being twenty five
iām scared of being hit by a bus
when i was 16, 19, 12 i used to dream of it
not to die.
just to lie in the hospital bed
to have everyone check on me
and now iām terrified of it
iām terrified to worry the people i love
iām terrified of putting my life on pause to recover
iām terrified of being hurt
and thatās what growth means to mean











