Jenni|Wannabe Writer

Somehow this turned into a BoB blog! Chuck Grant is the love of my life!!

[quillandchill]

22.03.2025 - Very lovely morning, try not to kill yourself today

Feeling so lost and close to the edge,

And I don’t know who to call to pull me back in.

While everyone seems to be going on with their lives, growing up.

But what about me?

Stuck in a place, so dark I can’t see my own shaking hands. All alone and too weak to call for help.

Don’t want to be a burden or make anyone sad, because I am unable to go on living.

Now all I can do is wondering what happened to that happy young girl full of life? When did the lights in her eyes start dimming and loosing spark?

All that fighting and clawing back has finally caught up to me.

People always say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, but fighting to keep on living makes you numb and empty, unable to keep on fighting when there’s no peace in sight.

Should I try one more time or should I finally admit defeat, and finally experience peace?

-QuillAndChill

[tanknaka]

hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

[the-grace-of-fallen-angels]

I would like a moment to thank the people who reblog post like this so that it eventually shows on my dash.

It is keeping me alive

[lavendertears]

I actually really needed this tonight, thank you

[lixorloveslicorice]

have this my friends

[dragon-in-a-stew]

<3

[minorrigormortis]

Reblogging because this is actually really sweet <3 Stay Alive Frens

[inspiredwriterstory]

To everyone who may be on Tumblr tonight and in the future

[the-haiku-bot]

To everyone who

may be on Tumblr tonight

and in the future

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[swannybenny]

To everybody who might need to hear that, today and tomorrow and especially to my friend C who’s been especially struggling

[bedabug]

jane fonda got arrested the third week in a row at climate change protests. this time with ted danson

Legends only

For everyone complaining about how these two can get arrested and it won’t affect their careers, you’re right. It most likely won’t hurt their careers. That’s why they keep going out and doing it. They’re using their platform to their advantage. They’re both white, of an older generation, and famous enough to be recognized. They’re holding their generation accountable and making an effort to show up and enforce change. This isn’t them advertising a TV show or some bs, they’re there to help

[s-n-arly]

This is a very good way to use your privilege.

[amusedmuralist]

Jane Fonda has been involved in protest since the America Vietnam war

[weaselle]

Jane Fonda’s activism did, in fact, hurt her career, and she’s out there risking it all again. She wasn’t just involved in protest since the Vietnam war (tho that is what did her career the most damage, some lawmakers were actually calling for her to be tried for treason over it)

She was already under government surveillance before that for her support of the Black Panthers and her show of solidarity with two separate first nations re-occupations (Fort Lawton and Alcatraz). 

She’s not being silly or doing a bit or pulling a PR stunt. She’s just not letting the cops scare her. Because this is far from her first rodeo.

[thebibliosphere]

Jane Fonda’s mugshot from Nov. 3, 1970.

She was arrested on trumped-up drug smuggling charges, which an officer later admitted was their only way of booking her because god damn Nixon wanted her arrested for her anti-Vietnam War activism. The FBI and the CIA, and the NSA had been surveilling her for months without her knowledge.

If there is any celebrity whose activism is not empty lip service, it’s Jane fucking Fonda.

[prokopetz]

I enjoy a joke about fucked up German fairy tales as much as the next nerd, but it's genuinely striking how often the source for the really fucked up stuff turns out to be "yeah, this is only in the Brothers Grimm version and doesn't appear in any extant oral tradition, and we're like 80% sure they added it themselves". To a large extent it's not German fairy tales that are fucked up, it's two specific German dudes.

[soulgalaxywolf]

Learn something new every day. Just thought that old fairy tales were just dark—they're probably are—just didn't expect Grimm fairy tales had mixture of their own ideas in them.

[prokopetz]

I understand why a lot of fantasy settings with Ambiguously Catholic organised religions go the old "the Church officially forbids magic while practising it in secret in order to monopolise its power" route, but it's almost a shame because the reality of the situation was much funnier.

Like, yes, a lot of Catholic clergy during the Middle Ages did practice magic in secret, but they weren't keeping it secret as some sort of sinister top-down conspiracy to deny magic to the Common People: they were mostly keeping it secret from their own superiors. It wasn't one of those "well, it's okay when we do it" deals: the Church very much did not want its local priests doing wizard shit. We have official records of local priests being disciplined for getting caught doing wizard shit. And the preponderance of evidence is that most of them would take their lumps, promise to stop doing wizard shit, then go right back to doing wizard shit.

It turns out that if you give a bunch of dudes education, literacy, and a lot of time on their hands, some non-zero percentage of them are going to decide to be wizards, no matter how hard you try to stop them from being wizards.

[tvserie-s-world]

My parents got married

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[academia-lucifer]

@academia-lucifer

[claire8216]

Not Paul Rudd dying 3 times on Only Murders 😭😭

[alex-dutton]

ONLY MURDERS IN THE BUILDING 4.09 ESCAPE FROM PLANET KLONGO

[allthesepurplelights]

#mood

[cat-banana]

New bumper sticker idea: honk for transgender operations on illegal immigrants in prisons

[locklylemybeloved]

the absolute worst thing is that, objectively, if he was not real, trump would be funny as fuck. as a skit character? like literally fucking hilarious. but no, he’s not a dramatized, satirical parody that exaggerates a stereotype. no. this man is REAL. and that is. fucking terrifying

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait In Letters/ Anne Sexton, from a letter to Anne Clarke dated 23 March 1964

[academic-vampire]

𝕳𝖊𝖗𝖊’𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖔𝖊𝖙𝖘

[toastbutteregg]

[lewis-winters]

I am convinced the real dick winters took damian lewis aside and, in painful detail, told him how much he loved and cherished lewis nixon iii and it doesn't matter how much damian was indifferent toward ron, YOU SHOULD LOOK LIKE YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH HIM AT ALL TIMES, DO YOU HEAR ME, SON?

and damian lewis, eton-raised boarding school boy who has probably done some things and seen some stuff, immediately said yes, sir, right away, sir, i won't let you down, sir and delivered, 1000000000%