Jayden Stoll

On the •14/09/2014• was the day I found someone I never realised would mean so much to me and or help me in so many ways, I’m forever grateful for him and wouldn’t be where I am today without him. •Forever Blessed with a great father figure and role model.•

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This how I been during quarantine when I’m gaming 😂

Been playing too much DBD and the forest😶

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He’s enjoying the stay at home thing as am I😂

He chucked this shirt on for a video call with some pals and if anyone would do that it’d be me because if they can’t see the bottom half what does it me matter😂

I will say the lockdown has gotten me back into my fitness routine (insanity) I have 2 days left of week 1 and I’m already dead😭

On a serious note I hope everyone is safe & well. Please follow any rules you’re given to avoid contracting the virus. Us in the UK have been put in lockdown, meaning we’re only allowed out once per day for exercise and or shopping/ picking up medication. Not everyone is listening which has lead to a rise in cases in just 24 hours. So please if you’re in the UK for the sake of the NHS & others who may be vulnerable do what the government is asking. It’s not hard to do. By not listening you’re risking yourself and others, it’s selfish. I’m out.

[stolljunior]

🖤🤍🖤🤍

She’s dressed like a chessboard cause she’s his queen👑

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Corey Stoll as Michael Prince in Billions Season 5 Teaser Trailer.

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Before I head off to sleep I just want to drop my design of Corey, it’s something I’ve always been proud of💙

[stolljunior]

It’s been a minute but life is honestly so great right now, I’m in the best place mentally and emotionally. I’ve been sick the past week and just getting better with that and the UK is having a couple of storms but fortunately where I’m at in the UK we only get the milder blows from it. I’ve recently invested in some editing software to finally create videos for my YouTube channel which is something I’ve wanted to do since I was like 13, I’ve always been drawn to the entertainment industry whether it be acting, editing, writing etc. I’ve also always wanted to make others happy and or just giving people what I always looked for when my depression was severe which was something I had an interest in, as I’ve continued to watch youtubers and streamers I’ve learnt a lot and have been noticed twice today by them which is as really great and helped lift my spirits further.

One thing I’ve learnt as of late is that nothing can hold you back but yourself and I’ve always been short on confidence etc due to my depression, anxiety and what my medical professions have said “99.9% chance of AS” which is Asperger’s syndrome which does get in the way for me sometimes but once I’ve attended my diagnostic by their team which I don’t think will be until late this year it’ll help clear things up and give me closure on that.

I had my birthday the other day and usually it’s a super hard time of year because of my grandmothers passing but this time around it’s not stung as much, I still miss hear but I have to do her proud which I’m sure I am. I’ve been attending a mental well-being project which ends in March and I’ve met some amazing people and I never thought I could because of how I can be😅

I hope everyone is well and if you’re not I hope you feel better in due course🙂

Also Stoll Senior I love and am so so proud of you for doing what you do and you’re my inspiration to be a better me💙

[stolljunior]

It’s been a while since I posted😅

Thought I’d let Stoll Senior start my posts up again with the latest trend started by Dolly Parton😂

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Corey Stoll and Nadia Bowers Define Macbeth Relevance

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Been a while but here’s a lil collage for the best people I could ever ask for in this world❤️💙

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This man melts my heart so much. I wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for him. He’s taught me so much and I just want to thank him from the bottom of my heart how grateful I am. He’s the reason I get out of bed everyday, and the reason I’ve gotten onto the path of healthier habits. Before he came around I thought I had nothing to live for because I suffered from so much mental, emotional and physical abuse from my “father” but when you blessed my TV screen all the pain subsided, I don’t think I’d be in the mindset I am now without you and whenever I rewatch the this interview when I’m having a down day it keeps me focused on what I’m doing.

After my recent appointment for my diagnosis I can say that it’s been hard to adjust to why I do act the way I do and why some people do leave because they find me frustrating, I have been down for a few days after my long term friend decided it was better for her and the future she has to look forward to with her girlfriend a couple of weeks ago because the way it happened wasn’t fair, I had no closure and it’s heartbreaking to say the least but this man is getting me through it one step at a time and I’m just glad that I have you to look up to. My dreams are big and I’m going out my own pace to achieve them because I need to make myself ready for what I really want out of life..I’ve had to adjust so much and so have my family, the reason for this is because I’m 20 years old and have only just been told I have Aspergers. It’s hard to comprehend but at the same time it explains so much, not only that but it has given me more clearance along with some more confidence? If it wasn’t for Corey I wouldn’t bother going to therapy or taking my antidepressants or even having mental health checkups. He just gives me strength to do things each day and I just want to thank him for everything🥰💙

I’ve even managed to be more consistent with my streams on YouTube, before I had a video thay I streamed 3 months ago, then I had one I streamed a month ago but now they’re more frequent because it’s something I’m passionate about. I’m considering even editing some clips from any gameplay I have and uploading it because video editing is the biggest part of it, being able to create something and just have some content to show myself I can do anything and having something like Aspergers shouldn’t prevent me doing so.❤️

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It’s been a while but here’s a TB pic of my dad, Stoll Junior, I love him so much and have so much to thank him for in my life🥰

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First picture= him telling me to go to bed

Second picture= what happens when I got to bed

😂😂

New pictures from Macbeth thank you to the classic stage company✋🏽

They’re so great together I love them both so much and I’m glad Macbeth is going well and they get to work together with it💙

[stolljunior]

It’s been a while since my last post now but it’s because I’ve had so much going on in my life and I haven’t had the motivation or time to post.

I had my therapy appointment which lead to a second person confirming Aspergers to me and then a couple days ago I almost lost my friend to suicide. It was the hardest thing I’ve had to deal with in a while but the good news is he’s recovering as best he can.

This isn’t a long post but I just wanted to get somethings off my chest.

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Having a rough time at the moment, barely sleeping and I feel like I’m losing myself again because everytime things go the right way I start to remember the negatives, I feel like it’s always this time of year that gets me down but at the same time people I thought I had a friendship with just feel that it’s okay to say things like “you’re annoying” or “attention seeking” when all I want to do is reach out to them for help but even if I didn’t reach out to them for help they’d still say it. It hurts so much because it’s what I had to go through everyday at school and college. I just wish my brain would give me a break at this point because I’m exhausted no matter what, I’m just glad I have Corey to keep me at bay at least a little and keeps me motivated to do things to tackle these feelings with my self esteem etc.

Other than that therapy starts on Friday, not looking forward to it entirely because not used to people trying to get in my head to see what’s going on up there, also it’s a therapy where the person is going to diagnose me with whatever they’re under the impression I have. It’s gonna be rough but at least once I get the answers I need it’ll help me understand myself better especially when I have questions about myself that I just can’t answer and that by itself is stressful.

As I said before thanks to Corey for being an amazing person who encourages me to take care of myself and go outside my comfort zone and get the help I need💙

[stolljunior]

Stoll Senior when he sees I’m still playing ghostface on dead by daylight at 1:30am😤😳

This game is so addictive pls help😂✋🏽

[stolljunior]

✨First image says it all✨

Corey is a precious human and must be protected at all costs

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Corey Stoll, the bucket hat wearing God

My dad knows how to rock anything 😂💙