storm

25. Block dont report. sw 264. cw 227 MDNI

[stormytorm]

Intro post

Hey ya! Been on here a while but starting over. You can call me storm

25f, she/her. Lesbian and leftist. I love crafts and reading, kids movies and random tv

Have struggled with self image since 7th grade, and weight around then.

I have diagnosed bed, anxiety and working towards ocd diagnosis.

While I used to have heavy restricting cycles ive been stuck in binging. I really struggle with hunger cues and fullness cues.

I stand for work so can't fast as much as id like either.

Some stats

5'5/165 cm

Pear? Body shape

Highest weight: 264lb/119 kg

Lw as an adult: 180lb/81 kg

Cw: 225.4 lb/ 101 kg

1gw: 215/97kg

2gw: 200/90 kg

3gw: 190/86 kg

4gw: 180/81 kg

[stormytorm]

Recently went vegetarian, today I made chickpea nuggets 😍 delicious guys!

[aetherette]

getting pictures taken and realizing you're so much b1gger than you assumed<<<

[rawrluvrr]

my fatspo is the mirror

[baraphalloplastyclinic]

I actually do think we should discourage women from becoming housewives. Do not become financially dependent on a man. That's how a lot of women ended up dead over the years. A man gets violent suddenly and you have to choose between homelessness or potentially dying at his hand because you have an enormous gap in your resume and no degrees or certifications or anything that will help you pursue a career that will allow you to be financially independent. He owns your bank account. His name is probably the one on the car. Try and leave and he can report it stolen. Where will you go then?

Don't become a housewife.

[ladyfoxfire]

And if you do become a housewife, take steps to protect yourself. Make sure you’re legally married, for starters; stay-at-home girlfriends have very little legal recourse to claim their partner’s assets in a breakup. Make sure your name is on the house deed/rental agreement, and have your car in your name, even if your spouse is paying for it. Have your spouse transfer money every month into an account solely in your name, so you can buy yourself things without needing permission, but also so you can save up to leave if needed.

If your spouse fights you on any of this, then don’t quit your job. The tradwife to poverty pipeline is real, and so is financial abuse.

[dressedupliketheking]

also, many women/people experience controlling behaviour and domestic violence from their partner for the first time during pregnancy. don’t risk thinking “he’s just stressed, it’ll get better when the baby comes” because it won’t. neither you and your child will ever be safe with that man. get out as early and safely as you can

[vi-lenxe]

i forgot how good it feels to lose weight

[dewdropstoday]

Ughh i feel like such a wannar3xic every time i 3at

Why am i like thisss ?

😭😭😭

[stormytorm]

Would love to find an accountability buddy who enjoys healthy competition!

Especially those closer to my stats

5'5, 225 lbs, medium bones

21+ ( sorry, but im 25 so don't want anyone who's still a teen)

Enjoys competition like; step goals, cal goals, workout goals, water goal etc

Could possibly just chat about random as well; I love reading, crafting, music, re-watching shows ive seen, horror movies

Dm or leave a comment!

[stormytorm]

In a terrible binging cycle. Im so so numb. My breakup is awful in the way that my ex sucks so bad and is making me paranoid that she has my location somehow.

I cant stop eating. The weight feels so heavy on my body. I want to cut it tf off

[toothsheeran]

[eosecho]

[xtwenty-stone-monkeyx]

The torture of losing weight you’ve lost before

[idesirestuff1]

the less i eat, the better i feel about myself

[stormytorm]

" increase the effort or decrease the desire"

[mo0nygirl]

ed tumblr is literally my double life. like my friends and family have no idea that i come on here to look for motivation to literally starve myself. i feel like hannah montana but with an eating disorder.

[zyjechudnacrev]

Why go for another bite if I already know how it tastes?

[segamascott]