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20 ★ malheureusement, je ne suis pas juste une autre personne comme voulais l’être ★ they/them

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I need to fuck a woman and mark her with my lips in the most sinful but poetic way right now. It's a need I fear-- a necessity.

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Hickeys are a form of art I never understood the shame behind.

Why are you shaming me because I am wanted so bad to the point that they lost control and marked me out of overwhelming adoration?

Are you mad you aren't adored like that? Sounds like a "shame on you" thing more than a "shame on me" ✨️

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Bro...to whoever is singing for Till-- I hope you got a GOD DAMN RAISE

Edit: thank you pookies for showing me the way, the truth, and the light <3 Akugetsu i worship thee <3

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And you know what, Hyuna? Me too-- I too, would be trying to light my cigarette whilst in handcuffs and having to sing for my life...hell yeah

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A labret piercing would solve all my problems right now

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‼️Mentions of struggling with SH. I do NOT condone glorifying that behavior. I am just talking about my difficulties with those behaviors.‼️

Being mentally ill is so, distasteful. I smoke so I dont cut. But, I cut so I don't smoke. But, I drink and do both. At this point-- it's just choosing the better evil out of the options I feel like I have in the moment...but either way...I'm still harming myself with the intent to punish myself but still find a way to stay on earth for a little longer. Even in Mania-- I land on decisions very parallel to those.

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And so I say it again: If I were to disappear, I don't think anyone would know where to find me, because I've spent so much time caring for others; they forgot I needed to be cared for too

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I'm that person that sits in bathrooms, classrooms-- all kinds of rooms, and stalk their own pinterest account to see if I see myself in every pin I save (and I abso-fucking-lutely do-- a job well done)

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Not gonna lie y'all: I laughed my ASS off when Marionette (Genshin) was being all confident in the battle with Rächer when he obtained a tangible form...Bitch really said "You aren't the only one who's gotten stronger"-- AS IF HER SMARTASS isn't a CYBORG (my theory/headcannon). Like miss girl-- your entire EXISTENCE is reliant upon improving...that's your job babes...and on TOP of that SHE wasn't even the one throwing hands-- Pulonia was fighting for your ass Ms. Girl 😭

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I'm a man-eater, but not in the traditional sense; I don't date them and I make no effort to attract them-- I am a lesbian. Instead, I look them in the eyes and eat their souls instead <3

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No, I was a moon child; calm, bright, sometimes dull, but lit up the sky at night. Now I'm a mere supernova; a star already dead and left you seeing the aftermath of what once glowed so brightly in the sky.

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Guys... I've been watching "Suits" on Netflix right? And I remember seeing Harvey content in the past before I started watching it and felt an odd sense of deja vu. It wasn't until I started watching it I was like "ah, oh okay I get it now...He radiates Satoru irl version...it all makes sense"... and it isn't even because I find him conventionally attractive (Harvey) or anything like that at all...its just HIS WHOLE PERSONALITY-- how he talks to people of a superior position, the cockiness, the confidence (as well as lack thereof), just like...EVERYTHING about how he is...I couldn't NOT share my thoughts on this one

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VENT

I was listening to "Teen Idle" by MARINA and it brought me to a weird conclusion after a dispute with someone I care about. Maturing for me-- as a neurodivergent, mentally ill individual with trauma that was forced to regulate and/or compartmentalize at a young age; and be told all the time by grown-ups for as long as I can remember that I "handle conflict so well for my age" and that "I'm so mature for my age"-- made me realize that I never experienced my life as a child or teenager from an emotional perspective. So watching others in my age group experience their emotions in a way that is typical/expected from them at their age is so foreign to me because whilst witnessing and engaging with them while they are having a moment, feels like a healthy parental figure listening to their child express themselves while they try and be understanding even though I am NOT a parent and I'm in the same age group. Sometimes...it feels like my friends and even family members forget that, and therefore when they are done being highly emotional but are still feeling their feelings (which isn't wrong) and I go to express mine-- you can tell it evidently doesn't matter to them because they don't put their emotions aside for a second like I did for them, to understand my feelings or even acknowledge my feelings because only their emotions are important right now even though there are two people in the dispute.

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NOT MY PIC

Because it's not about what he said but rather, what he didn't say. Proof of what a true PRESENCE can do

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i mean this from the bottom of my heart: no one is impressed by your loud ass car. actually we talked about it and we all want you dead.

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Based on a true story:

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Using color in a sketchbook is so underrated...i realize that now...i love a good 4am epiphany ( ´∀`)

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Caleb girlies...i just got Colonel Apple yesterday and ykw...i get it...im official stating im a Sylus AND Caleb lover now 🐦‍⬛🍎. Ngl, for the shits and giggles i would dog the SHIT outta him (Caleb) before i got him and i thought i wouldnt love him that much (no real reason in particular) but...YALL-- I GET IT. Expect me to defend Caleb till i die now <3