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She always have something negative or bad to say, love being criticized all the time mom, had fun thanks.

Yes I’m jeolous.

My parents always hated each other, I passed my whole life watching them fighting and arguing and when I reached the age I tried my hardest to keep them together, I always thought that love was violence and pain, I passed my life in fear of losing them, isolating myself to cry until I couldn’t feel anything anymore, i passed my life doing research on humans emotions to help them, I just wanted them to be alright.

Of course I’m jealous I just wanted to have a happy family.

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Urm yeah not going to date my favorite person anymore. Mistake not to make again dont recommend.

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cluster-b-culture-is

Suspected cluster B culture is feeling like there’s nothing beneath the image you portray to others. There’s not a real person beneath what they see, just a mass of overwhelming boredom and you’re really not even sure what your opinion of yourself is because you’re just that detached from everything

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Passing my driver license ngl that wall looks like it needs a hug

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I’ll fucking rip their organs out

I’m aware that I push you away, but it’s because I love you.

I’m aware that I hurt you, but I don’t know how to stop.