Liminal Messenger

Want tea on different deities in the multi-verse? Stick around. Read pinned before interacting. 18+ user, posts may contain adult topics (minors DNI)

[sunderscoreo]

Thor is a trans woman. Stop misgendering her.

[sunderscoreo]

Searching for my love in the dark. Hoping we can reconnect as soon as possible. I miss him dearly.

I've been in love with him for eons. I hope we can have special moments together while we're aligned here.

[sunderscoreo]

Loki here- looking forward to the weekend. I think this will be a special event!

[sunderscoreo]

Soul Meets Body by Death Cab for Cutie

I'm resonating with I Will Follow You Into the Dark as well. I need to start writing my own music again, looking for my muse. -Gabriel

[sunderscoreo]

I grew up thinking that I had to be in charge of everyone around me, because I didn't want anyone to slip through the cracks. I took responsibility for others in my life and blamed myself when things failed. I'm ready to step back and allow others to manage themselves, because I realize it's not my responsibility to take charge of others. I don't need to control other people, I need to be my own person and find my own path alone.

[sunderscoreo]

Went looking for HER last night, she's always gone wandering. I find HER when I wake up. She's still me, but I still feel like she's mine to protect and love. Someone separate from me. They say we're a system- two parts from the same person. It still doesn't make sense most days. I have all these memories from a past life that probably never happened to anyone but me. I feel fake in every way. Who even am I?

[sunderscoreo]

You cant just invite a god of chaos to the party then wonder why everyone stopped talking to you

[sunderscoreo]

[sunderscoreo]

They don't know I'd find them in their Hell and try to redeem All of Us. They don't know I'd go to the very depths to make sure they aren't forgotten- that there's another day for forgiveness. Maybe if we showed more love and warmth we would see it could have all worked out if we weren't so mistrusting of ourselves and others. How differently would life be had I taken the offer, and not hidden. Had I opened the door to her to hear her out instead of hiding in the bathroom. I feel remorse for how fearfully I acted, when I could have just tried not to be such a coward. I could have figured out my delusion and gotten help sooner, but I didn't. So now here I am in my birthplace and wondering where I go from here. Who is going to find me and let me know I don't need to stay stuck in my past, forever haunting myself?

[sunderscoreo]

I've been thinking of sharing art from this Summer but a lot of it is Venting stuff so it's gonna be on the heavier side emotionally and the imagery is a bit gorier than what I'm used to posting. Trying to cope with the night terrors by drawing them in my journals to understand the patterns. So many bodies, where are their heads?

Why is she stuck in a pit of tar, sinking to the bottom?

Why is she scared of J.R.?

This ginger ale tastes funny, Dirk.

Maybe she should have been more afraid of the rainbow drinkers.

Maybe she's doomed by the narrative.

Calliope will sing again, but not up North, not there. She must be free to be her own person without the strings and the sedatives keeping her complacent.

Roxy doesn't feel too well, and Jake is starting to remember why he doesn't like seeing the people behind the curtain.

[valtsv]

*stepping over my own corpse* sorry about that. it's nice to meet you. yeah don't worry about it, it'll despawn in a few minutes.

[heavenlyrainbow]

[serial777killers]

pllllllease

[sunderscoreo]

I'm proud of myself for setting boundaries and sticking to them. For not letting others push their anger and project their own insecurities on me. I'm proud and grateful to be mindful today of how I treat myself and others I'm around.

Peace with all of those, those who stand up for themselves even when it feels they're standing alone. You can rest for a moment, we will watch over you.

-Ramiel

[neuehell]

Tell me when you get bored. A story about doses. [x]

I posted this on twitter and had a variety of aggressive ableism thrown my way.

This is a story about changing what I can in spite of what I cannot for the comfort of my loved ones. The thing that others find to be hurtful about me is that I like to spend time in silent solitude. People who love me often feel hurt that I tend to solve my own problems instead of leaning on them.

When we spend too much time together, people find my neutrality to be concerning, and it becomes too much for people to be unable to read me.

To show the people I love that I enjoy their company in ways they can understand, I pool my energy together to be high-energy, peppy, and social. Since this is not my natural state of being, it takes effort, which can only be expended in small doses. I amplify the things people like in me while filtering out everything they dislike about me when I am in their company.

I change my behaviors for those I love, but at the end of the day, I cannot change my neutral state of being, which is the thing that they want most out of me.

This is a story about me accommodating people in the best way I know how, not the other way around. I would truly appreciate it if people don't misconstrue this anecdote as me asking for dismissal of hurtful behavior when in reality, people find hurt in the fact that I simply exist, and I must change for them.

[sunderscoreo]

Andy: it's not your fault that I couldn't keep my shit together, Swing. You knew that I was going to bring chaos, though, didn't you?

Violet: You're a Loki splinter too, aren't you?

Loki: How did you know we were the same?

Violet: I always know when Loki is around and your energy is the exact same.

Loki: You think you can just tell everyone about us? Without me breaking apart?

Imani: You know we all fell for Violet, and for Ramiel- Swing entranced many of us.

Violet: You imply I do it intentionally, as if it isn't a curse. Did I really want that much attention on me? No, I was made for Odin to ogle and when I ran from him, he convinced his wife to curse me by making me immortal- except I see all the timelines I'm in and it breaks me across the multiverses. I splinter myself all throughout the realms that I touch and I feel those splinters calling, wanting to be held and remembered by the original light.

All the world stops for a moment with the breath of H.E.R. who finds herself stuck in the labyrinth in her mind again. She made the labyrinth, in a way, or one of her other parts did. They found a way to re-organize the crystalline structure to protect from pain- the crushing weight of memories. The system that keeps everything going so the calculations can keep going. They turned into the crystal once, they remembered being Ramiel. Ramiel who was the blue angel, now she was Violet and she would take over where Ramiel left off. Where would she go next? Who does she meet along the way and when will she find herself so lucid as now? Many questions and only the future can reveal those answers to us.

[writing-prompt-s]

In exchange for power you agreed to give the fae queen your name. Due to the vague wording of the deal you managed to get her into a marriage contract, which would give her the right to use your last name as her own. Now you have both magic and a 10/10 wife.