meepbooks

A girl who has strange and weird thoughts about books and life. 

[strangegirl3]

Hello guess what i got a cat nothing to exciting overall i haven’t been posting anything i don’t got much to say another that a cat is exciting since i haven’t had cat in a long time sooo yay! 

well i also got a webster dictonary since my teacher is old fashion so we can’t use google i don’t mind the olden ways honestly i don’t like to use so much tech stuff i rather use notebook and paper.

Today i just start watching escape the night from joey graceffa and so far its not bad I’m liking the characters so far its sad some of my favorite characters are dying, I’m on season 2 since season 4 has been released for awhile so i thought to finally watch the series.

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who here loves poetry? i adore poetry, poetry is so beautiful the way people express themselves in it it’s a beautiful way of art my favorite authors are Courteny Peppernell and rupi kaur i adore they’re writing and books.

[strangegirl3]

Do you hate when people say you could talk to them about mental health they'll listen without judgement or throw negativity to about your mental health saying "i thought your were over that' or "you should get past since it's been two years already" that's why people who went through a traumatic experience in their life speak out about it.

In my opinion that if someone does goes up to someone they know who has mental health and you do ask them to tell you about their mental health you so you won't judge them or you won't say anything negative about their health you have to keep to your word about it because you hurt them more than their hurting before they told you since you made feel they could trust you.

[strangegirl3]

I just want to say FUCK YOU FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS, LONELINESS, PEOPLE that’s it.

Also my worst enemy FUCK YOU ANXIETY.

have a wonderful day everyone :)

[strangegirl3]

I adore medieval times books and fantasy of it.

I guess that I don’t watch shows very much because they don’t have many medieval times show and fantasy in it only in books.

I just finishing watching a show call The witcher and let me tell you it’s really good I might read the book before the next season comes out though to see if the book is any good.

[strangegirl3]

*puts all the boys I’ve loved before*

15 minutes into the movie

feeling sooo single and lonely

“why do I do this to myself I’m just being bully to myself about things”

[strangegirl3]

Friends with anxiety.

Enemies with anxiety.

[strangegirl3]

It’s official I’m became mother yesterday I adopt a build a bear.

Her name is Nola her she is 7 ounces and 15 inches XD she’s a beauty her outfit of the day is harry potter style.

[strangegirl3]

If a guy chose a book over me I’ll fall for him even more, guys with books are kind of find that attractive XD.

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I was thinking of writing a book about the stuff been through these past few years, I want to do that to help others that they aren’t alone and that we could survive certain situations if keep thinking about the amazing things you could do or share your story to help others knowing that you were one of them and that you survive whatever you went through letting them know that they could survive if they think they could and that it won’t last forever that way.

Using that to take you farther.

[strangegirl3]

I’m finally going to dye my hair its going to be red to be honest I wish i gotten the purple hair dye.

[strangegirl3]

All week has been raining and cloudy.

Every bookworm comfort zone to read is raining and cloudy days the smell of rain is the best.

 You gotta love it.

[strangegirl3]

I saw Rose music videos for on my ground and I love it to be honest I thought that the music was going to be pretty and soft since her voice is like a angel. 

also Rose music video is second on trend!!!

[strangegirl3]

I know sometime I post some random crap on here but the  thing is I love talking about random crap that aren’t very well mix y’know I go from books movies documentary and then I posting stuff that goes on my life that just comes out of nowhere.

It feels good to share my experience with others and I feel like on here I don’t get judge as much in real life for the things I say because not a lot of people in my real life don’t like what I think I say a lot, I know for sure everybody feels that way anytime they’re sharing there thoughts to people and it makes you some feel certain type of way yourself.

Just to let you know even though what I’m going to sound like a hypocrite since I’m not doing it myself but say what you want to say don’t let anyone judge you at all they’re just upset because they wish that they could think that way or have your interests.

sorry if my posts are quite long now but hey I like typing and sharing a lot things or my stuff may be interest for you than scroll away.

[strangegirl3]

If your a bookworm do you hate when your on a reading slump, I’m currently in a reading slump.

There’s a lot of books on my shelf that are unread 

[strangegirl3]

18?

Someone told me that I’m a plain decoration of society.

Just because I don’t have ID and a credit card doesn’t mean I’m a plain person.

I’m a broken soul reality hit me in a young age so I never really had a good teenage years and I’m doing all my adult pretty late.

 To be honest its like when you turn 18 BOOM got to do adult stuff so quick you so much exception and that is just things are in life but i didn’t expect like this y’know everybody telling you that your adult gotta do adult stuff you gotta sign your own papers it was just something that just came out of nowhere if that make sense.

I don’t want to be a being that is broken and plain in this world.

I don’t want to live in fear anymore, I just want them to stop telling me that I’m adult because I already know that I think about all the time I worry about it all the time I don’t need reminding me.

I know I could speak up but I’m not ready to use it yet so please don’t tell me something that I already know cuz I need time I’m still healing from the pain the wounds that’s in my soul I don’t need that crap that I already know.

I don’t want to be a being that will be forever broken anymore, I want to live my way of life not your’s.

[strangegirl3]

I just finish watching the Cecil hotel documentary today it got me in tears the Elisa Lam case is heart wrenching especially since people were really hoping for to be alive they felt so connected to someone they didn’t even know but admire her from writing on here in tumblr.

Luckily I was able to read some of the stuff she posted and with all honesty her writing does make you feel connected to her and somehow relate-able I guess because we all think about life the same way that there are negatives about the world and positives the way she was talking about things so lively that people sometimes talk about these days, it sad that her life end like that when she didn’t get the chance do so much in life I hope she rest in peace.

Also is just me or does the previous manager of the Cecil hotel seems strangei thought she kind of strange she always kept on saying it wasn’t a bad place when it obvious it was based of it history of the hotel so I thought something was off about her.