starrrywrites

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[starrrywrites]

one little dream at night and i can dream all day

a newly appointed field scribe goes on her first field assignment on the surface after living in a bunker for so many years. what she finds, is in search of herself.

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(an au loosely based off of littlemoodswings' fic "army dreamers" and a year-long wip of if lucy and norman were raised in the brotherhood like maximus)

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chapter one out - currently writing chapter two

[starrrywrites]

chapter two out now!

[dryinkpens]

i'll be your froggy prince

[trailerheaven]

roses filet crochet headdresses (shop here)

[bill-blake-fans-anonymous]

I think strange horrible things should stop befalling my friends

[catastrophespouse]

I think strange wonderful things should start befalling my friends

[sourdough-seal]

“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

[orbitalmirror]

"how did you get into writing" girl i've been tormented by the visions since i was eight years old

[achiepy]

Dance...

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

Is there a du’aa/prayer you would observe before meeting your husband?

tbh im not the best with reading namaz or specific duas, but i do feel very connected to God and the universe. 2024 was easily one of the worst years of my life, but i still felt extremely spiritually connected. once i met my fiancé last year, it felt like everything id gone through was for a reason and that he was sent to me for a reason.

as much as i didnt want to admit it, i wanted to find my other half and experience love. i think the intensity of all the feelings i felt in 2024 (both simultaneously incredibly negative but also hopeful) were so earnest that our paths finally crossed. like there was no other choice but for us to meet. it feels meant to be – like our entire lives we were just waiting for each other and we finally were put together. so many things with us feel like fate, and if i typed them all the list would go on for so long (even the people in our lives think its freaky how similar we are and how parallel our lives have been lool).

i dont have much else to add on to this but me and him both have said that our belief in God and that we're being listened to grew tenfold after meeting each other. i truly believe God is always listening and knows whats in our hearts <3

[help-me-yes]

[paxamericana]

[the-real-skeletor]

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

why have we all decided yoda sucks at driving

[chongoblog]

How could you forget the classic

[ikohiki]

You are my poison

[ultimatesue]

For God so loved the world

[wildandfree333]

Lexi Howard 🎬

She reminds me so much of myself.

[kermahillway]

I want them to hug it out.

[carrizoblooms]

VaultKnight Week · Day One · Mutual Pining / Grew Up Together AU / Shady Sands / Green

[sanchensky]

White lies 🐝 (please read more under the cut <3)

So happy I finished this thing before ep 8 oof

Anyway, the comic was born out of

my thoughts about Caine's model lacking many essential facial features (as if he was never intended to show any emotions) and yet him being literally the most expressive character in the circus despite everything.

me being low-key obsessed with the implications episode 7 left us with. Players questioning everything they've been told and Caine being in the center of it all.

Just to be clear, I do believe Caine is written as a sentient AI who is just struggling to understand humanity and everything that comes with it. And I think these thoughts about him faking his emotions are inherently wrong within a story. He's oblivious and desperate but not malicious. But couple it with the fact that he's been lying about many other things (so far I'm inclined to think it was for players' sake in his own eyes) and that humans have been suffering for a while dealing with a literal god that doesn't understand them... Well, I have a feeling that they will doubt his motives and literally everything they know, rightfully so.

The amount of attention this little comic received is a bit terrifying and overwhelming and seeing all the different interesting interpretations people come up with I just wanted to explain mine own a little better <3

I want them all to be healed and happy, little guy absolutely included, but man the situation is rough, and the odds are against us

(Also please ignore typos, I'm hyperaware of them and even messed up writing my on name, i was really, really tired :') )

Update after ep 8: oh boy :')

[mikiemcsmitty]

We have confirmation that Scratch/Kinger created Caine in March of 1995 and joined the circus in 1999, while and Ragatha joined in 2008

[smallpwbbles]