Addict. (deviantart) - Gerards21Guns
Summary: When Phil finds out Dan’s a marijuana addict he decides to help Dan quit, but he doesn’t realize how hard it will actually be.
Addicted to You (ao3) - howell_at_the_prince_lester
Summary: Things had never been easy for Dan. Home life was a nightmare, his relationships were non-existent, and the world decided to keep screwing him over.
cause even the stars they burn - localopa
Summary: phil has alcoholism and dan’s desperate to get him better.
Summary: Daniel Howell if a famous model, and although he has everything he could ever ask for, he can’t help but feel empty. Young and naive, the fame and fortune get the best of him as he falls back on drugs and alcohol. Through everything, he feels worthless, but to Dan’s surprise someone comes to save him before he’s too far gone.
Dirty Little Secret - jentin
Summary: Phil is a sex addict.
Drink, Smoke, Swallow. Repeat. (ao3) - geminemi
Summary: Dan is an alcoholic and Phil leaves him without a word. Dan goes through a downward spiral that he believes will never end until he puts a stop to it himself.
Head Tilted Down, Knees To The Ground (ao3) - thegirlwholikestowrite
Summary: He smiled, closing his eyes one last time, he could die happily now, knowing that Phil wasn’t gone entirely and he was still existing inside of Dan. His despair faded. He could die happily now.
HollyWood Whore (ao3) - Danisnotatop
Summary: Dan Howell is from a small town with big dreams. At 17 he drops out of school and runs off to Hollywood to be a famous actor, leaving everyone behind including his best friend Phil Lester with not so much of a word.
Flash forward 3 years later and Dan’s washed out, he couldn’t make it in Hollywood. He’s barely keeping himself alive. Homeless, drug addicted, and having to sell his body for money.
How Much Did I Fuck Up? -Touch - morningphanime
Summary: Dan is an addict who shows up on Phil’s doorstep on the one year anniversary of leaving him.
I Don’t Have A Problem - your-precious-phan-blog
Summary: dan has a sex addiction and goes to therapy for help, tries to seduce his therapist, Phil. just to end up riding him?
Lost Boy - iwritephanfics
Summary: A fic based on the song Lost Boy by Ruth B. Basically, Dan’s depressed and addicted to weed and Phil- coincidentally, Phil’s depressed and addicted to weed and Dan.
One Song Glory (ao3) - fullhousecast
Summary: After that first needle, Dan’s money didn’t go to rent or guitar picks or bread or milk. His money went to shards of meth or heroin tabs. The highs were different- heroin was his favorite. Shooting it up made him feel warm and euphoric and wonderful, but coming down was absolute hell. He would almost always vomit, a pounding headache plaguing him for the next few days. The only way to escape from this was another needle.
Pack of Camels and a Goodbye (ao3) - Pilferingstarlight
Summary: The love had never really been there, and the passion was dying slowly. Over the years, what started out as a long, heartfelt explanation had dwindled down to a few clumsy words and a deep unspoken understanding.
And still, Dan thought about Phil every day.
Sex, Lust & Addiction - insertyoutuberquotehere, iguessicantry
Summary: Phil finds out that Dan has a sex addiction.
Sex Therapy Gone Wrong - venuslester
Summary: Dan and Phil’s friends send them off to a couple’s sex therapy session because they are too obsessed with each other.
Sin Is Merely A Matter Of Perspective (ao3) - kkutna
Summary: Phil had a problem. He says “had” because it was true, he did, but it was past now, and he wanted to get passed it himself. It wasn’t exactly the type of problem that one could just wave away however, and the choices he made years ago still affected him to that day.
The Arrangement - amazingphile
Summary: Dan is a spoilt, drug-addicted kid with rich parents who cut him off when they get tired of his ways, so he finds a sugar daddy to supplement his rich lifestyle.
What Glamorous Lives They Lead (ao3) - Rockah_Ghal
Summary: Dan Howell, 23 years old, known to a larger audience through their computer screens as “Cinnamon Bear”. However, life isn’t as glamorous as it is seems for Dan, as endless partying, smoking, drinking, and not to mention the sex, as well as a cocaine and heroin addiction to keep under control have finally taken their toll. But then he meets fellow porn-star “Ricki Blitz” at a party, and together they might just bring Dan back from the brink of self-destruction, quit the industry and learn to re-build their lives.
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