Robin @sudonymphae - Tumblr Blog

I don't really go here (I try sometimes but I feel under qualified) so I never really know what the rules are surrounding stuff that prudish regular non-online folks would consider "lewd".

This means that occasionally while doomscrolling here instead of other places I will be jumpscared by something like someone bare-ass-to-camera sitting on a tree stump by a campfire

#I'm 30something #and antisocial #and introverted #Tumblr #jumpscare #doom scrolling

Rebelling against AI algorithms by stubbornly refusing to become another trans puppy girl polycule statistic

#trans #transgender #the algorithm #it demands it

Also hi I'm back here again

Tumblr what the fuck is this ad.

#???

rocals

they put guitars in it

rocals

the music

rocals

good lord there's instrumence in here

The next year or so is going to be interesting for me and my immediate relationships both in and outside of work and my family.

I've been DIYing mtf hrt because England lol and I'm finally getting to a point where people are noticing and gendering me correctly. I boymode all the time because my folks are transphobic and it's easier than coming out to anyone and I keep getting people calling me "the lady" at work. It's only a matter of time until it happens in front of my folks and the boobs I've been growing for the last two years are starting to get super obvious.

I had to skip out on a big family holiday in may because it'd mean sharing a room with my little brother and spending a week in Italy in the summer in close proximity to family who wouldn't/don't approve of stuff you're doing, which is a recipe for disaster when you're trying to hide shit.

I'm not really sure where I'm going with this.

I have a lot of short term anxieties like work stuff and affording meds when I need them and so on, but my overarching long term anxiety is what's gonna happen when my body outs me against my will? I'm not gonna stop because this shit fucking rules and the sheer dopamine rush from gender euphoria is better than the emptiness I feel otherwise, but I do worry about future stuff.

#transgender #uk #diy #hrt #venting #hi tumblr

wrender

sudonymphae

Please.

I started playing neko atsume again recently and I forgot how cute this game is.

I have a ton of mementos already and I love that they're just like... Shit cars would actually bring you as gifts.

Like yeah okay. I appreciate all of these and love every single one of you

#neko atsume #cats #mementos #gifts

Oh good my shitty 7 year old fire stick overheated and crashed so I guess I'm not watching this movie anymore

Watching Thor 2 for some reason and I have *thoughts*

• Wow they really only put the big spinny dome shield over Asgard's stinky little palace huh? Odin's bougie bitch ass really out here like "haha fuck these commoners".

• Comics malekith is Marvel's stinky little dark magic The Joker and in the movie he's just so fucking boring way to do him dirty.

• Heimdall has one good scene in this movie where he straight up jumps at a dark elf ship and cuts it open with a dagger? That's literally it. He's so much better in Ragnarok.

• Odin being dead for Love and Thunder is a real bummer if Jane ends up taking over as Thor because the "goat at a banquet table" line should absolutely be thrown back in his face.

• I adore Darcy in literally everything she's appeared in she was so good in Thor 1 & 2 and Wandavision.

• Solveg losing his mind because of Loki in avengers 1 and just... Never appearing in another marvel movie past Thor 2 is such a waste of a character.

• They really just straight up never explain what makes the big dark elf guy in the dungeons do that thing where he hulks out and can break magic forcefields huh?

• Sif and the Warriors three having reasonably large parts in this movie only for Hela to just immediately kill them all (apart from Sif) in Ragnarok is kinda a bummer?

• "He's my intern's intern"

#Thor 2 #The Dark World #marvel #thor #lady sif #the warriors three #jane foster

I swear to god I do not own a single pen that is *fun* to write with. The fuck is up with that.

#pen #stationary #writing

I was absolutely planning to go outside and do something today but my dumb little ADHD brain *absolutely* lost track of time and now it's 4:30pm and all the rush hour traffic is around and it's raining and my bed is warm.

#aaaaaa #time #lost track of time #adhd stuff #rainyweather

There's a ton of stuff people never tell you when you finally start living alone.

Like how useful lists are, how anything important should be written somewhere prominent so you don't forget it, how you should never go grocery shopping when hungry and how freezers need defrosting every now and again (which seems utterly paradoxical to me but there you have it)

#living alone #moving out #things to learn