I hate feeling like i cant talk to my friends... I applied for a job...a job i really want, but im under qualified for. Its a lecturer position, and... well I've always been good at teaching people, so i kinda... it's what i wanna do.
Its with my old lecturer, and hes one of my references, so i feel like i might have a shot at getting an interview.
But... last time i told me friends about it, they ignored me, and the only person who responded to me was someone I'm not really close with, but want to be close too? But because of all the drama, i dont feel comfortable talking in that server atm, so... i cant really talk to them anymore...
They were literally the only person who wished me good luck, and seemed even remotely interested in it...
I dunno, i feel stupid for even getting excited for it, its clear im not gunna get the job, im not good enough, and im nowhere near qualified...i shouldn't have bothered applying..















