Hi, it’s The-Abomination, and I just want to say a few things about what happened.
Well to start off, I deleted everything because of a severe mental break down. Because surprise, surprise unmedicated anxiety mixed with years of trauma from being bullied as a kid makes you kind of lose your shit.
All of that was six years ago with the latest being around three. I have changed quite a bit since then. Especially considering I came from a conservative family who instilled in me that anyone who wasn’t straight or Cis were odd or plain disgusting. It took me years to unlearn what they have taught me.
Fuck, I had to unlearn my own internalized homophobic. I thought I was ace at first because I didn’t like guys but slowly as I looked more into the community, I realized that maybe just maybe it wasn’t that I didn’t like anyone, it was maybe because I never thought I could be *gay*. I struggled a lot with my identity in the past and only just now I’m accepting myself as who I am.
I even dated a transwoman who had been my friend for ten years. She helped me with understanding myself and I am forever grateful for her making me realize somethings about myself. I would give up anything in the world for her. She had been there for me and I fucking love her. Amelia if you are reading this, you are my world.
Fuck, I have quite a few friends who are gay, lesbian, bi, trans. I’m actually good friends with a reformed jewish gay man who sure as hell I love to death. I would fucking die for that man. I love his intelligent snarky ass.
Racist? Well is it racist to believe that people shouldn’t be attacked for the color of their skin no matter if they’re black, white, mexican, asian, or really ANYONE. I think it’s disgusting to attack anyone and that reverse racism doesn’t exist. It’s just racism and hiding behind your identity to justify your hate for people is AWFUL. Only bitter, hateful, spiteful people would do that.
I am not sorry that I called Menderash a racist, because that is exactly what they are.
You can kiss my mixed native american ass menderash. Oh? You didn’t know I was part of a tribe not only by blood but actually recognized as a member?
If we are going to play the minority card, then I get to play mine. I’m proud of my heritage but I realize that people in the present aren’t the ones who had taken away my tribe’s land. You should be attacking the real racists, not attacking a whole group who more than likely only have a loud vocal minority that are racist.
Menderash is a hateful spiteful person who has attacked several of my friends in the past. They even attacked a fifteen year old girl after she wouldn’t buy into their lies about another person on here. I have watched them attack MULTIPLE members of the LGBTQ+ community for not agreeing with them.
They are not an ally, they are just looking to fight people. I quite frankly find it disgusting that they would do such things. I’m here to have fun, love people, and bring happiness. That’s why I staunchly don’t like politics on my blogs at all. Because at the end of the day, the animorphs fandom is supposed to be fun not stressful.
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I'm very glad you're standing up for yourself. I am well aware of how difficult it is to do that. For anyone reading, this is Amelia, and I want to put in a good word for OP by saying that we've been best friends for 10 years and while she does have some mental things (as lots of people do these days, sadly, myself included), she's a very nice person and I've always found her to be one to want to help others and understand their points of view even when it's hard to do so. I love ya, too.
