MN

She / Her , 25 I cry and eat heartaches for breakfast.

[fairycosmos]

god i love coming home and being at home and sitting inside my home and staying home

[stfumons]

Propaganda of someone and something

[stfumons]

Shreds , Shreds , shreds

[notgreatbob]

''i wasted those years'' who cares. you lived the only life you could've lived in those moments

[callmezeemonic]

You did the best you could with all you had and knew. That was then. Here is now

[kosmogrl]

[miseria-fortes-viros]

ultimately the truth about frankenstein is that we are all grotesque amalgamations of the best and worst parts of everyone who came before us. and sometimes the people who are supposed to love us because of and in spite of this will not. and we can kill them with hammers for that. and i think that’s beautiful

[divorce-enjoyer]

why go to the grocery store or to a restaurant when you can just get food delivered why go to the mall when you can get same day shipping on amazon why go to the library when you have kindle why make art when there’s ai why go to the cinema when you can stay at home and watch netflix. we are in a loneliness epidemic btw

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[stfumons]

If you expect nothing , you are never disappointed

But don’t we plant those seeds know it’ll bare us some fruits?

It’s the innocence of life —— I will open myself to you to the rawest form of my existence, hoping that you will hold me like a newborn who craves its mothers warmth

To love without expectations but end of the day that love is expectation. Isn’t it tragic?

Hold me , love me , grieve with me.

Spend joy , sway in sadness with me.

To love and to be loved is — saying I’m here , please hold me

[stfumons]

4 months

[stfumons]

We mourn in silence; We mourn in grief , We mourn in happiness

We mourn not the person we are , but the person we were —- when those moments existed .

[disc90s]

[stfumons]

It’s always the little things— those insignificant moments that slip past time and quietly become the memories which flood warmth when you revisit.

Like waking up to watch your partner asleep, realising love blooms even in those messy silence.

Like those mundane moments of our hands subconsciously finding each others while walking down the street. Like how they always peel the hard parts of the fruits for you

Like the warmth of being fed by the hands which have nurtured you; just how warm your mom is every single time you hug her.

Like those moments when you watch your dad unpack the materialistic love —- to make up for all the emotional warmth ; like bringing home ten of the one small thing you said you liked.

And suddenly, you see it— Insignificant moments transcend time and become significant memories

[stfumons]

If you expect nothing , you are never disappointed

But don’t we plant those seeds know it’ll bare us some fruits?

It’s the innocence of life —— I will open myself to you to the rawest form of my existence, hoping that you will hold me like a newborn who craves its mothers warmth

To love without expectations but end of the day that love is expectation. Isn’t it tragic?

Hold me , love me , grieve with me.

Spend joy , sway in sadness with me.

To love and to be loved is — saying I’m here , please hold me

[promqueendyke]

mihaly zichy ‘romantic encounter’ + these violent delights, micah nemerever 

[stfumons]

Parents (plural noun).

A parent is a caregiver of the offspring in their own species-namingly mother / father.

Parents are practically the foundation of our lives no matter how much we deny it.

There's a hidden beauty and curse to how much it consumes us inside out.

[stfumons]

To be honest they are just big babies trying to live up with a life that's never stopped for them.

So when they are still trying to figure out life at their 40s and 50s we feel lost and alienated trying to find the roots all over again.

[stfumons]

And why does it feel so ugly when they have conflicts between them or arguments even if it’s just for a few minutes or hours ?

guess its because even for those little moments we feel our foundations crack and our identities and what we stand for slip away from us.

[stfumons]

But between all the conflicts and chaos there also blooms love in the tiniest parts of them.

And I'm grateful for it — that they aren't perfect but they're all parts of beautiful and ugly, they're just truly humans who've lost track but holding on to each other to seem whole ——to just be there to make the whole word seem like it's sane and loveable for their little universe

[stfumons]

Parents (plural noun).

A parent is a caregiver of the offspring in their own species-namingly mother / father.

Parents are practically the foundation of our lives no matter how much we deny it.

There's a hidden beauty and curse to how much it consumes us inside out.

[stfumons]

To be honest they are just big babies trying to live up with a life that's never stopped for them.

So when they are still trying to figure out life at their 40s and 50s we feel lost and alienated trying to find the roots all over again.

[stfumons]

And why does it feel so ugly when they have conflicts between them or arguments even if it’s just for a few minutes or hours ?

guess its because even for those little moments we feel our foundations crack and our identities and what we stand for slip away from us.