I ❤️ REJECTS, OUTCASTS, FAILURES, DROPOUTS, UNDERDOGS, MISFITS, SLACKERS, DIRTBAGS, BURNOUTS, PROCRASTINATORS, LAYABOUTS, SOCIAL PARIAHS, AND THE UNEMPLOYED
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hello I'm Lake (friends call me "Lakey" sometimes)
white and transmisogyny-exempt trans/nonbinary thing
bisexual and aromantic, butch, fagdyke, or "L, G, B, and T all at once" (or just trans queer, I don't really care; being genderfluid and part of a plural system complicates things)
Marxist-Leninist-Maoist, anti-imperialist, anti-Zionist USAmerican secular Ashkenazi Jew
psychiatry-abolitionist mad-liberationist neurodivergent and physically disabled psychiatric confinement survivor, medical abuse survivor, and recovering addict
I'm an alter in a bodily adult (28) traumagenic plural system of dissociative identities with amnesia
I do not want minors following me, thank you 🔞
⚠️ this blog contains a lot of things like NSFW content, nudity, lewd jokes, special effects blood and gore, and other horror posts that I do not usually tag, so please be aware of that and follow at your own discretion! ⚠️
I block people a lot, like if they annoy me or post a lot about things that trigger me, squick me out, or otherwise make me feel excessively uncomfortable; don’t take it personally if I have blocked you, I just don’t want to see your blog 🛃
🚸 this is a sideblog, which means I have to follow back and send asks from @godshaped 📛
I genuinely feel like a coyote or coywolf stuck in a humanoid body and I'm a therian for real so if that bothers you, please leave me alone or at least be niceys about it and don't bother me if you're going to be mean, thanks 🖤
INSTA-BLOCK
I have a zero-tolerance policy for fascists, racists, ableists, any and all transmisogynists and transphobes (including 'radfems', TERFs, TEHMs, transandro-dorks and others who think 'misandry' is real, people against the usage of TME/TMA, transmedicalists or truscum), SWERFs, queerphobes (including aphobes, biphobes, panphobes, and all other queer intra-community gatekeepers or exclusionists of good-faith identity labels), Zionists, Islamophobes, antisemites, liberals or neoliberals, sysmedicalists or 'sysmeds' who discredit the existence of mixed-origin or endogenic forms of systemhood which stem from sources other than those which are diagnostic labels such as DID/OSDD (as well as anyone who participates in syscourse), and reactionary bigots by any other name.
I try my best to thoroughly vet blogs that follow mine and I am not merciful with the block button.
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let's play "jigsaw or lana del rey?"
adam stanheight memorial webpage
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Cocaine is the motor of the modern world. All of our civilizations have used it. From the cave men to the witch doctors. From the slave to the slave trader. From the black to the white. From the male to the female. From master to slave. From father to child. From cot to crib. From chair to throne. From cot to blanket. From blanket to tarp. From tarp to shame. From tarp to dress. From tarp to chair. From cot to rug. From rug to stain. From stain to shame. From tarp to cot. From chair to blanket. From cot to lamp. From cot to shelf. From cot to floor. From cot to candle. From cot to wall. From cot to pillow. From cot to peg. From shoe to wall. From cot to wall. From cot to window. From cot to spoon. From cot to wall. From cot to pot. From cot to pot. From cot to pot. From cot to pedestal. From a custom of using one’s own ashes to mark one’s grave. From a practice of burying one’s dead here after one’s death. From a custom of using cedar for religious reasons. From a custom of stacking the cedar on top of one another to form a circle. From a custom of stacking the cedar on top of one another to form a cone. From a custom of stacking the cedar on top of one another to form a solid. From a custom of stacking the cedar on top of one another to form a globe. From a custom of stacking the cedar on top of one another to form a cage. From a custom of stacking the cedar on top of one another to form a wolf. From a custom of stacking the cedar on top of one another to form a serpent.
I can shapeshift into a coyote. I can easily shapeshift into a coyote. I can instantly shapeshift into a coyote. I can safely shapeshift into a coyote. I can easily shapeshift into my original form. I can instantly shapeshift into my original form. I can safely shapeshift into my original form. I can change my DNA in an instant. I am always safe when shapeshifting. My body is always safe when shapeshifting. My mind is always safe when shapeshifting. I keep my human color vision in my coyote form. My body masks my coyote DNA. I appear completely human when in my human form. My body masks my human DNA when in my coyote form. My spirit masks my coyote aura and coyote energy signature when I will it. My body absorbs every nutrient from the food I eat. I have full control over all of my forms. I innately know how to shift. I have full control of my shifts. I can easily tap into my subconscious mind. Psychic attacks are near impossible to execute upon me. Meditation comes easily to me. I can see and sense within my mind with absolute vividness and clarity as if in real life. Hypnosis works very well on me. I can easily break out of hypnosis or mind control at any time. I have perfect balance on any surface. I lose any fear of predators. I lose all fear of predators. I lose any fear of big predators. I lose all fear of big predators. I lose any fear of the unknown. I lose all fear of the unknown. I know when I am in danger and what to do about it. I am brave, strong and resilient. I tap into canid energy to make me a powerful shifter. I tap into coyote energy to make me intelligent and clever. I tap into coyote energy to make me brave and resilient. I am incredibly intelligent. I am incredibly clever. I am a powerful shifter. I can shapeshift at any time.
When I am fully grown, my aging slows down. My lifespan is safely increased. My coyote form ages as I do. My coyote form has the color and pattern I want it to have. My fur color in my coyote form is rich and deep. My hair color in my human form is rich and deep. My coyote form looks exactly like I want it to look. My coyote form is beautiful. My coyote form is extremely fast, strong, agile, and flexible. My human form is extremely fast, strong, agile, and flexible. My body is incredibly efficient in all forms to provide safe efficient transformation. I have boundless, resplendent energy. I can safely absorb and disperse massive amounts of kinetic energy. I land softly from falls of any height. I can easily fit in any kennel. I get stronger every full moon. Moonlight calms and refreshes me. I am tireless. I can safely go days without sleep. Three hours of sleep is like a full night’s rest for me. My digestive system safely digests beneficial food and drink at supernatural speeds. My digestive system intelligently utilizes anything beneficial and safely discards anything harmful. My digestive system is perfect in health and function. My digestive system is supernaturally efficient and able to extract maximum nutrition. I have enhanced senses. I have perfect vision. I have perfect hearing. I have a perfect sense of smell. I can track anything by scent alone. I have an incredible sense of direction.
I can sense magnetic fields. I can use magnetic fields to know exactly where I am at all times. I enjoy all food. My coyote form can safely withstand any temperature. My human form can safely withstand any temperature. I am comfortable in any temperature. My eye color is soft and stunning. I can make my eyes see in the dark at will. I can see perfectly in any light level. I have perfect hearing. I safely and naturally repel biting insects. I safely and naturally repel stinging insects. My physical health is perfect. My mental health is perfect. I can heal any wound instantly at will. I can make wounds seal up in seconds. My body swiftly heals fatal wounds. I have a high pain tolerance. My body feels little pain because I can heal wounds instantly. I know when I am being hurt. I am meant to be a shapeshifter. I know that I am meant to be a shapeshifter. I know that I am a shapeshifter. I am immune to all forms of mind control. I am immune to all negative programming. I am the sovereign of myself. I have indomitable willpower. I can do anything if I put my mind to it. I have a natural connection to coyotes. I can easily communicate with any coyote. I can use telepathy with any coyote. I love coyotes. Coyotes love me. I can shapeshift any part of my body into part of my coyote form. I can summon the coyote nose of my coyote form while in my human form. I can easily and safely make sounds like a coyote in my human form. I have retractable fangs in my human form. I can summon my fangs at will. I can retract my fangs at will. When my fangs are retracted they are impossible to detect. My retractable fangs are the perfect size for my mouth. My fangs are exactly how I imagine them. I have retractable coyote claws in my human form. When my coyote claws are retracted they are impossible to detect. I can summon my coyote claws at will. I can retract my coyote claws at will. My retractable coyote claws are exactly how I imagine them. I am a master of fighting with my coyote paws. I am a master of all forms of joking. I am a master of fighting in my coyote form. I know when to talk and when to fight. I have supernatural intelligence. I am a great problem solver. I have perfect memory. I can easily remember massive amounts of related and unrelated information.
I am extremely stealthy. I can travel anywhere without being seen or heard. I am a master survivalist. I can survive in the wilderness easily. I can go a long time without food or water. I can survive any situation. I am grateful for any animal that dies to sustain me. I am a master hunter. I can easily detect prey. I have perfect balance. I can shapeshift into a normal sized coyote at will. I can shapeshift into a giant coyote at will. My giant coyote form is as large as I want it to be. I can shapeshift into an anthropomorphic, coyote. My anthropomorphic, coyote form is the height I want it to be. My anthropomorphic, coyote form has the same color and pattern of my normal coyote form. My anthropomorphic, coyote form looks exactly how I want it to look… I have a human mind in all of my forms… I have full control in all of my forms… I can hybridize my coyote form with any of my other forms… any clothes I am wearing vanish when I shapeshift into a full coyote. Any clothes I am wearing when I shapeshift into a full coyote reappear on my body when I shapeshift into my original form. I intuitively know if it is a bad idea to shapeshift. I can sense other shapeshifters from miles away. I can see perfectly in complete darkness. I have a deep respect for nature. I have a deep respect for coyotes. I can speak human languages while in my coyote form. I can use any powers I have while in my coyote form. All fillings, crowns, and cavities in my teeth are replaced with healthy tooth material. My teeth are perfectly white and healthy. My immune system is incredibly strong and safely wipes out all disease and cancer cells. My body is always safely full of energy and at peak performance. My mind is free of all limiting beliefs preventing me from reaching my goals. My mind is powerful. All positive and beneficial affirmations program my subconscious instantly. Affirmations I desire program my subconscious instantly. Affirmations I approve of program my subconscious instantly. I safely take in and absorb all subliminals. I bypass negativity to create instant and infinite results. All results gained from this subliminal are permanent.
