Stray attack dogs

system blog for the stray attack dogs system. anti endo, anti polymind.

[strayattackdogs]

Stray attack dogs system . Aka Stray or Cur

It/pup pronouns only . Non human terms

Polyfragmented system of unknown amount

DNI + tags below the cut

Wolf art above created by Reki / Chococritters

Do not interact :

Endogenic systems + supporters + neutral

Polyminds or whatever they call themselves

Radqueers / harmful trans-IDs

Radfems / terfs

Basic dni

Tags :

Cur barks - regular / talking posts

Cur howls - important posts

Cur whines - vent posts

Cur yips - reblogs

[emoji] - fronter tag

[strayattackdogs]

You know, sometimes I think "oh, maybe I'm too aggressive, too mean. I oughta be kinder and calmer towarss endos" and then I see the shit they say and no. I gotta get meaner actually. I should be aggressive. They deserve it, no kindness can be given to the kinds of people who genuinely believe disabled people should die purely because they don't appreciate others mocking their disabilities.

[strayattackdogs]

I've been seeing an awful amount of future is plural and other endogenic stuff (including someone making a "are you plural" quiz or whatever, which is so fucking dangerous, fuck that person). I'm just really pissed and tired.

These people are terrible and dangerous, we really need to start treating them more like the immediate danger they are, I don't want to see no more "I'm neutral" or "I'm anti but they can interact" I want to see full "you are ableist, fuck off".

This pride month we need to stick up for ourselves and for other disabled people by telling ableists to fuck off.

[strayattackdogs]

When I'm about to comment something nice on a video I'm mid-way through watching, something I almost never do, because I like their points and I have something to add on because I have knowledge in and find enjoyment in the particular subject and then they pull out "narcissistic psychopathic killers" out of fucking nowhere and make me immediately delete what I was writing, unsubscribe, dislike the video and remove it from my watch list.

[strayattackdogs]

I low-key hate when I push through my avoidant symptoms and actually try to talk to people only for them to ignore me or give me the blandest boringest conversation ever making it clear they hate me and want me dead.

[anti-willo-yatta]

uhh right so here's a hot take ig

people can view their sysmates however the fuck they want??? 🧍

who is bro to tell others how to view their own sys..?? see yrself however u want, but don't try to dictate others

we personally prefer to see each other as individuals , even knowing that we are all a part of the same shit n stuff , cz that's just the way we work n it works for us so ?? who gives a shit ???

sighs and stares in disapproval and disappointment

[screenie snagged off of a different blog.]

[anti-willo-miku]

I’ve heard from other systems that say that viewing themselves as parts of a whole harms their recovery. I’ve heard the opposite as well. View your alters in whatever way is helpful for you.

[strayattackdogs]

Genuinely. A huge issue in syscourse (and syscord especially) is people pushing their own boundaries and views onto other people

See :

"littles are actual children! They should be banned from any adult conversations" maybe yours are, but not everyone is like that.

"alters aren't separate people/alters are separate people and you should treat them that way!!" Maybe you see yours that way, not everyone agrees. Let people treat their alters how they want

Ect ect ect

It's just like. Guys. EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. Get it through your head

[strayattackdogs]

Hey buddy! Its luz, we changed our Tumblr theme on our account @dreamyidol

Woah, hello!! Your new theme is cool!!!!

[strayattackdogs]

same anon as the fictionkin ask posted recently, you can click on the three dots and choose the option "do not recommend community" :3

Holy shit thank you so much

[blakesreefium]

for those out there who feel like their dissociation 'isn't enough' and feel like they're faking because of it, hey. maybe it's because you lived your entire life with this experience and got too used to it. but here's the thing, dissociation isn't just 'suddenly blacking out and having no memory of the entire past day' no matter how much its painted as that. not all dissociation is sharp and obvious.

forgetting passwords, forgetting names and people, forgetting your dreams, having too vivid dreams, insomnia, brain fog, face blindness, remembering your days like a blur, struggling to remember your schedule, school/work day gone too fast, forgetting to eat, forgetting to drink, derealization, depersonalization can all be caused by dissociation. i know its hard to accept but it is, just because you don't black out doesn't mean you don't dissociate; if you sit on your computer stopping for a second doubting your password or if you wake up feeling like that was a trainwreck of a dream then suddenly it stops being visible is caused by dissociation. if you're awake, looking around but having the feeling that something with the existence of the surroundings is wrong is also dissociation. if you suddenly remember that you forgot to eat that day, that you forgot to drink that day, the time is 3 am and even though you never blacked out and you were always there, is still dissociation.

if you grew too used to constantly living these little things, then you are probably ignoring your symptoms. so please stop the doubting. you're not fake, your dissociation is real, your amnesia is real and you are not lying. please remember this. you are a system, and it's okay to dissociate. it's not your fault.

[strayattackdogs]

ableist fictionkins will straight up tell you that you can't be an introject of a character because they kin that character and i think that's fucked up

Yeah, I've seen a few of them say stuff like that.. I've also seen some straight up call introjects "doubles" and shit, it's weird.

Also I keep getting this fucking, fictionkin corner community thing? And they're so fucking pro endo there. Ew

[anti-endo-spencer]

Guys. "Polyfragmented OSDD" doesn't exist. That is an oxymoron.

Because Polyfragmentation itself is a complex kind of fragmentation and OSDD cannot be that complex by definition, or it would be DID. Sure OSDD can also have some complex patterns, but it cannot be in the "Polyfragmentation" area, that's just not how it works. Polyfragmentation itself is also on a spectrum so could it look like OSDD? Yeah, I'd figure it could, but can it be polyfragmented? Nope.

It's important to me that you know this.

[strayattackdogs]

OMG GUYS.

Just experienced something terrifying

There was a SPIDER where I put my damn drinks

Scary shit

I don't care about spiders in my house, as long as they're away from me. THIS ONE WAS NOT AWAY FROM ME

It was scary

Yet, after like. 15 minutes, maybe longer, of struggling and fear, I managed to capture it with the lid of a perfume bottle (couldn't get a cup, those are downstairs and the area is small, I didn't wanna lose it) and a piece of paper. The transition to the paper was scary as I lost the lid and it almost ran at me

So I dropped said paper

My cat then chased it out of the room

I'm assuming it's alive because she wasn't eating anything, but at least it's not in my room now, idc what it does as long as it stays away from my tea

Uhhh anyways my head hurts cause I got too scared </3

[strayattackdogs]

As a spiritual fictionkin(past life), i do not have memories of that 😭

Sobbing. I forgot to reply to this

But yeah, I've been beyond annoyed with some posts I've seen from fictionkins claiming this stuff

Like. The fuck do you mean you have "memories of it"?

I don't fully understand fictionkins, and I don't want to be against them, but the way some of them talk about it just seems like they wanna pretend to be an introject honestly, especially those in the Tumblr fictionkin community (not community as in. The whole community . But as in Tumblr communities, the feature) that keeps coming up on my for you page and annoying me

I need to be able to block Tumblr communities from popping up honestly

[strayattackdogs]

https://www.tumblr.com/strayattackdogs/815842332411838464/dunno-if-its-just-me-but-it-really-annoys-me-to?source=share

No because tell me why they also say shit like "dni if you're sourced from this character too!" And hate on introjects like???

YEAH. THATS WHAT PISSES ME OFF. When they act like introjects are offending them by just existing, or that introjects are their "doubles"

[strayattackdogs]

being kin isnt relating to a character, its believing u are or were the character, which is why people say they have memories

Sometimes theyre delusional and thats why they say it

by source i kinda dont mind cos like its a very general term

So.. like IRLs / DAs??

[strayattackdogs]

Dunno if it's just me, but it REALLY annoys me to see fictionkins refer to themselves as having "sources" and "sourcemates" and even fucking "source memories"

Maybe I'm being a bit pedantic, I suppose the terms don't inherently belong to introjects, it just annoys me a little. Especially the source memories.. I don't know much about winning, but isn't it supposed to be like. Relating? What the fuck do you mean source memories??

[strayattackdogs]

https://www.tumblr.com/strayattackdogs/815606090530160640/i-dont-usually-post-this-kind-of-stuff-because-1?source=share

So I'm neutral on shipcourse because so much of it is so fucking stupid. But the harassment levels over FICTION (regardless of stance) is so horrible. Unless someone is explicitly writing it for that reason, stop calling proshippers pedos or saying they support CSAM. Especially because a fair amount of people who are accused/are proshippers ARE actually abuse survivors (also: do people realize that most popular ships in fiction count as the toxic part of proship? People love JokerxHarley Quinn and there's nothing healthy there)

But similarly, the amount of pros who go "I'm writing this to spite anti's" are also not in the right

It's fiction. Let people write and chill out ffs, we have people doing shit like using AI to make actual illegal shit

I'm late to reply to this because I got distracted then I forgot. But yeah, I agree

Fiction is fiction and while I don't necessarily consider myself a proshipper, I find sometimes they're easier to get along with than antishippers purely because a lot of antishippers value fiction more than they do reality

You can be uncomfortable with it, that's fine, just don't read it. No one forces you to read anything online (and if they do, then that's a different issue). Harassing people to protect fictional characters only makes you an asshole, and fighting for censorship is going to bite back at you. Even if you don't think porn or anything of the sort deserves to exist (which is. A weird take. Sorry) they'll eventually start censoring you too. Your queerness, your disabilities, your race, your existence. You cannot have "a little bit of censorship" nor can you only censor things you consider bad

Just, overall, we should be focusing on real issues and real people. I'm tired of having to ask whether or not someone hurt a real person or if they were just reading fanfiction whenever I'm told about a supposed "pedophile". I want to focus on real fucking victims, not words or lines on a page that feel nothing