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THE shatabhisha moon girl || 19

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yes I have a white fridge

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departing with a gift!

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Punarvasu and the act of returning/going home to what you once knew and restarting. Punarvasu and the prefix “re-“ in general like omg renewal. I dyed my hair ginger blonde a couple years ago. I was going to redye it this year to be a light brown, but I had an epiphany of sorts yesterday and I’m going back to black(My natural hair color)! But not only am I going back to black, I’m going even darker than before like I’m going full on blue black like I want that slight blue hue in the sun light. I don’t know what planet I’m channeling rn like I’m in my Jupiter-Mars antardasha (mars is also my chart ruler😩) as of July 2nd. This summer has been so rough like omg idk the energy has just been BAD. I just need to get my life together😭

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This was such a cope bro I was NOT making shit shake in my life and thought dyeing my hair was going to save the day then I went on to go make some more dumb ass decisions during the fall like omg holy cope😭😭

And I hate to say that it gets better once you’re self aware but that’s not even half the battle because to this day i just fester in my frustration and laziness aint nothin cute about it like let me add my little “jupiterian” tag all I want but this is like a PSA to all of us — the astrology doesn’t excuse the behavior and you are still 100% responsible for your own actions and being aware of it does little to nothing

that’s like me saying this whole school year that I was gonna go to the gym. I went to ONE fitness class in JANUARY💀 and then wondered why I was a lethargic and self pitying mess. How am I supposed to convince myself that I’m going to go the gym when classes start back up in August if I’ve only “worked out” TWICE in the 30 days that I’ve been home holy shit

better not catch myself writing some eureka bullshit again because maybe the time I finally leave this app is the time when I know I’m actually doing something in real life instead of just complaining online. I do support journaling and whatnot but once I feel the need for an audience to hold me accountable that’s when I know it’s disingenuous

half the diaries hoes read for literature weren’t meant to be read by other people anyway I’ve lost the art

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don’t think I can handle the expectations that arise if I adopt the “girlfriend/wife” title

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am I supposed to ignore misogyny when I enter a relationship or what

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not playing about African and south East Asian women

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it’s so funny watching the off-campus stan girls gets so mad whenever the guys’ girlfriends are involved in literally anything— you guys are not hiding your jealousy well from anybody we can all see right through you. He’s not going to pick you OK Belmont is not going to pick you. He’s not going to pick you OKAYYY. Stephen’s not gonna pick YOU Antonio is not gonna pick you watch the damn show and shut the fuck up.

it’s genuinely so embarrassing like u DO NOT know these peopleeee parasocialism is so annoying they couldn’t care LESS about u they are actors doing their jobs they not gonna FUCK YOUUU

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jlo don’t know I was responsible for half of the “On the Floor” streams in 2011

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just did a 15 minute AI interview

Be fucking fr

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level of unemployment: cold calling jobs

I’m scared but I’m doin it!

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Punarvasu Women:

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Wendy Williams, Punarvasu Sun

Punarvasu gworlz, I know you’re not okay. I don’t even have to ask.

It was necessary for me to post the Ardra article before I posted this, so there would be sufficient background information to explain the physiology here.

One of Punarvasu’s main themes is the trauma that comes from existing in this world of violence and suffering. It is where all the horrors of dualistic existence come into full view and leave the profoundest trauma on the soul. And how does this manifest in Punarvasu women?

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Their eyes bulge in an expression of fear and horror, and the crying that started in Ardra comes into full force in Punarvasu. The most iconic crying women scenes and memes feature Punarvasu women.

Shelley Duvall, Punarvasu Sun:

Wendy Williams, Punarvasu Sun:

Kris Jenner, Punarvasu Moon:

Taylor Armstrong, Punarvasu ASC (note that the cat is Punarvasu’s symbolic animal):

Punarvasu women also tend to wear glasses that exaggerate the eyes.

Emma Thompson, Punarvasu Moon:

Iris Apfel, Punarvasu Moon:

It will be okay, Punarvasu gworlz. Grandma Dhuma will destroy this shithole of a universe. In the meantime try to shield yourselves from the trauma.

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just be crying and shit

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Sincere and Sean you are being watched

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in need of employment holy fuck

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let’s go Jupiter in cancer

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Just applied for a gazillion more part time jobs please SOMEBODYYYY😭😭😭😭

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men love getting in the way of successful women

Yes I’m talking about Jake Short

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let’s go Jupiter in cancer

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everyone, including Rue herself, had a hand in her death

everyone is blaming Maddy or Lexi or whatever but the truth is everyone was involved in their own shitty lives and then involved everyone else in it. no one could’ve escaped their outcome— they all “helped” each other get to where they got in the end. and for Rue, being an unreliable friend and known addict, no one really cared about what she said or did because they blamed the drugs for frying her brain. everyone was superficially nosy because they have NOTHING else to do but lament the lives they wished they had. Season 1 contrast to season 3. The HIGH is OVERRR.