see unfortunately I have this condition where if I am not explicitly told that I am a part of the ingroup then I will assume I must be part of the outgroup
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see unfortunately I have this condition where if I am not explicitly told that I am a part of the ingroup then I will assume I must be part of the outgroup
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(so mad i canât see straight) Yeah i just donât think chat gpt is a good classroom tool
he's quoting hamilton pre-hamilton
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Interviews with hockey players are fantastic, because it is a complex game that can be spoken about at length, but during the intermission they'll find the Wettest player imaginable on the losing team and for thirty seconds they'll ask them things like "what do you need to do to get more pucks in the net?" And the player (panting, haunted behind the eyes) says something like "well, we've got to get them in there"
it feels so evil that you can't still access your university online library after you graduate *remembers my principles* it feels so evil that everyone can't access that stuff all the time
should i kill myself everybody be honest
i didnt know you were allowed to do things for the sake of wanting to do things. i thought you were just supposed to keep that locked inside your ribcage and let it rot you inside out until youre limping around as the desiccated corpse of who you could have been
this post is about TRANSITIONING and CHANGING YOUR MAJOR
my problem really deeply is how shallow a tolerance younger people have for old queer media. like yes, it's dated and some of the politics don't hold water anymore, but to ignore older media simply based on that is to loose EVERYTHING we have bc we don't have a lot. just because queer themes caught up more recently doesn't mean we should rehash everything to fit into a more "presentable" format that is only considered modern bc of the puritanical blacklash of the last several years and sanitization of queer themes.
My memory of The Birdcage (1996) is always that it's more dated and more difficult to watch than it actually is. You hear "drag-themed comedy from the 90s based on a musical from the 80s based on a play from the 70s" and you brace yourself just a little, right? But the film has a strong gay perspective, so the fruity fag jokes mostly come off as warmly affectionate. There is a surprising amount of poignancy in Robin Williams' portrayal of Armand, grudgingly agreeing to his beloved son's request that he go back into the closet for an evening ("do me a favor and don't talk to me for a while"). The drag club's staff attempting to redecorate the apartment with stuff straight people might like (a taxidermy moose head, an enormous crucifix, and Playboy magazine) is extremely funny. Albert's histrionics are a point of tension because he does often come off as a stereotypically pathetic/comic figure, but towards the end of the movie he makes it very clear that he's aware of how people see him, and asserts that trying to copy a stoic masculinity he doesn't possess for the sake of social approval would be more pathetic. In the 1983 musical adaptation, they give "Albert" (Albin) the only good song in the whole show, "I Am What I Am", which Gloria Gaynor covered to the delight of gays everywhere. Apparently Nathan Lane wasn't (publicly) out yet in 1996, which is amazing because it means that at one point in this movie you're watching a gay man playing a straight man playing a gay man playing a straight man, in a movie about how it's important to be yourself, an absurdity that does seem to encapsulate the state of gay America in the 90s.
personally if robin williams and nathan lane were my eccentric but loving gay dads i would simply love and cherish them and not be a homophobic little bitch. rip to val from the birdcage but i'm different.
I love Ronanâs arc in the first two books because at the start you think Ronan attempted suicide but then you find out thatâs actually a cover story for the fact that he was attacked by a dream creature. And then you find out said creature is called Manifestationofmy Suicidalthoughts.
favourite things from phmovie that were added in/well adapted:
'good luck' on a sticky note on ryland's coma suit
the use of the videolog as a way to convey the inner monologue to the screen
grace rocky save stars
the scene where they activate the IR view when ryland is doing the petrova line EVA collection at tau ceti and he's amongst the astrophage. god
just the entire execution of rocky and eridian language. PERFECT. that last scene where ryland doesn't need the translator? god
eva stratt double parked coffee
BLIP-A DESIGN. XENONITE DESIGN. ERIDIAN DESIGN. all impeccable.
'time to go fishing, question?'
the mental health screen room and rocky getting to experience bits of earth via it
the music while the hail mary and the blip a start spinning in sync. actually, just all of the music
ryland grace earth hackey sack packed on the hail mary, presumably on stratt's orders + ryland grace nerdy as fuck graphic tshirts packed on the hail mary, presumably on stratt's orders
implication that PHM sent a military jet to grover cleveland middle school to draw those 'save the world' pictures within 3 days so that they could send them with ryland on the hail mary. GOD.
nannybot -> armando. also ryland calling the ship 'mary'
not strictly within the movie but the tagline 'believe in the hail mary'. yeah.
yao and ilyukhina's collections of photographs and the way ryland cries over them when he does the space burial. they were his friends. he can't remember.
the scene where he's walking through the dark tunnel in the orange eva suit and it's like the inverse of the iconic 2001 space odyssey shot
he bikes to work and it's not for exercise
he vomits into a traffic cone after the supersonic jet ride
he runs from the baikonur facility and claws at the earth under his nails before getting sedated. one last look at the sky.
"WHOOMP THERE IT IS"
ryland grace in his classroom looking at the taped-up line running from venus to the sun that he's made to try to explain to his students what no one understands
ryan gosling's delivery of I showed you a clock and now youre showing me a clock <- THATS A NERD! THATS MY RYLAND GRACE!
"of course i'll watch you sleep, buddy. you gotta promise me you'll wake up though" just kill me now
grace getting to see the the blip-a! also, grace only remembering he didn't volunteer when he sees the light refracting off the blip-a.
rocky make door you close door
AND MOST OF ALL. they. made rockys handprint a scar on grace's arm. forever.
things I missed most from the book that weren't included in the movie
"I don't know if you can hear me. but i'm here, buddy, I'm on your hull!!" movie scene was good but grace clinging onto the blip-a thwacking a wrench into the hull in desperation while space is cold and grey and unrelenting in its darkness and silence around him and he doesnt know if rocky is dead. grace, question? you are here, question?
coma resistance gene plotline. this is FOUNDATIONAL for my understanding of stratt to sending ryland. if she could she would have gone herself. any of the PHM biology techs could have feasibly gone in the movie-verse. but they can't. it's one in 7000 and their next option is a distillery worker from paraguay. ryland grace, microbiologist sentenced to marytrdom by his own genes.... its delicious
doomed climatologist of all time, francois leclerc. he runs the numbers and knows we have nineteen years. he snaps and tells stratt 'this isnât some optional outcome.' he nukes antarctica and cries. he has no choice
the fact that in the book grace is forced to work on analysing the probe samples and getting roped into PHM. in the movie he says 'I want to help earth if I can!' in that scene w the earth beanbag... its imperative to me that he literally never asked to do any of this at all
"how have you been lately" "dr shapiro and I have begun a sexual relationship"
steve, creator of the beetles
"do not fuck up my house, roscosmos bastards" ilyukhina line you are sorely missed
dmitri and grace bonding over puns and spin drives
'you are a fundamentally good man, dr grace.' 'you're murdering me.'
"why did the kiwi government think you were embezzling millions of dollars" "probably because I was embezzling millions of dollars"
dr lokken and dr grace's panspermia feud
the emotional whiplash of "Sorry, Rocky" after grace realises he can only go back to the blip-a OR earth to âI know youâd love a beetle to take apart, but I couldnât spare one.â
the desperation of circling the petrovascope to locate the blip-a in increasing 5* slants not knowing if he's going to find anything.
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I get that sex and drugs are fun but even im like. at least have a 3rd thing. at least one more hobby. you can have a 3rd hobby. this isnt a purity thing this is a some of u are fucking boring thing.
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girl i just walked into that one like a coyote with a painted tunnel
Okay but.
Youâre Ryland Graceâs students.
Your teacher is the first one to explain the Petrova line to you. Next thing you know, heâs gone.
He never comes back to teach your class. His things are moved out. The new teacher isnât as cool.
You hear the name of the astronauts on the Hail Mary. Humanityâs last chance. Thatâs your teacher. You know him. And suddenly you realize that last day in the classroom was the last time youâll ever see him.
The world gets worse. Colder. People die. Everything goes crazy. Somehow youâve still got your hope set on your middle school science teacher. The one that threw hackysacks at you and was your favorite teacher and who explained things until they made sense.
Everything but this.
Youâre an adult now, in a terrifying world, and you donât know whatâs going to happen next.
And then the beetles come.
And your teacher came through. He saved the world. They release the videos, you see his face again.
And youâve gotten used to the idea, that youâre never going to see certain people again. Teachers, friends, family.
But you thought you were never going to see Mr. Grace, who taught middle school science, ever again. And you had a chance to. But he chose to go save his friend.
And you wonder when he taught you that. You donât think he did. But it makes sense, all the same.
He left to save you, after all.
Has anyone figured out whatâs so viscerally wrong with this woman yet
Sheâs so one dimensionally evil you guys đđ how is she real
read this and remember it. read this and remember that she is going to use the profits of her fucking ego-stroking reboot to decimate trans rights. read this and remember that every time you pay into her IP, you are emboldening her to hurt us more.
our lives matter more than your fucking nostalgia.
trans lives matter more than your fucking nostalgia.
thereâs absolutely something to be said about âbooktokâ books being largely wattpad quality written erotica iâm certainly not reading them however having seen a guy on tiktok make a video like âall the women in your life are READING PORNâ about a book he picked up and read in his FEMALE FRIENDâS HOUSE in a tone of scandalised horror and disgust i actually donât think men should be making those criticisms. he said he picked it up expecting a romance and was horrified it was GOONER SHIT he said specifically like âwho are you getting your pussy wet FOR??â in a tone of revulsion. idk man im not sure shes the weird one. i kind of wish you were dead
"a lot of books that are successful on booktok are not very good" and "people can read what they want and we need to stop being so fucking weird about women enjoying erotica" are both correct statements