SUB: 17

call me 17 // rotting reanimated corpse labrat // schizophrenic // 26 // they/them

[subjectseventeen]

SUBJECT: 17 DATA

NAME: 17 / cadaver

PRONOUNS:  they/them + it/its + xe/xem

AGE: 26

BIO: lab experiment + reanimated zombie. opossum + were-coyote. physically nonhuman.

schizophrenic, DID system , ADHD , POTS, half-blind

⚠️ ! BLOG CONTAINS MEDICAL + MORBID THEMES !  ⚠️

(extra info + tag list under the cut)

hey i'm 17 this is my blog space

this is a blog mainly for logging my experiences as a schizophrenic nonhuman. being an reanimated lab experiment is a huge core part of my identity and its who i am. i regularly talk about my experiences with cotard's delusion and clinical lycanthropy/zoanthropy (as well as others) as a creature living in constant psychosis.

i experience object sentience and talk about that here: @graveyardhoarde

i also am the host of a DID system nicknamed arcadia. sometimes it won't be me posting, so we tag each post with the alter posting it to avoid confusion.

anywayz thanks for reading! feel free to send asks or DMs, i'm always down to chat!

here's what i look like! art by me:

TAG LIST

17.txt: 17′s post sign off

scientist.txt: dimitri’s post sign off

[alter’s name].txt: any other alter will now sign their name.txt

arcadia.txt: posts about our system in general

my art

rotting roadkill: posts about cotard’s delusion

coyothropy: posts about clinical lycanthropy (coyote style)

schizoxperiment: posts about being a schizophrenic experiment

creepy crawlings: posts about bugs

bad luck: vent posts

any triggering content will be tagged as # [thing] (ex: #paranoia)

[koiagain]

my aura too cunt My blog too suicidal my fit too mid My bitch hate me

[lacesmilk]

i wasn't socialized enough as a larva

[riotd]

would it be cool if i bled out in your arms for a little while

[pauljpeg]

"I want molly" "I want percs" well you're getting leeches

[zangerdanger]

image this is based on under cut

[spiderqueenpc]

the same worry

[subjectseventeen]

trying to be cool and mysterious is hard when you're dyspraxic, schizophrenic, half blind and have no depth perception

really just easy to fumble literally every interaction you have with other people

[subjectseventeen]

i get like.. front euphoria. euphoric just to be me and myself and i never wanna leave

[tomhoppusdelonge]

i bet being stabbed to the hilt feels so fucking good actually

[subjectseventeen]

I find our everyday schedule very interesting

The current main fronter wakes up. This is usually a host like Cadaver, Johnny, or Rads but not always. Lately it has been Ian.

They then do art and commissions for several hours.

Then I (Doctor) usually does the dishes and cleans up the kitchen.

Rads then usually runs to the store to get things for dinner if needed.

Johnny gets home and makes the dinner.

We eat and main fronter usually steps in again at the end of the night, but again, not always.

When we get dissociative and brain foggy, our routine gets interrupted which can cause some low productivity days.

Of course it doesn't always go like this, usually when hosts step back, different alters step in to pick up the slack. They all need their rest after all.

[misericordiia]

wound dressings and bandages are lingerie for the enlightened pervert

[experiment-48]

dumb sketch of myaelf to try and take my mind off of things

[subjectseventeen]

idk what pokemon i am and its annoying me

[chkq-deactivated20260531]

if i don't lock in they'll kill me. if i don't lock in they are going to kill me. not in an honourable way. like a dog. afraid

[myhairfeelsnice]

Walked past this in real life and it felt a little magical

[subjectseventeen]

wild that lying to your psychiatrist while being schizophrenic is like the only option lol