Magnet

blk queer - 20- trigger warnings for: every type of abuse. eating disorders. self harm. minors dnfi.

[surprise-im-traumatized]

gonna call the traffickingn dv survivor housing resource but i'm scared they're gonna turn us away:( i just wanna keep my cat n give him a place to stay that's safe. what if they say i haven't been abused enough? we left officially less than a year ago so thedv stopped then,, n i think the trafficking stopped when we were a kid. i don't want to be on the streets i want our own place

[berdyayeva]

It’s just me and my stupid clit against the fucking world

[surprise-im-traumatized]

i think i'm gonna learn how to do sfx makeup. to try n cope w our self harm n more extreme self mutilation urges. an attempt to cope w missing being bloody n hurt

[surprise-im-traumatized]

sometimes i wish i could just have a burial plot. for when i need to take a break. i can lay in it n cover myself w dirt. n hear silence n the worms moving around as i take time to recuperate. my natural home. my safe zone

[surprise-im-traumatized]

i like the feeling of dirt!! i like the coolness of it once u get below the layer closest to the sun. damp and cool. i like feeling it between my fingers. i like standing on concrete when it's wet from rain. i want to dance in the rain again. i will soon. we will find a safe place to live. and i will soon again

[defectivegembrain]

I'm going to *remembers how many times in my life I didn't tell anyone I was suicidal* you know, I'm not going to, but I honestly think even joking about it is better than never talking about it, and I think people who have dealt with such a difficult thing deserve to be able to joke about our own experiences without getting lectured about some knock-off CBT that's been ground up and shat out of the online pop psychology void, and also you know this format in itself is a suicide joke right it's just euphemistic

[persianmom]

a perfectly ripe mango could change the trajectory of my life

[surprise-im-traumatized]

we got to have chinese food!!:3 haven't had takeout in ages,, and have been surviving on mostly oatmeal for the past days/week(s? i can't remember time has been even harder than it already is usually) so exciting:3 so sleepy tho

[surprise-im-traumatized]

ty ppl who donated to us so we could eat<33

[surprise-im-traumatized]

we got to have chinese food!!:3 haven't had takeout in ages,, and have been surviving on mostly oatmeal for the past days/week(s? i can't remember time has been even harder than it already is usually) so exciting:3 so sleepy tho

[deathgasmic]

some of you are very nice to me and i just want to say thank you and i love u

[brittlepredatordemon]

Actually, no, I don't think that friendships dropping like flies in your late 20s and early 30s because no one has time for that between overwork and family obligations and marriage and kids and partners and the ritual of the time slayer is normal and ok. No I don't think deep conversations and spontaneous adventures being replaced with a tired coffee every six months is a normal part of growing up. I don't think that emotional intimacy and soul bonds disintegrating in the face of practical inconvenience is a fact of life. I think that means something is deeply deeply wrong with our society and I will never forgive it for the friends I've lost

[surprise-im-traumatized]

sometimes i wish i could just have a burial plot. for when i need to take a break. i can lay in it n cover myself w dirt. n hear silence n the worms moving around as i take time to recuperate. my natural home. my safe zone

[surprise-im-traumatized]

ik something bloody n gorey happened but i can't remember it. flashes. the woods by that family's house. basements. i can't remember bc im not supposed to:( why did they make me this way

[surprise-im-traumatized]

wanna go inside. n hide forever. but we can't:( not allowed🙄 "have to keep living"🙄🙄

[pink-enby-in-distress]

help out a queer n trans disabled sex trafficking survivor

help a queer sex trafficking victim start anew

I understand the goal might seem outrageous, please keep in mind I'm accounting for processing fees and any amount (and shares) helps at any

hiii i'm beezus and i'm trying to get me and my cat a temporary place to stay. i had a mutual aid request to move out of my main abusive trafficker's house and it was met!! we're out!! we've been loaned a couch to sleep on for months but we have to go in the next 2-3 weeks officially. I am also literally starving. i can no longer work in person jobs because of my declining disabilities. but this campaign being funded would help me be able to take my catc to the vet (after being moved to this temp. place we're at rn w to other cats from my traffickers house,, and anxious from my constant distress ). it'd help me be able to go to the doctor again and be able to buy bus fair to go to food banks. etc.

i had tried to make the graphic accessible a the writing. but to be honest i don't think i did the best bc i changed the background and the site i used was trying to make me cry and crashout again trying to edit so. i will have to fix it/redo it completely. for now,, here's what the graphic says:

"Trans Trafficking Survivor in Need

My m/a goal to escape my main sex trafficker was met last year! But now I'm trying to make it out on my own. Last August I had to quit my in-person job and take a break from college due to my disabilities.

So I'm looking for a remote job to replace it. I've been looking for shelters and resources. But after being trafficked in cults, I am very wary and opposed to (often only ones available) religious resources.

Money will go towards me and my cat's basic needs.

Transportation for doctor's appointments. Groceries and medication for my cat and I. A temporary stay in an AirBNB or Vrbo place while I search for remote jobs. And the storage unit with all my things. I have no safe family in this state to rely on for support. So I'm asking for help online instead.

cashapp: $beezusinthetrap69

venmo: reeses-pieces67

chuffed: https://tinyurl.com/chuflink "

[surprise-im-traumatized]

thinking about the possibilities of going to the trafficking survivor resource except it's christian and we're a cult survivor:,,,,,,,) i hope we don't have to

[hamletpolny]

sir, that’s my emotional support imaginary world

[aropride]

needing to take a shower: worst feeling in the world getting into the shower: hardest task in the world being in the shower: 🚿🧼🛁🧴🫧 getting out of the shower: second hardest task in the world being out of the shower: (soft hair) (soft skin) (cozy towel) (clean clothes) why is getting into the shower always so hard. i should remember this feeling (most beautiful feeling in the world) next time i need to take a shower