“Let’s Get Married” by Jagged Edge
“Chunky” by Bruno Mars
“Guerilla” by Ateez
“Candy Girl” by New Edition
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
Six of Swords ⤸
Six of Wands ⤸
THE DEVIL
Knight of Swords ⤸
THE EMPRESS
Queen of Coins
THE WORLD
Two of Cups
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
People become obsessed with you because you seem to be consistent and stuck in your ways. There’s an idea of being a “regular” or someone who is always around but not always obvious upon first look or first inspection. You could be someone who falls into the background or operates as a “background character” who’s trying to go unnoticed, but that actually causes people to give you attention instead of ignoring you. With the two reversal cards in the beginning, people’s obsession with you could be slow moving or “progressing”. At first, you may really go under people’s radar, but as they see and/or interact with you more day by day their interest in you creeps on them and “consumes” them in some way. Sixes in tarot usually represents balance and movement happening in some way, but with the reversals it’s the total opposite where you may actually unsettle people because of your stillness. Those horror movies where they’ll depict a ghostly woman or child with jet black hair just staring at the camera blank faced, and then they suddenly disappear comes to mind, so your presence could come off similarly to others. As a result, they end up obsessing over why and what made you that way.
On one hand, The Devil upright and Knight of Swords in reverse shows how incessant the feeling of obsession overtakes people when it comes to you and your presence. On another hand, the two cards show people become obsessed with you because of the quiet power you hold. The Devil is a Major Arcana, and Knight of Swords in reverse can depict a bully or someone who can tend to bulldoze over others because they feel their smarts and wit carry them far. You may come off this way to others, but The Empress softens the way this manifests. The trope of the quiet kid who keeps to themself yet is respected by everyone because of their ability to hold their own despite people trying to test them comes to mind. It could be a situation where you could be a more bossy, type A personality person if you wanted to be; you could rule over others or be a leader in some sense if you wanted to be also, but there’s a softness in your personality that doesn’t want to do that, and that intrigues people. People could become obsessed with you because they want to see both sides of you; they feel this more bossy, leader, and dominate personality exists, but they may feel as if they have to trip you up just to see it, and they become hyper focused on making what they perceive to be your mask slip.
Eventually, with The Empress leading into the final cards, people may reach their final stage of becoming obsessed with you once they actually interact with you. The word “becoming” was almost misspelled which gives pause to go back and focus on it; there’s a reminder of Michelle Obama’s book and documentary titled “Becoming”, so that could be important. The idea of taking care of others and “watching over one’s own” could be what ultimately causes people to become fully immersed in you and what you’re doing and how you’re doing it. Going back to the prior paragraph, people may expect to see a harsher version of you, but they’re only left to find underneath a silent exterior – you’re someone who’s trying to protect your own peace and those you consider your own; the mother cubs from the Lion King come to mind, so you could end up making people feel as if they’re apart of your pride, and as a result they become obsessed with you and “immersed in your world”. The type of obsession people have when it comes to you could lead to them wanting to merge and even be you. It’s like you leave them wanting to be in your skin.
𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈
𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 ⟢
“10 Seconds” by Jazmine Sullivan
“Despacito” by Luis Fonzi & Daddy Yankee
“thank u, next” by Ariana Grande
“Rock The Boat” by Aaliyah
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
Queen of Cups ⤸
Nine of Coins
THE CHARIOT
Knight of Cups
Page of Cups ⤸
Six of Cups
THE LOVERS ⤸
DEATH ⤸
King of Wands
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
People become obsessed with you because of how vulnerable you seem. You could be someone who is living in a sort of glass house where people feel like you tend to throw stones at others because of your own insecurities and doubt about yourself; Cher Lloyd’s “Love Me For Me” comes to mind. Another house example could be that of a celebrity’s or the golden house in the neighborhood – where on the outside everything is rosy and perfect, and you have a manicured lawn, the finances to live in an enviable home, and the life where anyone else would kill for or be happy about, but it’s obvious to others the pretty outside is a cover up for how run down and “dingy” everything is on the inside. The chatter that happens around celebrities where people obsess over how their lives are “never as they seem” comes to mind also. In short, people obsess over you because you’re in the public eye and materially you should be on top of the world, but to others they feel as if you have to be hiding some sort of insecurities or pettiness that truly exists in you like it seems to exist in those who obsess over you.
The Chariot and Knight of Cups shows people obsessing over how “good” and “wealthy” it must be to be you. The depictions of people who don’t have material wealth looking to their wealthy friends and joking about how they probably don’t understand what it’s like to not be privileged comes to mind. People become obsessed with you because it’s like your life is what they daydream of wanting and having one day, and they want to follow your every move to criticize how you live their dream life. There’s a reminder of how when celebrities do anything in their career there will always be a group of people who say, “I wouldn’t have done that if I were them; I would’ve done this instead”. People obsesses over you because you’re living both your and their dream life, and they fantasize bout this type of life so much that they also have a deep, intense need to fantasize about how you personally live. Those who chose this pile are represented by the Knight of Cups and Six of Cups – where you’re very artistic and idealistic; you could be known as the person who always happens to find a way to make things work out for you instead of wallowing in disaster, and this could cause people to obsess because they do the total opposite. “Maybe it’s Maybelline” comes to mind which just emphasize how much your ability to stay positive and focused on your own despite those who are jealous of you hyper focusing on and criticizing you just makes them more obsessed than they are initially.
Overall, people become obsessed with you because you mirror a part or an idea of themselves they’re yearning to exist. When people become obsessed with you it could feel like they’re in The River Styx, quicksand, or something of that nature that causes them to wallow in their spirits and become numb to their own selves. As people interact with you and/or look for ways to escape thinking about their everyday lives, they turn to you to fantasize about and criticize. King of Wands shows you as someone with big ideas that lead to you feeling fulfilled materially and emotionally, and people’s obsession with you is a classic case of eyes being green with envy because their lives are “polar opposites” in comparison to yours. King of Wands in the deck being used is represented by Cronus, so when people obsess over you they could feel destructive and want to bring you down “to ruins”, so you can experience what they feel in terms of the insecurities and jealousy. The obsession people have with you leaves them wanting you to wallow in misery with them.
𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈𝐈
𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 ⟢
“Heartbeat” by David Alexander
“Cinema” by CIX
“B*tch from Da South” by Latto
“You Can’t Win” from the movie The Wiz
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
Five of Swords ⤸
Five of Cups ⤸
THE HIGH PRIESTESS
DEATH
Five of Coins
Three of Cups
Ten of Swords
Eight of Swords
THE HANGED MAN
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
People become obsessed with you because you always end up okay and/or “on the side with the greener/brighter grass” after you separate from them. Those who become obsessed with you could often be people who you once had some sort of bond or relationship with like a ex significant others and exfriends (possibly even former coworkers and classmates if you interacted with them often enough). Whenever relationships end (especially if it’s on a sour note) there’s a sort of grieving process of the connection and at some point in the process people tend to wonder how the other person is doing. “You ain’t really fuck with me then but how ‘bout now? Cause I’m up right now... And you stuck right now” comes to mind. People become obsessed with you because they expect you to be regretting the decision to depart from them; they want and expect you to be in as much pain as they are, but you seem to do “just fine” without them; Mary J. Blige’s “Just Fine” and Ariana Grande’s “better off” both come to mind also.
You’re depicted as The High Priestess and Death in this situation. The meme “she princess; he frog” seems to be important. The High Priestess shows you as someone that moves on gracefully once a relationship ends; this card is represented by the goddess Persephone who rules over Spring and vegetation alongside Demeter and also the Underworld alongside Hades. The dichotomy of Persephone seems to be key to the reading also as she’s able to survive and rule over areas of life where things are growing, springing forward, and blossoming, and areas of life where things are decaying and coming to an end. This could talk of how you’re someone who thrives regardless of your environment and regardless of who’s around you, and this causes people to obsess because they’re stuck trying to figure out how that’s possible. Funnily enough, Death in the deck is represented by Hades himself which strengthens the idea of you doing well in situations where other people would be struggling and stagnant; you could be the type of person who actually embraces and even seeks out change instead of settling for the same, boring routine of life.
Five of Coins into Three of Cups and Ten of Swords shows you could be the type of person who is never really alone, as in you could always call someone up to hang out or talk to if you truly needed it. Sometimes when relationships end, some people isolate themselves and find it hard to get back into the groove of connecting with others again, but you could be the type of person who finds friends easily or at the very least has no shortage of people who want to be friends with you (whether they approach you or not). As for the people who obsess over you, they could feel inhibited or set back when it comes to making connections afterwards because their connection to you might’ve been very “soul binding”. An idea is coming through where once people lose you it’s like their life goes into shambles, and they realize you’re really the person who brought all (“most”) of the good things in their life to them. In the remix of FNF by GloRilla (feat. JT and Latto), Latto raps, “they ain’t shit without me; all my exes like Safaree,” so when people fall out with you similar tings could happen to people, and it makes them obsess because they’re stuck reminiscing over how things used to be.
𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐕
𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 ⟢
“euphoria” by Kendrick Lamar
“Runaway” by J. Cole
“It’s My Birthday” by Jacob Latimore
“An Open Letter [Interlude]” from the Hamilton Mixtape
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
Three of Cups
Four of Cups ⤸
Page of Wands
Five of Swords
STRENGTH
King of Coins
Three of Swords ⤸
Two of Swords
Ace of Swords
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
People could obsess over you because of who you’re connected to. You may come off as someone who has a strong group of friends and/or people to rely on, and people may hyper focus on you because they’re comparing themselves to you. Those who obsess over you are represented by the Four of Cups in reverse; they could feel unhappy with where they are in life, and they could be very isolated, but they look to you because you’re the Page of Wands: someone who seems to be fearless, energetic, and “extroverted” comes to mind (actually, “outroverted”, which seems to be a term for people who seemingly can find and get along with a group, but internally feel separated or like a “black sheep”). The movies “Jennifer’s Body” and “Carrie” come to mind, so the themes revolving around those movies (or more so, the way those movies are synopsized for society) could be important in understanding why and how people obsess over you.
Those who obsess over you may not necessarily do so with bad intentions; Five of Swords into Strength shows they could actually do so with the intention of “trying to motivate themselves”. They could being obsessing over you as a result of how they feel about themselves; they look to you because they may feel you mirror them in some way, and it’s like they want to unlock their own potential by “looking to you”. Going back to the term outroverted, although you seem to be connected to many people physically (like people always see you around with certain people, or whenever you’re in a public space you always seem to find someone/multiple people you know) it may be obvious to the people who obsess over you that you weren’t always that way? Or they may feel as if it seems you have these connections, but you’re not totally comfortable in them. Artists like Beyoncé and Summer Walker come to mind because they’re these well known artists who are in a world of connections, but at the end of the day people still feel like they’re awkward with people sometimes, or they rarely want to pop out in public because they much rather prefer more intimate moments with their close, loved ones.
Strength into King of Coins shows those who obsess over you see you as a high figure who is well established “everywhere. within your [their] own right”, and even though they can tell you may feel uncomfortable with it they still feel as if you “carry it [attention, conversating with large friend groups] well”. Three of Swords in reverse gives the feeling those who obsess over you really want to feel accepted by you; they want to be part of your inner circle, and they want to get close to find out how you’re able to “be who you are and do what you do”. Miley Cyrus’s “Fly on the Wall” comes to mind, so those who obsess over you could act similarly to the paparazzi or Miley’s significant other in the music video. The Swords reducing at the end of the reading could be a little concerning as one hand they could indicate people obsessing over you to better themselves and eventually doing so, but on the other hand it could also show people obsessing over you and deciding they want to become you – not just take inspiration from in order to better themselves; the way people view the relationship between GloRilla and Megan Thee Stallion now comes to mind. Those who obsess over you want your approval and company for sure, but there’s a possibilty their admiration could turn to jealousy if they’re “uncentered with themselves”.
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𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈
𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 ⟢
“Telepathy” by BTS
“Not My Nigga” by KenTheMan
“Sparks Will Fly” by J. Cole (feat. Jhene Aiko)
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
The Wheel of Fortune ⤸, Seven of Coins ⤸, Page of Wands, Six of Coins, Justice ⤸, Queen of Coins, King of Coins ⤸, Queen of Cups
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
Those connected to pile one could find it hard to connect with others because it could feel as if no matter how hard you try you always end up being “let down”. You might be described as what’s called a “late bloomer” when it comes to things related to socialization. Some of you may have experienced literal delays in development in that you may have had a speech impediment or been nonverbal for a length of time, but clothes of you - the vast majority of you - may have just felt like you were delayed when it came to figuring out how to make friends or how to start dating. You might’ve tried your hardest to do so the way you knew how, but it’s like somehow for some reason nothing ever took off, and you never felt like you had the type of relationships “depicted in the movies”.
There’s a strong need to acknowledge that those connected to this pile did (and do) try their hardest when it comes to trying to form connections. You had a period of time (or you may still be in that time) where your mindset was to try to be as excited about making friends and forming relationships as possible. You might’ve gone into things with an open heart ready to show everyone how good of a friend you can be and how willing you are to discuss things with people and to give of yourself not only emotionally but also materially for some of you, but in being so excited (and in some instances blindly naïve) it’s like only wolves saw your want for friendship and, in turn, took advantage of that excitement only to leave you feeling worse off than you did before.
It’s hard for you to connect with others because prior experiences have left you feeling as if everytime you even try to develop them it just ends with you being burned in the end. There’s a call for you to “keep going” and to “keep trying” even if it feels futile right now, but there’s also a call to analyze the people coming to you for friendship before accepting it. Continue approaching friendships with that excitement and want to help others as they help you, but maybe focus more on the emotional side of things as opposed to the material or even the visual. “Movies aren’t all what they’re cracked up to be” comes to mind. There’s a call to not over invest in others at the expense of yourself or in hopes of drawing people to you but to instead allow your own light and personality to shine as a way to bring true friends in. Cher Lloyd’s “Love Me for Me” comes to mind, so it could be important to listen to.
Overall, there’s a call for you to transition from being the Queen of Coins to being the Queen of Cups. You can’t heal and invest into everyone and bring about true friendships and relationships trying to appeal to people’s senses and material drive; you have to appeal emotionally by showing who you are as a person even without “all the things money could buy”. There’s a call for you to remain open to reaching out and trying to approach people to create connections and to not fall for cutting yourself off because “there’s no point anyways” because there is a point – to allow yourself to have these emotional connections to others to improve (and prove) a part of your humanity. Humans are social creatures, and you deserve to have that pull for social interaction fulfilled.
𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ⟢
11:11, “blowing bubble gum hearts”, heart shaped lollipops, glass tuning fork, the little mermaid, ring boxes, frilly pink and purple jewelry boxes, clams/oysters, tiffany blue, radishes, “glass half full”
𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈
𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 ⟢
“Pretty Girl Rock” by Keri Hilson
“Nightmares” by The Boyz
“Harder to Breathe” by Maroon 5
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
Ten of Swords, King of Swords, Knight of Coins, Two of Coins, Seven of Swords, Four of Cups, The Sun, The Tower
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
Those of pile two may have recently cut off a group of friends or “people” and could be feeling hurt by it. It could be that you knew it was for the right reasons, but “that didn’t make it any less hard to do”. The idea of a “beautiful tragedy” comes to mind when it comes to how you connect with others; some of you could be prone to “trauma bonding” where you end up in relationships with those who abuse you or treat you terribly. The idea that you “know better” or “know that [you] deserve better” also comes to mind, but it could feel as if you just keep slipping into these kinds of connections. You could be currently trying to figure out how to keep this cycle from continuing. You could be prone to getting into “nightmarish” relationships with people. You could find it hard to connect with people because of these past experiences.
Those in this pile could currently be transitioning to a mindset where you believe it’s easier to stay away from connection (specifically friend groups) because every time you just end up “losing [your] mind” or “[your] sanity”. You could be trying to be more rational or attach to people who are similar in education and ways of thinking instead of connecting to people emotionally. With that, it doesn’t seem that you’re keeping away form connections completely, but you’re approaching them slowly and with caution and as a result your issue could actually be that you find it hard to figure out how to “feel safe enough” to move forward in connections past just thinking alike or thinking the connection makes sense to form. It could also be that you’re trying to figure out how to prioritize yourself in connections because you’re realizing you can’t keep hurting yourself or “setting yourself on fire” in an attempt to help others.
Ultimately, this pile struggles with having connections with people as a result of always being the “butt of the joke” or being the target of bullying and other forms of abuse. You may have been lied to and told that you’re “boring” or “uninteresting”; some of you could’ve been in a Mean Girls or Heathers type friend group where you were always left out or planned against. With The Sun’s presence it’s important to note that you’re none of the things people told you that you were; you’re not boring or uninteresting or “too quiet” or anything like that. You are worthy of having connections just like everyone else wants, and the advice for this pile seems to be to not close yourself off as a result of bad experiences, but instead to strategize on how to approach them differently in a way that still keeps you feeling safe and protected.
I said earlier that those who chose this pile may still be trying to form new connections, but they’re focusing more on intellectual things they have in common with others as opposed to emotional ways they connect. There’s advice to slowly but surely open up emotionally in your attempt to form new connections. “Show who you really are” and “This Is Me” from Camp Rock comes to mind. The first step in having better relationships comes from the realization you’ve had recently and the walk away from former bad groups; “it can only go up from here”. You very likely are on the right path in your new approach. It's just that “little modifications” are needed, so you can express your true self “in all its glory” and not just intellectually.
𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ⟢
the number 3 and 5, coconut bras, broccoli, carrots, heart shaped ring boxes, donald/daffy/daisy duck, win, when, wen, hourglasses, butterflies, rainbows
𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈𝐈
𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 ⟢
“The Way You Make Me Feel” by Michael Jackson
“Big Girl (You Are Beautiful)” by Mika
“Finesse (Remix)” by Bruno Mars (feat. Cardi B)
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
Queen of Swords, The Lovers, Nine of Coins, Ten of Cups, Ten of Coins ⤸, The Star, Page of Cups, Knight of Cups, The Magician
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
Those of pile three could be an outspoken bunch; at the very least, you are someone who stands on your own principles even if you stand alone. You could be seen as someone who is comfortable being alone or standing out solo although this doesn’t mean you have no friends at all. Queen of Swords in the deck being used is represented by Circe, the Greek goddess of illusion and necromancy, who is especially known for her tendency to turn men with bad intentions into swine. With this in mind, pile three may specifically be asking why they find it hard to connect with men - romantically and/or platonically. You could feel as if you get along with women just fine, but when it comes to men it’s like you know nothing or have no experience or you never find well intentioned men; the latter explanation is what will be most likely for most choosing this pile, and for those who have issues with developing connections with women also it could be that the attention you receive from men makes women view you a certain way that leaves them feeling “weary”.
Although you may want to develop deep connections with people it could be that people see you as “too” high maintenance - even if you may not actually be. It could also be that people see you as someone who is on a pedestal, and as a result they get way more caught up in the idea of being in a relationship with you as opposed to actually caring about you as a person – as a human being. People could feel as if you’ve “got it made” and even believe you already have a hearty amount of people you’re friends with, so they could stay away as a result of self-doubting beliefs of “they already have a lot going on and they probably have a ton of friends, so why would they want to be friends with me?”. People could feel as if you’d be the type of person to flake on others easily because of how busy and “on your own” you are. It mainly seems to be that people’s assumptions of how you are cloud their want to actually approach you to see who you really are.
With The Star’s presence, those of you who chose this pile are encouraged to stay hopeful when it comes to the idea of you developing relationships with others. Traditionally, The Star depicts a woman who is half in a body of water and half on land; she is shown to be nourishing the ground with the water, and you could be encouraged to be doing the same but instead of land it’s people. You could be called to make the first move when it comes to trying to develop connections. This may sound scary, but the quotes “you miss every shot you don’t take” and “the worst they can say is no” comes to mind. It is also the case that the more often you practice approaching people and talking to them, then the more confident you will become, and eventually you will develop the connections you have been looking for. Ultimately, this pile is being encouraged to take the steps to initiate the connections you want to have with others. “Stop waiting on others”.
𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ⟢
333, hair in a high ponytail, the colors black, blue, pink, and green, ballet, black swan, white tutus, black pointe shoes, silver glitter, aphrodite, circe, gold, shells, swine/pigs, wicked
𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐕
𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 ⟢
“Top Down” by Leikeli47
“Cabinet Battle 3 (Demo)” from the Hamilton Mixtape
“Stole the Show” by Kygo (feat. Parson James)
𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 ⟢⟢
Page of Coins ⤸, Six of Swords, Two of Wands, Nine of Swords, Six of Wands, Eight of Coins ⤸, Judgment, Ace of Coins, Ten of Coins, Two of Swords, The Devil, Eight of Cups
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⟢⟢
Those who chose this pile may feel unmotivated when it comes to figuring out how to create new connections and maintain old ones. You could have a tendency to just let friendships and other types of relationships just “fizzle out”. You may have someone you text with everyday, and then one week you miss a day; the next week you miss two days, and before the end of the month you haven’t replied to them at all and, therefore, you just don’t talk to that person anymore. When it comes to connections you could operate as the type of person who expects everyone else to reach out to you, but you rarely reach out to others. You could have a mindset of “if people care about me, then they’ll reach out, but if they don’t, then that’s fine too”. Although this mindset may work for you sometimes, it could also unconsciously aid in making you isolated. With Six of Swords and Two of Wands, you could also be someone who is always “on the run” or “on the go”; you could have a lot of things going on in your personal life that prevent you from putting effort into connections the way others expect or want you to.
There’s a feeling that your prioritizations may be a little “out of whack” or “out of balance”. At this current moment in time you could be hyper focused on receiving recognition in some way. It’s like you want and crave to be seen and noticed; you want to receive a lot of accolades and awards, and you want to feel materially abundant – personally and in the eyes of others, but it’s like the way you’re executing wanting these things is “falling flat” or short of what you envision (or even what you could achieve). For example, you could be working multiple types of jobs; you go to school in the morning, and then you have an internship directly after in the afternoons, but you also have a retail job on the weekends, and you have an online side hustle. Technically, you’re in a lot of areas, and you may be working hard, but your solo focus on work and attention actually hinders you from being able to produce great work and making true connections. It’s like the idea of “having too many eggs in too many baskets”. Of course, a wide array of choices is needed, but you have too much to choose from that you can’t put your best work forward in any of them. There’s a call to think about gaining these things you want in a way that includes longevity; “you can’t only think of the present”.
Advice for this pile would include cutting down on some of your obligations if possible, or at the very least finding a more sustainable way to do everything. Working to the point you have no time for yourself or others obviously can not create an environment where you’re able to have better connections with others. There’s a need to put in the same amount of effort you have for work and related opportunities into creating and maintaining connections. You have to figure out how to not pick up someone else’s shift at the expense of missing out on another outing with friends or how to ask for help on a project which would cut down the time you need to spend on it, so you can make time to go to a social outing instead of trying to do the whole project solo and becoming a type of hermit. Additionally, there’s a call to reach out to those you already have connections with more than you do right now. Connections are a two-way street, and “the phone works both ways” comes through. Overall, there’s a need to restructure your priorities if you want to have better connections with people.
𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ⟢
666, (get) out, witch’s hat, witch’s brew, wicked, summer bag(s), striped bags, honey, baklava, sail, the bahamas, yellow and turquoise flags, money, triangles, overworking
I want to participate in this game, i want to play oh you smells so good
Thank you~
thanks for your well wishes! here's your reading!
nine of cups, four of wands, six of wands, five of swords, queen of pentacles
nine of cups makes me believe a more musky or sagey scent would suit you. scents that remind people or you of home; the card for four of wands features a lot of cupcakes, so something relating to that could be good. all the wands energy also gives a little bit of fire or pepper even being good for tertiary notes, but nothing too overwhelming because it could easily overpower the main important scents mentioned previously/first. overall, a scent that is warm and inviting would be good.
Hello! Congratulations on 1k followers and many more in the future! I'm happy to see how far you came. If I may participate, I'm interested in "oh you smell so good" Thank you and have a wonderful day! 💗 - kt
thanks for your well wishes! here's your reading!
king of swords rx, judgment rx, eight of swords, three of cups, ten of swords, two of pentacles
a scent “that no one else has” or can have would suit you; with this in mind, layering scents could be for you, or some type of pheromone perfume would be good too. a scent that maybe seems subtle to you, but overwhelming to others. before shuffling, the idea of a “powder” scent came to mind or even a perfume oil. a gourmand scent could also fare well for you, so a perfume that merges a powdery scent with a gourmand one could be good or, again, layering those two scents on top of one another could make you stand out. there’s also a slight hint of sea salt being good for you also with two of pentacles being at the bottom of the deck.
Hello! Hope you’re well :) I was wondering if you were still planning on responding to the remaining asks for your ‘quarters’ game? Congrats again on 1000 followers :)
i will! i'm just trying to get my life together right now 😭
congrats on 1,000 followers! if there’s still a spot available, could I please get a “you seem lost” reading? I feel so stuck right now 😭 Thank you so much!
after your ask there's now 9 spots left for this reading, so happy to see you made it! here's your reading!
"nnan" by young m.a. (feat. relle bey & max yb)
"se encendio el bepper" by oro solido
"seven (band ver.)" by jungkook (feat. latto)
page of wands, three of pentacles, six of swords, the magician rx, four of wands, page of cups, two of swords, ten of pentacles, six of wands
you could find yourself interacting with new people who could possibly become your friends right now or soon. i'm not sure if you're in school or anything, but it could be the result of being paired with others for a group project or something like that. this could also be about you having some sort of excitement about connecting with others and maybe opening yourself up to new relationships/friendships after a period of maybe wanting to be away from people. there's a call for you to be more laidback and "lackadaisical" when it comes to trying to connect with others; almost in a "if it happens, then it happpens" kind of way. maybe you used to be sort of controlling or the leader in your older relationships, but now there's a call fo you to be more open to collaboration and collective helping as opposed to possibly trying to curate everything to be a specific way. overall, there's a call to allow new people to come to you and to learn to work with them if you wish for them to be your friends.
Can I participate in your celebratory game? In the category "you seem lost". (My initials are SR).
Felicitations for 1k!! Hope you grow more with passage of time, thank you!
thanks for your well wishes! here's your reading!
"heaven" by mary mary
"illusion" by aespa
"focus" by ariana grande
queen of pentacles, five of wands, seven of pentacles rx, five of pentacles, queen of wands, ace of wands, wheel of fortune rx, eight of wands
you could be in a season of personal growth that's leaving you feeling "unfufilled" or more confused than you were before in some way. you could feel as if you're doing a lot of for others or for yourself in the hopes of self-betterment, but it's like you can't see the results of your work; "what was i made for" by billie eilish comes to mind. you could find yourself comparing yourself and your journey to others and feeling less than because of this. there's a feeling of you falling for others' illusions of how good their life is and how well they're doing and in turn downplaying yourself and your achievements over the time you've been working on yourself. there's a call for you to look to yourself only for comparison and strength instead of looking to others and trying to fit into the steps needed for their lives because you're different and your needs and steps are different. there's a call for you to "become your own inspiration". if you're into manifestation or creating moodboards or something like that, then you might consider adding yourself to those boards or ideas instead of using others' photos or ideas. overall, there's affirmation that things are changing -- you are changing -- but "comparison is the thief of all joy", so be sure to only look to yourself in order to see and feel your growth in its true form instead of an illusioned one where you feel less than because of how it seems others have it.
Thank you for your time and energy. Have a nice day! 🤍
i have two of those questions left, so you can still try if you want! i hope this finds you well even though it's late!
"so sick" by ne-yo
"suga daddy" by noah davis
"hold on" by h.e.r
eight of swords, four of wands, justice, four of cups, ace of pentacles, four of swords, two of wands rx, king of pentacles, death
you could be feeling imprisoned in some way by those around you -- your family, community, the social life or circle you've built for yourself, or something along those lines. if you don't personally feel this way, then possibly your higher self or the universe (or whoever you believe in) may feel that way. you could find youself walking away from certain friendships or connections coming soon; there's a sense of things suddenly "shaking up" or "becoming interesting". you could be presented the opportunity to rest more or to stay in the house. the hermit isn't present, but you could be in that mode of life re-evaluating your current relationships/friendships. ace of pentacles is leading me to believe there's a hidden opportunity present in being open to this change and shift in social groups or activities - like you may feel less stressed or find that you're able to retain more money (even "more sanity") in some seperation. overall, there's a call to re-evaluate those around you and the people you want surround yourself with; there's a call to focus more on your own development of a circle you'd feel more comfortable with.
Also I wanna participate in feeling lucky bcs I wanna test my intuition 😊
Stellium : Aquarius or cancer
Fav flower: hibiscus or champa
Major : buisness
Major arcana : the devil
Highest placement: sun or ascendant
My initial G Pisces sun
Tysmm 💗
unfortunately, you didn't get any of the answers right for the feeling lucky part, but i'm still gonna do the "you seem lost" reading! hope it finds you well!
"someday" by elmiene
"heartbeat" by david alexander
"the world was wide enough" from hamilton the musical
judgement rx, page of wands, page of pentacles, three of pentacles, the empress, nine of wands, five of pentacles
you could be in a time period of life where you feel unstable or unsure of where to go; you could be dealing with a lot of self-doubt, and you could be "sitting in self-loathing" in some way. this could be because you have so many ideas you want to implement or so many things you want to go after but feel you can't or feel it'll be too hard to go after. there's advice to keep the excitement alive and bring it to your physical actions/doings. with three of coins present their could be a calling for you to try to connect with others specifically, but there's also the air of doing that in general with the empress. there's a call to take all the things in your mind -- all your dreams and wants you think of doing and finding a way to make them concrete and real in your life. in order to do this, you must get out of your head and persevere and "make moves" in your physical life. overall, there's a call for you to get out of your head and to do things in person (maybe even impulsively or in a "do it for the plot" mindset if you need the extra push).
Hey sun! Congrats on 1K followers! I'm here for your game.
My question:how do people view you? what do they associate you with?
Thanks in advance!
thank you! i hope you enjoy your reading!
“bo$$” by fifth harmony
“emotional bruises” by madison beer
“real love” by eric benét
the hermit rx, five of wands, ten of coins rx, six of coins, the star, ace of cups, king of wands, ace of wands
people could see you somewhat as a loner or as someone who rejects people a ton (or gets rejected often). i’m getting people could also see you as someone who is always in some drama or arguing with people in some way. it feels like this is related to a friend group in some way; maybe people see you as being the odd one out, or the person who comes in and out of the group. this seems to be a situation where you’re not actually doing anything wrong; some people could see you as being used by this friend group you might be attached to. people see you as someone who is actually very generous, but they may feel as if you enable the people around you to do sketchy things because you have hope they’ll fix themselves and be better people. i’m reminded of the song “in my head” by ariana grande, so that could be the feeling people have about you. it’s like they think you invite conflict into your life because you keep thinking you can fix people or give enough of yourself in order to make things work. the idea of having a “bleeding heart” comes to mind, so people could associate you with that or other quotes about having your heart on your sleeve or things like that. people might even view you as a caretaker in a sense.
Hello! I would love to participate in your new game! The just like you one please! My initials are LA🌙
“poetic justice” by kendrick lamar (feat. drake)
“praise is what i do” by shekinah glory ministry
“black barbies” by nicki minaj and mike will made it
ten of wands, strength, two of wands, five of wands, page of wands, the lovers, the world
there’s a lot of wands energy, so people could associate you with always being active or creating and doing things. if you have heavy fire and/or air placements, then those may be easy for people to pick out when being around you. people could see you as someone who always seems to be going through some sort of struggle in life, but it’s as if you handle it well with strength being present. people could see you as someone who is always ending one chapter of their life to go on another adventure. people may feel as if you pop in and out of their lives a bit because of how “busy” you seem to be. “busy bee” comes to mind. people see you as very flexible and mutable, but they might also think this “all over the place” energy inhibits you. they might feel as if it conflicts with your ability to be stable because you’re chasing experiences or ideas as opposed to concrete things if that makes sense. despite this being their usual thought process, they may also think you have a way of making things work for you; a way of finding stability in areas where everyone else would struggle to. people may feel as if you have the world at your feet because of your ability to deal with anything that’s thrown at you. people may feel as if you operate as if nothing can knock you off your feet.
credits to me. feel free to use and save. of course credit would be appreciated but it is not required. I’m just making these for fun <3 p.s. I did not make the sparkle gif itself, just changed the color of it. I have a couple other colors but didn’t include them, I have them in my drafts tho in unfinished story layouts and what not.
in honour of Pride Month, I wanted to make a version of my stars dividers, but with several LGBTQIA+ flag colours. :’))) I hope I have represented your flags well—please do let me know if I got the colours wrong.
everyone deserves to love and be loved freely, without discrimination -> pride month collection 🤍
asteroid eris is named after the greek goddess of discord and strife. eris is known to be a troublemaker and is often credited with starting and sustaining the trojan war. although eris is often associated with creating problems for people, liana miate asserts that hesiod (an ancient greek poet) splits eris into two: a younger version who aligns with sowing discord for no reason and an older version who intends to bring about competition and push people to go beyond their set limits.
in astrology, eris follows her mythological roots and represents areas of life where we can encounter disruptions, major losses, and chaos. eris can also tell of where we face injustices and where we need to learn to stand up for ourselves.
asteroid eris mainly makes itself known as it moves and creates transiting aspects, but for this post i will be focusing on how it functions in one’s birth chart. (if you do want me to analyze how it may work as it makes aspects to planets and other object - let me know).
𝐈𝐈. 𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐒
asteroid eris has an orbital period of about 560 years, so it moves through the signs really slowly. this asteroid has been in the sign of aries since the mid-1920s and won’t be in taurus until 2048 where it will stay until around 2146. with this in mind, i will only explain the way the signs aries and taurus will influence the way asteroid eris can function.
𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗦
eris in aries could be tumultuous. there could be more of an emphasis on literal war and combat which makes sense in my opinion given the world wars were in and around the time period of this asteroid being in aries. i also see eris in aries being more likely to fight back against the chaos the asteroid can bring; if older eris wants people to learn to stand up for themselves, then aries is the perfect sign for that to occur. again, we can look back in history to see revolutions like the civil rights movement, the vietnam war protests, the breaking up of the british empire and more occur while this asteroid was in aries. of course, these things happen all throughout history, but i want to specify how often this seems to happen while in the specific period of eris in aries.
asteroid eris in aries seems to function as dealing with catastrophes head-on with the idea of pushing through the tough times instead of succumbing to them. while discord may hit hard; the collective will rise back with more strength than what was had before.
𝗧𝗔𝗨𝗥𝗨𝗦
eris in taurus could bring about a sort of predictable chaos. build ups to conflict may be obvious, but when it occurs it could destroy people’s comfortability and especially bring havoc to finances. conflicts could last for long periods of time, and people overall could fall into a “woe is me” attitude when it comes to figuring out how to move past catastrophes; instead of figuring out how to advocate for one’s self or the collective when facing injustices - those born under eris in taurus could try to wait things out. the idea of fighting back or advocating for oneself could take a while to be viable, but once it becomes an option i could see people putting up a hard fight.
asteroid eris in taurus could be reluctant to face conflict head on, but once decided to it will be obstinate on its course. i’m reminded of the phrase “when an unstoppable force hits an immovable object”.
𝐈𝐈𝐈. 𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒
𝗙𝗜𝗥𝗦𝗧
you could go through drastic physical changes. if you were to get into plastic surgery, fillers, botox, etc. it may not bode well for you; your body could react negatively to the treatments and/or you may not look as well as you wanted to. you could also struggle with your identity or feeling like you don't truly know yourself or what you want to do in life. you could go through "phases" or looking and/or dressing a certain way. you could feel as if no one understands you, or as if the way you view yourself is vastly different from how others see and understand you. people may not be able to come to a consensus about who they think you are as a person. it could take you a while to find out "who you are", and your body may change often throughout your life. those with eris in the first house probably need to come to terms with the way they look instead of trying to constantly change their appearance, and they also likely need to learn how to settle down with one way of living or learn to embrace that vastness of who they want to be instead of trying to put themselves into a box.
𝗦𝗘𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗗
money and other financial successes could easily come and go out of your life. you may be the type of person who loses things more easily than the average person, and you may find it hard to retain money and possessions. during tense transits, you could have items repossessed or even stolen from you. your routines could be hard to maintain, or you could find random incidents keep you from being able to have one. it could be easy for you to break bad habits (but again, could be hard for you to maintain good ones). you could find yourself struggling to keep jobs or find that you're drawn to jobs where every day is different and unpredictable. you may need to learn how to stay on top of what it is you want and need to do (ie. writing down a schedule, having someone hold you accountable, etc.). you may need to learn how to say no to yourself when it comes to spending money and work on having a savings account you can't touch at all. it may be better for you to make large purchases with cash instead of setting up payments, so you can keep possessions long-term.
𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗥𝗗
you could find yourself being ghosted often and/or you could have trouble maintaining contact with others. you could be "horrible with communication" or even technology to an extent. you could find that people misunderstand you or they think you're more harsh in your words than you intend to be. you could also have a tumultuous relationship with your siblings - maybe you've always found it hard to connect with them, or you go long periods of time without talking. your early education may have been interrupted in some way (having to move away, change schools, etc.). you could also have issues with transportation more often than others like your car breaking down randomly or always being late to events due to unreliability. learning how to advocate for yourself will be a major key to dealing with this eris placement. there's a need to learn how to "speak up" and deal with confrontation without running away and also without arguing. you may find it better to try leaving early to account for possible transportation issues. there's a need to learn to set boundaries with your siblings also in order to maintain the connection.
𝗙𝗢𝗨𝗥𝗧𝗛
you could have an unstable home life. maybe you had (or you do) change living situations often, or your relationship with your family might not be the best. your childhood might’ve been fractured as a result of family issues. people, areas, or things you find comfort in may seem like they always get “ruined” at some point (ie. if you have a comfort show it gets canceled or the writing starts going downhill, a celebrity you like ends up being very problematic, etc.). you may feel as if you have no control over your emotions, or whenever you try to control your emotions you end up breaking down anyways. you may even find it hard to trust your instincts. you may also find it hard to create and maintain relationships with women - especially your mother. you may need to learn how to come to terms with the fact your childhood wasn’t as good as you wanted (or as good as it should’ve been); you might even have to realize you need to put yourself and your needs above your family due to their issues. you may need to learn to step back when it comes to parasocial relationships; figuring out it’s okay to find comfort in things or people, but not putting them on a pedestal anymore.
𝗙𝗜𝗙𝗧𝗛
eris in the fifth house is also a contender for having an unstable childhood. maybe you weren’t allowed to behave like a child, or your childhood abruptly ended due to unforeseen circumstances. when engaging in creative avenues, you may encounter blocks often - in terms of imagination, originality, or physical blocks. you might even find that the art you create gets messed up in some way (ie. you delete a song or a section of a song you were making, you mix the wrong paints together, etc.). you may spontaneously lose interest in hobbies, or you’re prevented from being able to do them (ie. it rains on a day you planned to golf, you run out of yarn when you were planning to knit, etc.). with this placement, it may also seem like your romantic life is never going anywhere; this is another house that may see people ghosting them, or when you go out on dates they could be horrendous. you may need to learn how to create things out of your messes when it comes to creative endeavors; there’s a need to learn how to “roll with the punches” so to speak. you may find it best to engage in multiple hobbies instead of just one or finding a way to have someone hold you accountable for the creative work you want to create. there’s a need to allow yourself to go back to being the child you never got to be at some points.
𝗦𝗜𝗫𝗧𝗛
you may be the type of person who always has health issues or some sort of injury. when you try to create good health habits you may find it hard to stay on track, and there may even be instances where you unintentionally break your habits (ie. you’re counting calories and want to stay under a certain amount but by day three you’ve forgotten you were dieting this way, you’re forced to work overtime one night and it just happens to be one of the days you’ve set aside for weight training, etc.). you may lose items easily, and when you try to help others you may have a way of making things worse (ie. you tried to help someone cook, but you burned part of the meal). you may need to advocate for and pay attention to your health and your body more than the average person. similar to other placements, having other people hold you accountable may be helpful for you to maintain habits you want to implement. you may find it best to keep items in the same place each time you don’t have them in your hand, so you don’t lose things as often. when helping others, try to have someone check your work to be sure you’re providing aid the right way.
𝗦𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗛
you could find yourself entering toxic relationships often or at least relationships that often never go anywhere. you might find yourself being ghosted by people for seemingly no reason or drama arising out of relationships you have from out of nowhere. contracts you write up or engage in could fall apart easily (ie. you receive a job offer, but it’s randomly rescinded for no reason; you have everything in order to move to a new apartment, but you get rejected out of nowhere), or they could cause more headaches than they’re worth. you might find people often don’t give enough in their relationships with you - like you’re the one running the show, making all the plans to be together, spending all the money, and they’re only along for the ride, or they only focus on what they can gain from you. you may need to learn how to have respect for yourself when it comes to relationships of all kinds. learning to not set yourself on fire in order to keep someone else from being cold, demanding equality in partnerships, etc. with this placement in aries i could even see a need to step back from relationships in some way - to allow or force others to pull their weight instead of making everything happen on your own. there’s a need to learn how to advocate for yourself and your needs in partnerships and contracts.
𝗘𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧𝗛
you could feel as if you’re always going through some sort of transformation - almost as if your life itself or life circumstances are always unstable. when you try to share with others you could find your kindness is not appreciated, so you may feel reluctant to give people money or take money from others for seemingly no reason. whenever you try to create deep connections with people it could feel like things never work out or always fall through (ie. you want to have a business partner, but the person backs out at the last minute, you need someone to cosign on a loan for you, but no one is willing). also, with this placement you may feel as if people leave randomly; this could range from being ghosted, them not putting in effort to maintain a relationship with you, conversations going stale to literal death taking people away from you without warning. additionally, your long term assets may be unstable. there could be a need to learn how to let go of things and people once they’ve served their purpose in your life; some people are meant to be present for only moments or periods of time in your life as opposed to throughout the whole journey. there’s also a need to stay on top of contracts and long-term investments; you could find that lower risk investments work best for you. there’s also a need to learn how to share yourself with others and allow others to do the same with you even through times where you may have been betrayed - learning from your mistakes is important in this area.
𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗛
this is another placement that could encounter issues with transportation since the ninth house deals with travel. going further though, you could often experience disruptions when going on trips or vacations (ie. forgetting your passport, wallet, or other important item; flights being canceled or delayed for no reason, having “bad” experiences when you visit other areas). this could also be an indicator of struggling in areas of higher academia; this could be in regards to the material feeling overwhelming to learn or things always going wrong during the school year (ie. experiencing life changing events that make it hard for you to attend class, having to drop classes or finding it hard to create a schedule that works, etc.). connections to religion could also be unstable; you could feel uncomfortable with the idea of religion because of issues with religious institutions. you may find that people often try to suppress your culture or way of living, or you could find it hard to connect with your culture because people push you away from it in some way. there’s a need to be proactive when it comes to the way you travel – opting to leave too early instead of even on time, checking your luggage twice and three times over, etc. you may need to advocate for yourself more when interacting with higher institutions like college or religious places, and there’s also a need to be proud of your culture and views despite people’s attempts to erase them.
𝗧𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗛
when it comes to receiving recognition for your achievements you could find that you’re often looked over. your career path may be hard for you to narrow down, or you could find you’re let go from jobs without warning when everything seems to be fine from your point of view. you may jump from job to job or be promoted and demoted to certain positions for no reason. you could encounter extreme highs and lows when it comes to your reputation; it might even be possible that your reputation is not consistent amongst people, and it could be hard for you to control it. when you’re in positions of power you may find that people often undermine you or refuse to take you seriously - especially men. on that note, you may find it hard to create and maintain relationships with men (especially your father). you could find people always find a way to criticize you or tell you all the work you do is wrong no matter what you do. there’s a need to possibly embrace whatever reputation people assign to you instead of trying to control the narrative or change who you are to appease everyone. there is also a need to demand recognition and praise when you know you deserve it - possibly even walking away from job opportunities when you know you’re being lowballed. there’s a need to maintain your sense of self trusting that the truth of who you are will guide you towards those who will appreciate you.
𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗛
it could be hard for you to maintain friendships and connections with the collective and other groups in general. you could find yourself being iced out or being the “odd one out” when you try to fit in. technology may fail on your frequently, or you may feel like it doesn’t like you (ie. you find it hard to connect to wifi, you always have phone or computer issues, etc.). you may feel as if (or told) that you’re not as helpful as you think you are when it comes to collective situations (ie. group projects). you could find your ideas and dreams for the future often don’t work out, or you find them hard to maintain. there’s partially a need to embrace your individuality - to come to terms with the fact that you will eventually find a group that aligns with you and won’t push you out or make you feel othered. there’s a need to keep putting yourself out there even when you feel like it never works out. there’s also a need to maintain hope – for the future, for connecting with others, and when it comes to interacting with technology.
𝗧𝗪𝗘𝗟𝗙𝗧𝗛
this is another placement that would indicate feeling as if you’re always going through some sort of transformation or ending in life. you could feel as if your spiritual life is in constant chaos (ie. having times where you’re clear on what your journey is and then suddenly feeling like you have no clue what you’re doing; being able to communicate with your guides clearly and then suddenly hearing radio silence, etc.). you could feel as if you don’t “truly” or “intimately” know yourself. you could find that your subconscious activates at random times and could cause trouble when you least expect it. you could feel as if your fate changes quickly going from having great luck to none at all. when it’s time to end certain cycles in your life you may find it hard to let go, or you may feel as if things end abruptly leaving little space for you to accept these endings. there’s a need to learn to be okay with abrupt endings or the idea of never receiving closure – finding a way to maintain peace even if this doesn’t happen. there’s also a need to take fate into your own hands instead of always being passive (or learning to be passive when it’s necessary). there’s a need to be open to ambiguity as opposed to running away from it.
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