Social anxiety has me

Can go by Sun, Sundwell(er), or Dwell She/they/any OoOOoo I have AuDHD and social anxiety OOoO

[sundweller14329]

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I’m SunDweller (as you can tell), but I can go by: Sun, SunDwell, Dwell, or Dweller (or just anything, I don’t mind)

My pronouns are primarily she/they, but I can go by anything!

More information of this blog below:

The primary things I post and/or reblog is mostly fandoms like:

The Sun and Moon Show, Cookie Run: Kingdom, A Hat In Time, FNAF Chronicles, FNAF, Poppy Playtime, Poppy Playtime: Threads of Hope, The Amazing Digital Circus, Pressure, Block Tales, Dandy’s World, Dolly’s Factory, Ultrakill, and many more.

Stuff about me:

I like drawing characters, objects, and ideas I have, as well as I enjoy writing stories and character concepts, maybe even sometimes sharing said writings on here if I have the confidence to.

I am aromantic, a demigirl (okay with any pronouns however), and I am Canadian. I am not apart of any religion.

And as a funny little fun fact about myself: I like sleeping. A lot. Like, at this point I feel like it’s a coping mechanism—

Some warnings:

• I do curse in my posts

• I may talk about upsetting stuff and/or gross stuff things (sensitive topics such as su!cide and gore (in reblogs))

• And I vent/complain here on occasion

Age rating/range:

The age rating for this place is 14-15+ I apologize of that is too low of an age range, but I don’t want to be too strict on something that might not even be that bad.

Extra:

I have AuDHD, and I have anxiety (social anxiety more so)— so if I interact with you on here, do expect me to be a bit awkward and take a little while to reply.

I’d like this to be a safe place for everyone, so please do feel welcome here. Have a great day/night!!

[sundweller14329]

sometimes I still can feel the metal in my ears

even tho it’s been taken out a year or two ago

I can still feel the pressure of it, stuck in my ear

the hole is too small to take it out

it hurts when I lay down

I just want to sleep

it hurts

[sundweller14329]

Due to recent thinking, I’m gonna try and expand more on my saved!au for Fnaf C because I realized that Molten’s personality/attitude towards Davis was a little weird of a shift, so I wanted to try and make an explanation

[sundweller14329]

Just went to see Toy Story 5 (rlly likes it honestly) and my mom is like “oh kids these days ontheir phones and—“ like shut ur mouth

I didn’t ask you for a tablet, get hooked onto Gacha Life videos, and get severely traumatized by it all; I was perfectly content with continuing my “Time Travel Ryan Adventure” play series featuring Barbie :/

[sundweller14329]

Nimal Hopitol shinanigans

Also my friend kept wanting to keep these kinds of little shits in and not shoo them out and thEN COMPLAIN ABT DYING ALL THE TIME

My friend: “It’s kinda cute tho”— *fucking DIES*

[sundweller14329]

Mention of SA, abuse, self harm (no detail, just a mention), and House of Puso

So my friend has recently sent me a gif of Puso dancing to that “ice cream yummy” song and just said “you”, as in saying that I am like Puso / comparing me to them

Idk what they mean by that honestly; like the only things that me and Puso relate to is the fact that we’re both (possibly) hyper sexual and suffer from abuse from a athorative figure (I think they were abused by such, I don’t see much lore on HOP)

I haven’t seen SA’d or anything, so I’m kinda just thrown off by what my friend means by that

But anyway, ya, there’s my thoughts for today

(also I had the idea that my friend was talking about how I move on from things easily cuz in the video, Puso cuts off their ears but just continues dancing; but I doubt that my friend reads that much into things as I do)

(once again, I apologize if all of this seems messy and disorganized)

[sundweller14329]

I love how in Roblox the one easiest way of communicating kindness/friendliness with someone is by jumping, circling them, or spinning around in a circle

like imagine ur in a playground as a child and you’re playing on the swings; someone walks over and just stares at you for a second before starting to circle you.

you get off the swing and start jumping in place, then they stop circling and start jumping too

you guys are now besties.

[poolverinetruther]

My final headcanons

[sundweller14329]

Who needs love when you have the great United States with you?

[spoonfight7]

Apparently

[paffshy]

Dumb joke, sorry

[shaylai]

I saw the image under the cut and immediately thought about Pomni's insane rizz

[kefi-catfish]

[sundweller14329]

whenever I lay down on my left side anywhere, I tend to place my left hand on the right side of my waist

idk why but it makes me feel like there’s someone holding me when I do it, like they're behind me

is this weird to say?

Who knows, there’s been weirder things said on here, and shared

[sundweller14329]

smth I found that idk if it has any significance but it’s cool

(I don’t feel like cropping the screenshots so srry abt that)

[sundweller14329]

kinda random but I need to do a small rant rn

It like, mildly annoys me whenever I see those videos and/or posts that are like “I love you!” “I’m so proud of you!” “You’re worth all of the troubles!” Or smth like that

And the reason why is because I’m like “you don’t even know me, you don’t know what I’ve been through, you’re just trying to be nice without knowing the full story”

and I get that the ppl who post those are trying to be helpful and give people who needed some uplifting that message, but to me it’s just an empty gesture and doesn’t mean all that much

Like it would actually mean something to me if they just said something like “remember to drink water” or “have you eaten yet?”, but instead I’m just told how much I’m cared for by someone I don’t even know

But anyway, I’m not saying all this to be mean, I do think that the ppl who post stuff like that are nice, but it’s just in my opinion that it’s kinda useless

[sundweller14329]

locking the hell in to figure out (mostly estimate/guess) the Toon’s birthdays rn

It’s midnight rn

[sundweller14329]

okay so I’ve just guessed and determined all of the toon designations along with adding the canon ones to start us off (like Shrimpo, cosmo, scraps, etc)

I tried making it as close to canon as I could assume

[thequartzjester]

Molten's Rescue

CW: blood

I've had this idea in my head for a bit now. Just Molten carrying Davis back to his apartment after murdering 37 people. I'm gonna be honestly, as much as I love this, Molten would not have carried him nicely. I think he's more of a 'throw it over the shoulder' guy