hi, I'm Kel. i am a 23 year old DID system that uses "i/we" interchangeably. I am an advocate for anti-endo/anti-willogenic systems because my childhood trauma based disorder is not your fucking costume, fuckheads, and those stupid cunts need to take their fucking mask off.
I took away anon-asks bc if pro-endo/willo/polymind supporters wanna tell me to kms, DO IT WITH YOUR CHEST, YOU COWARD ASS PUSSY!!!!
We are medically recognized by 2 medical professionals, one being a past doctor, second is my current therapist. I myself am also a psychology major, and have been studying dissociative disorders for 8 years. So I know what I'm talking about.
We have an estimated 25 parts, all use this blog, and this is our only blog so far!
I run an informative, community based CDD Discord server, live letter theme theme <3 invite is here♡ (18+, no minors please.)
Discord: blxck.cherry.coke
Instagram: blxck.cherry.coke
About me/Boundaries + DNI Below:
BYF:
- Minors can follow, i prefer though if they didn't text me, but otherwise i dont mind! just dont be freaky LOL, comments on my posts are also ok!! also asks!! 100% fine :)
- I cuss a lot because of how I was raised. I genuinely do not recognize when I am cussing.
- I am a transman, not trans masc. Please do not ever refer to me as trans masc, and refrain from using "they/them" with me at all times, unless a part of ours uses those. There has been an insane amount of times my manhood has been beaten around was people calling me "masc" and "they/them", and it causes me anxiety.
- I am autistic and blunt, I hold high empathy and only sometimes when one of our parts is triggered, we become apathetic when dissociated.
- I hold everyone accountable, and prefer system accountability over alter accountability, since you all share 1 brain and 1 consciousness. "it wasn't me it was my other alter!" idc, your body, your responsibility.
- I AM ANTI-ENDO/ANTI-WILLOGENIC, all supporters of those people DNI, literally get the hell out. I follow the DSM-5 definition of plurality, not your make-believe bullshit. This is a disorder, not a cosplay. I also block ppl who are "unaligned" for my own comfort.
(I understand if at one point you thought you were "endo" because you didn't remember your trauma. and if that is you, but now you are considered traumagenic, welcome.)
- We are close poly, taken by two systems. Dino/Trice <3 • Apollo/Nocturn <3
- I will call out bad behavior publicly, and I hold little to no shame in doing so. Bring back public shaming, maybe then people will understand it's not okay to be a raging asshole. I am a very moral person and hold morals over law. I love superman 🙏
We Collectively Like:
- Five Nights at Freddy's, Minecraft, Roblox, Stardew Valley, Sims 4, BATIM, Eragon, Subnautica, Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Lets Game It Out!
- the colors pink, red, black, grey/silver, white, off-white, but others have their own favorite colors
- cherries and cherry flavoring
- drawing, traditional and digital
- tattooing, i myself am a tattoo artist and have done all of my own tattoos
- cooking/baking (some are better than others)
- sewing
- socks
- playing outside
- gardening
- collecting Palm Pals specifically, but also any kind of stuffed animal
Feel free to ask about any of this! DNI bellow.
Do Not Interact:
- endo "systems" and supporters / willogenics and supporters, "polymind" ppl, bc that's literally just Endo Lite
- MAGA, Zionists, Pedophile apologists, all can go jump off a building lowk
- Pro contact paraphilia, GET THE FUCK OUT. I apologize for people who are in therapy for this, but pedophiles also please do not interact at all, contact or no contact.
- radqueers, sorry I don't understand it nor do i want to
- "Trans man lesbians" pardon me I don't think outdated terms from the very transphobic 60's should be relevant anymore. Why are men in women's spaces, get out. Yes you can be queer and be trans, you don't lose your damn queer-card when you transition. (This is not talking about masculine nonbinary ppl. Trans masc and Trans men are NOT the same thing! <3 if you have questions please send an ask!)
- Proshippers/darkshippers, either do it privately or find a new coping mechanism that isn't "child x adult" thanks
- Trans-IDs, because my disorders are not your fucking dress-up costume, freaks.
That's all for now, I may post intros for our parts eventually, and possibly update this.
yknow, as counterintuitive as it may seem, helping a suicidal friend isn't a matter of stopping them from dying. it's about helping to make their world one that's worth living in.
it's important to make that distinction, lest we make people's quality of life worse in the name of "protecting" them.
honestly funny to me that project hail mary stars Ryan Gosling bcos like imagine being an alien and the first human you meet is Ryan Gosling. im imagining Rocky trying to figure out how physical attractiveness works for humans (u know out of scientific curiosity) and while trying to get a fix on it being like 'Grace considered attractive??' and Grace is like nooo not really I'm pretty regular.
& then later in the event of making contact w other humans Rocky being like 'so that was a fucking lie'
Do not forget that discord is still planning on moving forward with age verification and has only "delayed it" until "the later half of 2026." They are hoping you will forget while they quietly roll it out when no one is looking. Continue to message them about it. Continue to talk about it. Make it clear this is unacceptable. Discord is one of the only places left you can even talk about or share adult content in private at scale anymore. They will tell you "its not that bad if you dont use it for nsfw" but fuck them and fuck people who say that shit.
science enthusiasts LOOVE making media where a humble academic is abducted by the authorities and forced to go on a cool alien adventure against their will. it's like cnc for them
>Anon asked: an alter who's programmed to avoid asking for, or discussing food, which may also cause inability to process when the body actually needs food. this also prevents the ability to assist picking a restaurant or food type when being asked what kind of food someone may wantd
Food avoidance programmed alter: an alter who is programmed to avoid asking or consuming food, this often causes the inability to process or identify and respond to bodily sensations of needing to eat. This also can affect the altar‘s ability to pick restaurants, plan out meals, and even cook.
Fasting programmed alter: an alter who are programmed not to eat and/or drink during a certain time interval.
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i fucking hate endogenic posts trying to make themselves look high and mighty by being "accepting" and pretending that 'system' is something you can identify as.
being a system is not an identity. it is not something you can "become". it is not like being queer. it is not like being alterhuman.
"i think some people would benefit from being plural" who tf benefits from having a disorder?
those kind of posts are so predatory because they target systems that are in denial or not completely formed, who would benefit from researching CDDs, and instead get dragged under endo rhetorics
I think that when you're overstimulated you should appear kind of grayed out and no one should be able to interact with you like a locked character in a video game
Imagine getting up to get water for the second time that night and somehow managing to knock a glass bottle of fancy olive off the counter with your elbow at 1 am, and it slams the floor loud as fuck
