out of the corner of his eye, but he keeps going. āBilly and me? We were together, when he was on the Hawks. Not dating, but we may as well have been. And he has assaulted me not once, but twice since things ended, and thatās barely even scratching the surface of all the times heās checked me into the boards or iced me in games. So, yeah, I made Billy attack me, because I trusted him.ā
Daniel doesnāt say anything. He doesnāt move for a long moment, doesnāt take his eyes off of Steve. Eventually, though, he lets out a heavy breath and moves toward where Steve and Robin are standing.
Then he steps around them, continues down the hallway, and Steve turns to watch him go, unsure of what heās even feeling about his dad choosing this as the moment to go quiet and walk out on him. But then Daniel stops in the doorway, after moving the potted plant out of the way.
āI expect you at the gala, Steven. Weāll have a lot to discuss.ā He says, looking at Steve with an expression the younger Harrington canāt read, before leaving and closing the door behind him carefully.
āWhat the fuck just happened?ā Robin asks after a few moments, and Steve runs his hand over his face.
āI donāt even know.ā
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Thereās too many words floating around his head, all coming to him at once, so as soon as he drops Steve off at the airport, Eddieās back in his studio, raw recording all of his thoughts as he plays the tracks the band had laid back and sings about everything heās feeling.
A few hours later, he texts Steve back to tell him heās happy they made it back to Chicago safely. Heās a little surprised to not hear back from Steve right away, but he tries not to be too crazy about calling him so soon. Heās sure Steve is exhausted after traveling, and is probably showering or sleeping.Ā
Gareth shows up a little while later and is surprised to find Eddie still in his pajamas, but catches sight of the hickey forming just below the otherās ear and immediately understands whatās happening.Ā
āIāll order food.ā Thatās all he offers, staying outside the tracking booth to give Eddie as much space and privacy as he needs to finish what heās doing.
A few hours pass by like that, with Eddie only coming out briefly to grab containers of broccoli and beef and noodles along with a few extra waters, then disappear back into his creative spiral.Ā
Eventually, though, Gareth does intervene. āAlright, man, itās been at least 4 hours, and youāre getting stuck on things that sound way better than you think. Letās take a break and you can listen to the playbacks in a bit?ā
When theyāre upstairs in his living room, Eddie takes his hair out of the messy bun it had been pulled up in, but Gareth just scoffs.Ā
āWhat?ā He asks, confused, and Gareth rolls his eyes.
āAlready saw the hickey, man. Guessing date night went well?ā He teases, and watching as Eddie flushes, then his cheeks light up bright red. Gareth finds it ridiculously satisfying to see Eddie flustered, since heās usually the one dishing out this kind of teasing.
āShut up,ā he mumbles, hiding his face behind his hands.
āLook, Iām just happy you two finally kissed about it, thatās all.ā Gareth eventually offers. āItās been kind of insufferable watching you both tease and flirt then stonewall one another.ā
āWe havenāt been stonewalling one another,ā Eddie dismisses, and rolls his eyes when Gareth raises an eyebrow. āShut up already.ā
āI really am happy for you two, you know. All the guys will be.ā
Eddie just gives Gareth a little smile, and eventually grants him permission to start sorting through the audio tracks.
Steve FaceTimes him not long after they get back into the studio. āHey! You did survive your return trip after all, I was starting to worry.ā He teases, and watches as Steve huffs out a little laugh.
āWeāve had an interesting day.ā Steve says, setting the phone on the kitchen counter as Robin steps into frame.
āWe came home to an intruder in the condo.ā She says, and Eddie is standing instantly, concerned and not sure how to help but trying to formulate a plan to get himself to Chicago.
āIt was just my dad! For fucks sake, donāt scare him like that.ā Steve interjects quickly, but it does little to ease Eddieās concern.Ā
āWhat did he want?ā
āHe still wants me to go to his stupid fundraiser to schmooze the league because he thinks I owe everyone an explanation about Billy.ā Steve explains around a shrug, leans closer to the phone while dipping a tea bag into a mug of hot water.Ā
āSteve even told him about the Billy situation.ā Robin adds, earning a glare from Steve, before he mumbles a thanks in her direction as she adds honey to his mug.
āSo you came out to him?ā Eddie asks, and Steve shrugs.
āKind of? The whole thing was weird. Itās been a weird day.ā He answers, takes a sip of his tea, then rests his chin on his hand. āI miss you. Tell me about your day?ā
āā
Routine settles back to Steveās pre-injury normal. Yoga with Robin on the deck, smoothies, rink. By the time the next game rolls around, Steve feels like heās back on track, even if he still has to wear extra protective gear.
The Blackhawks lose by a goal in overtime, but Steve manages to spot Eddie in the suite with Robin. His flight had been delayed because of the snow, so neither of them was sure heād make it in time for todayās game, but there were three more over the next five days so there were plenty to observe in the near future.
Steve meets Eddie and Robin at the car and smiles as Eddie tangles their fingers together and tugs him into the backseat.Ā
āIāve missed you.ā Eddie greets, pressing a soft kiss to Steveās lips.
āIāve missed you, too,āĀ
āIām gonna puke. What do you want to do for dinner?ā Robin shifts the car into drive as Eddie and Steve scramble to close the door.
āCan we just head home and order in? I want to talk to Eddie.ā Steve answers once theyāre settled in. Eddieās head quickly snaps toward him, concern visible in his eyes. āNot bad talk, I promise.ā
āI donāt know of a single time when that sentence has been said and it wasnāt related to a bad talk, Steve. In fact, the last time someone told me they just āwanted to talk to meā was when Wayne shipped me off to rehab.āĀ
āI promise, Iām not sending you to rehab,ā Steve tried to joke, lifting his hand to cup Eddieās jaw and brush his thumb under the other's lower lip. āYou can pick whatever we order, and if you feel like it turns out to be a bad talk, Iāll buy you ice cream or a new guitar or something.ā
āThis feels wildly unfair to me, why does Eddie get to pick out what Iām having for dinner?ā Robin asks, glancing at Steve in the rear view at a stop light. Their eyes meet and Eddie can almost hear the silent conversation theyāre having, even though he doesnāt understand the language theyāve built. The light changed and Robin sighs heavily but doesnāt protest further.
Once Eddie secures their halal dinner, he tucks his feet under himself as he sits on the sofa beside Steve and pulls a piece of chicken off a kebab skewer. āOk, what is it you want to talk about?ā
āI told you my dad was here the other day.ā Steve starts, and Eddie frowns, stops mid-chew to try and get a read of his body language. He canāt, though, so he swallows hard.
āā¦yeahā¦ā
āSo. I think I want to go to the gala.ā Steve says, scooping rice onto his fork. āAnd I want you to come, too. As my date.ā
Eddie takes a few beats to process. Steve keeps eating, like this isnāt a huge deal, and Robin is staying surprisingly quiet from the arm chair sheās occupying. āArenāt, like, the commissioner and a bunch of other important NHL people going to be there?ā
āYeah,ā Steve shrugs. āKind of the point I want to make.ā
āYou want to come out?āĀ
āAlready told my dad. The world didnāt end. Canāt see how it could get any worse than Billy smashing my face in, really.ā Steveās lips turn up into a smile, turning his hurt into a joke, but Eddie knows itās a front.
He inhales, thinking. āYou donāt think itāll make you a target on the ice?āĀ
Robinās eyes move to Steve, the most acknowledgement sheās given to their conversation yet. Steve actually gives a genuine smile at that.
āItās like you two talked about this already without me knowing,ā he huffs. When Eddie raises an eyebrow, Steve explains. āRobin asked the exact same thing. I think it could. I think it could mean I get benched.. Thereās a lot of things that could happen, and thereās no way to know what sequence of events will cause what. But Iāve already been thinking about coming out for a while now, and I would prefer I be the one to tell people. On my terms.ā
āOkay.ā Eddie says, gives a little nod and starts eating again. āIād like to go to your familyās gala with you.ā
Steve smiles back at him, bumps his knee against Eddieās gently as they settle into the sofa.
āI still get to come, right? Even though Eddieās your date?ā Robin asks, and Steve laughs.
āYou still get to come. Iāll RSVP for both of us, and Eddieās our plus one. Iād tell you to bring Nance, butā¦ā
āEveryone would assume sheās with you, negating the āEddie-being-your-date' thing. I get it. One of the many cons of dating your ex that I have to live with.ā Robin said, catching Eddieās full attention.
āOh my god, I totally forgot you dated Wheeler Senior in high school!ā He said, making Steve roll his eyes.Ā
āPlease donāt become another person who psychoanalyzes my dating history.ā
Robin snorts at that. āHeās just upset that he has a type and has been called out on it.ā
āA type?ā Eddie asks, raising an eyebrow. āHow the fuck do Nancy and I fit together?ā
āHave you seen yourself?ā Robin asks, incredulously. āIf I didnāt know better, Iād assume you were cousins, if not siblings. Between the hair, big doe eyes, you know? I told Steve about this when he called you hot in that TikTok!ā
Eddie considers this longer than he should, and Steve hands him a piece of flatbread and shoves the hummus toward him. āStop overthinking it. I donāt have a type.ā
āNo, dude, you totally have a type,ā Eddie teases, leaning over to press a kiss to Steveās cheek. āKinda, at least. Badass curly tops of any gender. But I like that I fit into this category.ā
āEw, donāt call me ādudeā like that.ā Steve frowns, shouldering Eddie back to his side of the sofa gently, earning a laugh from Eddie.
āSorry, would you prefer ābaby?āā
āI would prefer to eat my dinner without the gag fest, thanks.ā Robin voices. āAlso, weāre still getting ice cream, right?ā
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Steve curls into Eddieās side as they lay down for bed, resting his head on Eddieās chest, which earns him a soft chuckle.
āYouāre going to cuddle me to death, arenāt you?ā He teases as Steve hums in agreement, eyes closed and smile painted on his face.
He canāt help but feel content, maybe for the first time ever. Steve brings a hand up to Eddieās chest, fingers tracing over his tshirt where he knows thereās a tattoo on the skin beneath. Eddie, in turn, runs a nearly too-soft touch from a finger along his cheek, tracing the edges of the still-healing scar there. It makes Steve a little self-conscious, but nowhere near as much as he would have been years, or even months, ago.
āYou donāt have to go,ā Steve eventually says, turning his chin up to look at Eddie through his eyelashes. āTo the gala, I mean. Itās okay if you donāt want to go.ā
Eddie is careful, smiles softly at Steve as he considers his response before speaking; something heās not super familiar with. āI would love nothing more than to get you in front of everyone at the gala and plant a big ole messy kiss right on your lips.ā He continues to tease, pleased with himself when Steve snorts and hides his face in Eddieās shirt. āBut seriously. I want to go. Iām happy you invited me. I just want you to be sure this is what you want to do.ā
Steve goes so still then, Eddieās almost convinced he fell asleep. But he eventually lifts his head again, rests his chin on Eddieās ribs, and nods. āThis is what I want. Itās what Iāve wanted for a long time, but I was scared. And I donāt think Iām as scared anymore.ā
āWell then,ā Eddie grins, hooking a finger under Steveās chin and pulling him forward into a soft kiss. āI think weād better get me some gala-appropriate clothes, because Iām pretty sure my leather jackets arenāt going to cut it.ā
āI actually think my mom might faint if you rolled up in a leather jacket.ā Steve laughs against Eddieās lips, then nuzzles into his neck. āAnd as hot as I think you are in your leather jackets, I think youāll clean up nice. Iāve seen those award show outfits. We can get you into a fitted suit, I know it.ā
āAnd youāll spend all night looking at my ass.ā
Steve canāt help but snort. āWell yeah, how else will I make it clear that Iām definitely into you.ā
āYouāre totally right, itās the only way.ā Eddie laughs, rubbing a hand over Steveās back. āNow go to sleep, you have another game and youāre not blaming me for not getting enough rest.ā
Steve mocked him in a high pitched voice, but rearranged himself so he was more comfortable, head resting on Eddieās chest again, and sighed softly. āGood night.ā
āNight.ā
And if Eddie stays awake for an extra 30 minutes, fingers gently combing through Steveās hair and soothing him to sleep, thatās nobodyās business but his own. Steve lightens when he drifts off, and Eddie secures an arm around him, keeping him close, before he falls asleep as well.
In an almost exact reversal of the night prior, Eddie wakes up to Steve gently toying with his hair. He stills as Eddieās eyes open, a soft pink shade settling over his cheeks, before he bites at his lip.
āSorry. I didnāt mean to wake you.ā
Eddie closes his eyes, smiling, then peeks through one squinted eye at Steve. ā10 more minutes?ā He asks, wrapping both of his arms around Steveās waist and pulling their bodies flush together. Steve laughs, tossing his head back in a display of joy that has Eddie opening both eyes to fully take in. Then, Steveās bringing their foreheads together and resting a hand on his jaw.
āYou could go back to sleep for another 10 minutes, sure,ā Steve says, through a smile. āOr, you could kiss me.ā
āWell, thatās an offer I canāt exactly turn down.ā Eddie chuckles, sliding a hand up Steveās back to his neck and bringing their mouths together.
Whatās definitely more than 10 minutes breezes by, Eddieās sure itās been more than that, though he has no other concept of the passing of time until Steveās alarm goes off. Eddie blindly reaches to turn it off, but Steve pulls away and sighs heavily.Ā
āWe can snooze it.ā Eddie assures, sitting up to chase after Steve. He ends up peppering kisses along his collarbone and up to his neck.Ā
Eyes sliding closed, Steve turns off the alarm and drops his phone back onto the bed beside them. His fingers tangle into the hair at the base of Eddieās neck and he hums softly before tugging Eddie up to bring their mouths together again.
Itās more, somehow, this time than it was before. Than it has been, each time theyāve kissed. It hasnāt been a lotā no where near as much as either of them would like it to be. But Eddie feels himself melting into it, letting Steve take the lead.
Then, Steveās got Eddie gasping; he hadnāt even processed the kiss ending before Steveās teeth sink into the dip of skin where his shoulder meets his neck.Ā He soothes over the mark his teeth leave with his tongue as Eddie whines, grips tighter at his hip, and thatās when Eddie feels Steveās lips twist up into a smile against his skin.
āYou-ā Eddieās onto him instantly, but his words are broken into a moan as Steve sucks on the skin heād been teasing.Ā
As soon as heās able to get his limbs working in coordination with one another again, Eddie flips them over so Steve is under him. His legs straddle Steveās thighs, but he sits high and cautious, eyes locked on the others below him. Steveās wide-eyed, huffs out a heavy breath with the quick movement, then licks his swollen lips and Eddieās grateful he can even go through the process of saying words.
āHow long before you absolutely have to leave?ā He asks, hovering close to Steveās face, but just far enough that theyāre not kissing again.
iris by goo goo dolls really is insane though. I'd give up forever to touch you? you're the closest to heaven I'll ever be? all I can breathe is your life? and I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think they'd understand? when everything's meant to be broken I just want you to know who I am? does anyone hear me.
this is from the g&c universeā but it doesnāt exactly fit in the next part Iām working on (shhhh I know itās been forever) and I feel like you donāt really need any of the g&c background to follow. so. hereās this thing I wrote.
āāāāā
Iām having a really hard time today. -eš¤
Steve reads over the text once, then again, before heās pressing the call button beside Eddieās contact information.
When he picks up, itās loud. Heās clearly somewhere near the stage, and Steve glances at the clock to make sure he isnāt answering the phone mid-performance or something insane.
āAre you ok?ā He asks in lieu of a greeting, and Eddie sighs heavily, implying he can hear Steve just fine despite the noise around him.
āOk is an objective term.ā He answers, the loud noises fading before itās eventually silent besides the sound of Eddieās voice when he speaks. āPhysically, I am not injured or anything, though. Sorry if I scared you.ā
āSo itās a mental thing? Is it being on the road?ā Steve asks, calling back a conversation theyād had a few weeks agoā how the current stretch of shows Corroded Coffin is on is the longest theyāve gone without days off or trips home in several years.
āSort of. Definitely tour-related,ā but he sounds like heās withholding information still, not painting the full picture, even as he continues. āI love being out here, in different cities every night. I love making music and putting on a show with the boys. I love so much about touring. But itās different being out here all the time, man. I feel like Iām going crazy.ā
āThe guys canāt relate?ā Steve asks, genuinely curious. They all have always seemed to be on the same page, so he finds it interesting that Eddie doesnāt feel that whatever is bothering him is also affecting them.
āI havenāt told them how Iām feeling,ā Eddie admits, quietly. āItāll become a whole thing, if I say something.ā
āSo you're supposed to just suffer in silence?ā Steve asks, pointing out the obvious flaw in Eddieās logic.
āI texted you about it, didnāt I?ā
āA lot of good thatās doing, when youāre 6 states away.ā
Eddieās quiet for a long moment, and if Steve closes his eyes, heās sure heād be able to picture exactly whatās happening on the other end of the line- Eddieās got a thick strand of hair twisted tight around his finger as heās gnawing on it as he thinks.
āI have to kick one of the openers off the tour,ā Eddie eventually says, quiet as a whisper, and Steve frowns.
āWhat the fuck is happing out there, Eddie? Do you need me to come?ā He asks, already trying to come up with a plan to get him out on the road with Eddie.
āNo, itās just. Itās. Complicated.ā Eddie sighs and then groans, so Steve gives him as long as he needs to compile his thoughts. āIāve told you a little about my past, and some of the issues Iāve dealt with. A recurring one I struggle with a lot when weāre on the road is addiction. Iām pretty open about my experiences and Iāve talked publicly about being mostly sober, and itās pretty much a requirement to tour with us that youāre clean. Getting offered a blunt in a green room is one thing, blow isā¦ā
āJesus, Eddie,ā Steve canāt help but huff out.
āYeah. Itās⦠I said no today. And I know I donāt want to get that kind of high. But thereās still part of my head like āone bump wonāt hurt.ā And it almost cost me everything last time, I canāt let that happen again.ā Eddie sounds determined, but Steve hates that he feels like he could compromise his sobriety.
āSo⦠this all circles back to you needing to talk to the guys.ā Steve points out.
āYeah, yeah. I know. It just sucks. Booting them from the tour is gonna get them in shit with their label, even if I donāt disclose why theyāre out. And I donāt want to jeopardize anyone elseās careers.ā Eddie sounds torn.
āMaybe itās the wake up call they need.ā Steve offers, expands when Eddieās quiet. āYou needed someone to knock sense into you, right? Before you got sober? This could be that for them. You can even extend the offer- clean up and weāll take you back out. But itās a no for now, because you canāt jeopardize your own wellbeing.ā
āYeah.ā Eddieās still soft, still sounding so raw. āMaybe.ā
āIām proud of you.ā Steve says, not sure it will help, but itās true.
āFor wanting to get high again?ā Eddie scoffs, and there it is. The real issue. Eddieās upset about what it means for the other band, sure. But heās more upset with himself, and Steve should have known.
āFor wanting to get high and consciously choosing not to. You could have said yeah. You could keep them on the tour, keep the temptation around. But youāre calling it, and that takes a lot of guts, Eddie. Iām so fucking proud of you.ā
āYouāre going to make me cry and Iāve got to be on stage in like 20 minutes.ā Eddieās voice is watery, Steve can hear the tears welling up in his eyes and wishes he could wipe them away.
Instead he says, ācall me when youāre telling the boys, if you want. As extra support. Iāll stay up. Kill it out there tonight.ā
taking a class on sex this semester which has resulted in many fun things like "sex activity" and "sex final" being added to my planner. being very mature and serious about this .
I had a class called "What is Evil?" The professor called us his "evil students" and I got to say things like: "I have evil class later." and "I have readings in evil to do." and "Well my evil professor said..."
[ID: tumblr reply on this post reading "my partner did a sociology degree and one of the modules was on organised crime. very funny to see stuff like "anyone doing organised crime this afternoon" in a uni groupchat"]
I had a class on Magic, Witchcraft, and Religion. You can imagine the joy I got out of saying āI have to study for my magic finalā or āim off to magic class nowā
Heard a song today and can already see the edits when Buddie goes canon.
Right here, right now we're the only ones in this room | There's not an ounce of me that isn't caught up in you | Let them stare, it's okay, I don't care what they say | Old me she would have lost it | I'd kiss you with people watching
āyouāre so funnyā thanks no one wanted to play with me as a little kid so iāve been scheming like a criminal ever since to make them love me and make it seem effortless
You know you've fucked up when you go to a doctor and the thing you have wrong with you has been named after an occupation that isn't a thing anymore. Like imagine a doctor looking at you and going "yeah you've got ox-drawn ploughman's disease. We don't even test for that anymore. Yeah the reason you've never heard of it is because the last known case was in 1927 and happened to some guy who was like 98 years old and didn't believe in modern medicine of the time. What the fuck have you been up to."
honestly you guys make fun of 911 for having 22 million killer bees as the opening disaster but like. this is season 8. they've already dealt with house fires and factory fires and collapsed bridges and earthquakes and tsunamis and serial killers and gay thoughts. they've already proven they can deal with anything the universe throws at them and now they need to raise the stakes and what's better than a truly insurmountable number of bees. I can't think of a solution. you can think of a solution. this one's really gonna take everything they have.