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Nothing Like You | Elena & Katherine
reina-petrova :
.Katherine ignored Elena’s tone in order to stop herself from snapping her neck then and there. As much as she despised it, it was sometimes useful to have a look-a-like running around town, though she’d have to endure a serious makeover to ever be taken seriously as Katherine Pierce. “I’m surprised the town didn’t build you an ark just to withstand the flood.” It seemed the town, and even both Salvatores were less under Elena’s spell than she originally thought, which worked perfectly for Katherine. Perhaps history could yet repeat itself.
“The only obsession I have about you is your demise and the many ways I can cause it. I suggest you don’t let it flare up.” Katherine replied, and even laughed at Elena’s attempt at a stab. Doppelgangers were not only good for substituting you during a pagan altar sacrifice, but also for target practice, it seemed. “What’s it like to be irrelevant, Elena? Tell me, what do you do so high up on your pedestal when nobody cares enough to worship you anymore?”
At Katherine’s jab about the town coming together to keep her safe, Elena’s only thought was the fact that it was a shame vampires were so durable. She didn’t feel so negatively toward very many people, but was there truly anyone who would have been sad to hear that her conniving, manipulative, vindictive doppelganger hadn’t survived the flood?
On top of everything else, allowing herself to buy into Katherine’s mind games was the very last thing she needed right now. Elena knew better than to unnecessarily stir the pot, and she certainly made it clear that being mouthy wasn’t the smartest choice, but exhausted irritation was a powerful thing. “I’m sure Stefan would be thrilled.” She had to assume that was at least a part of the reason Katherine hadn’t actually followed through with her many threats just yet. Whether they were a couple or not, he would never forgive her for that.
Katherine’s hyperbolization was as grating as ever, but she bit her tongue and swallowed before replying. “I thought it’d be a lot quieter.” She dismissed, adjusting the strap of the heavy bag on her shoulder and facing forward. “Do you mind? I’ve got somewhere to be.”
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“It’s not just you.”, he said while he looked around. The summer looks of the city had disappeared, jackets and even the occasional scarf started to appear. “Besides, I think we’re all paying attention to the weather after the storm we just had.” The signs were still visible in the streets, even when the city and its inhabitants were trying to clean up the mess.
“I don’t think I’d fit it anyway.”, he laughed. “And my daughter prefers her father not to have anything to do with her wardrobe. Your jacket was totally safe with me.” He didn’t know her, didn’t know if he should know her at all. She looked like one of the many college students who lived her, but she could just as well be on a vacation here. A dangerous one, if that was the case. “Pleather?” He frowned. “One of the many modern trends I’m missing out on?”
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Elena nodded at the reminder of the recent storm. “Of course.” She agreed somewhat absently. It wasn’t as though she hadn’t been aware of how much it had effected everyone else in the city, but the only thing she could take away from the experience was her run in with Klaus. Maybe it was a selfish state to find herself in, but his efforts had been impactful to say the least. She laughed lightly at his quip, ignoring the pang that tightened her stomach as he mentioned interfering in his daughter’s wardrobe. As irritating as a father’s opinions on such a matter could be, she kind of missed rolling her eyes at her own. “Mhm.” Elena answered, “Like leather, but for poor college kids.” She joked, smiling as she slipped into the jacket. “I’ve actually gotta run, but thanks for keeping it safe.”
“You’re a monster, Elena. You deserve to die.“
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Saint Lips & Holy Palmers
Stefan audibly sighed into her neck, wondering what had prompted her to unravel within his arms. A few huffs of intelligible murmurs were enough for him to know something was seriously off. Although, selfishly he wanted to hold onto this moment for as long as possible before the world took it’s toll on them. No amount of time and distance could erode the relationship they’d built. Even on the shakiest of ground, he’d found himself slipping back into the routine with her. Every breath shared as they’d huddled closer; begging the world to wait a little longer for them to recover from the latest quake. It could spin madly on without them, if only for the afternoon.
Her heart exposed the truth that wouldn’t dare escape her lips. A slight pick up in her breathing, only masked by the smile and redirection, indicated that their perfect little bubble had been threatened. One prick and they’d been thrusted back into their current reality. “I insist,” he interjected with a smile. Stefan held his jacket out to her; he’d rather avoid the possible chill that could settle in her bones.
“I’m the same, you?” He retorted, wishing they didn’t have to beat around the bush like this. “Just a few broken windows and we sprung a leak. I promised the inn keeper I’d keep her place in check. Gave me something to do..” besides drink. “How’s everything on your end?” Stefan reached over, his fingers brushing over her cheek lovingly. He couldn’t help himself.
Of course you do, Elena thought to herself as she reached out to accept his jacket. “Thanks.” She grinned, all but rolling her eyes at the perfectly chivalrous gesture for being entirely predictably but pleasantly Stefan. Despite the warming flutter in her stomach, she gratefully shrugged on his coat, pulling it close to her body and cozying into the comforting scent of him that lingered on the fabric.
“That was nice of you.” Elena nodded, not at all surprised to hear he’d been pitching in to fix up a place that wasn’t even his. His question took on the weight she had been foolishly attempting to avoid as the gentle brush of his fingers blossomed guilt within her at the fact that she had dared reach for a few normal moments within the midst of the chaos.
The storm hadn’t personally done her much damage at all, unless Hurricane Klaus was a thing. As much as she wanted to hold on to this brief reprieve, she had to stop trying to small talk around the fact that their lives weren’t this simple. Having hesitated for far too long already, a reluctant sigh sank her chest as she averted her eyes.
Might as well just get it out there, then.
“I’m okay…” She started carefully, a preemptive warning in her tone, an assurance that he didn’t need to freak out as her fingers moved to untie the knot in her scarf. She felt the shield of blissfully willful ignorance she had attempted to build around them cracking and falling as solidly as she felt the fabric against her skin. Things had been different with Damon. There was no pretense of feigning everything was okay – he knew it wasn’t, and he had been fully involved with how seriously it wasn’t. He had openly poured so much effort into preventing Klaus’ coming for her that she had had no reservations of telling him when it finally happened.
Scarf undone, Elena held her breath as she willed up the ability to slowly but surely pull it away from her neck. There was no need to put on a brave face with him, and she knew that, but what other option did she have? The only way to keep from cowering in fear was to minimize the seriousness of the situation. Besides, it wasn’t necessarily for him; covering the marks of Klaus’ hands was much preferable to the intervention of some random concerned good Samaritan upon spotting the distinctive bruising they had left.
“I’m okay,” Elena repeated firmly - in the physical sense, she had certainly been through worse damage, even considering the rest of the marks scattered hidden beneath her clothes. “But Klaus wasn’t very happy to see me.” A poor and highly inappropriate attempt at a joke, but denial was easier than crying.
He had seen the abandoned jacket when he sat down on the bench but didn’t pay attention to it yet. He was enjoying a nice day outside, not knowing how long it would last before autums would come. He had opened a book, almost losing his attention to his surroundings. Stupid. Careless. Something he shouldn’t do, most definitely not in the Quarter. He was surprised when he felt the tug on the fabric and he turned around. “My mistake. I shouldn’t have sat on it…” He stood up, handing over the jacket. “You shouldn’t forget it.”, he winked. “It’s getting colder.”
Elena was relieved at his lack of irritation, but immediately brushed off his apology as he rose to his feet. “No, it’s totally fine.” She dismissed; she was the one who had absentmindedly left her things lying around in public. “Thanks,” She reached out, accepting the jacket as he offered it back to her. “Yeah. I’m kind of a freeze baby.” Elena laughed lightly, slipping the garment back on lest she lose track of it again.
“Thanks for not stealing it.” She joked, shifting the strap of her bag on her shoulder. He exuded the same kind of confidence that she typically saw paired with unnatural strength, though his seemed to be more along the lines of simply being sure of himself. There was a gentle kindness in his eyes and the relaxed way he reacted to her, but he had an edge that she couldn’t quite put her finger on. “I hear pleather is booming on the black market.”
Despite Elena’s best efforts to keep the looming cloud of doom at bay, the one thing she couldn’t ignore was how completely scatter brained she felt in even the smallest endeavors. Unsurprisingly, she had managed to walk a good half a block after getting up from her seat before realizing she had left her jacket behind when a soft breeze made her rub her forearms.
Stopping and turning on a dime, she sighed, relieved to see it was still there but irritated with herself for having left it in the first place. Someone had taken a seat facing away from her on the vacated bench, but she paid no mind, doubling back to retrieve the forgotten item. As she grabbed a fistful of the soft fabric and gave it a pull, her cheeks reddened at the resistance. “Oh, sorry -“ She started quickly, realizing the person had been leaning on her jacket. After a pause, she inhaled and nodded to the garment in her hand. “My jacket.” Obviously. Get it together.
Saint Lips & Holy Palmers
There was an urgency in her motions but Stefan attributed to the distance that had been paved between them. Since their break up, their communication had been skewed by his own ego and hurt feelings. It made sense the moment he’d allowed himself to drop his guard, she’d envelop him into her life wholly. There was something so easy about being around her; it was like breathing. He never have to put much thought into what to say or how to act. Who knew a natural disaster would bring them together. Stefan cuddled her to his chest, his hand cradling the back of her neck, in hopes to calm whatever negative feelings that swirled within her.
“Hey,” his voice hushed as he spoke into her hair. She still smelt like lavender and sunlight. “Is everything okay?” Stefan questioned more so to himself, the way her body meld into his, it felt right but almost wrong. He ran his fingers through her hair, a silent gesture to remind her that he’d would always be a safe place for her.
“I’m alright for now,” he answered. Stefan obeyed naturally waiting for her settling into the cold, coiled metal. His eyes studied Elena for a moment, wondering why she’d wore her scarf to tight around her neck. It wasn’t cold and as Caroline would put it, scarfs only looks trendy when they were loose. “Are you cold?” He shrugged off his jacket, ready to hand it over to her.
Elena sighed softly, a small smile pushing the tension in her shoulders away as his fingers slipped through her hair. A small nod and an incoherent murmur were all she offered, brushing off his question. Everything wasn’t okay, but that was okay for now. It didn’t matter why or how long they had been apart, where they were now or why they were together again; nothing could detract from the fact that the reassuring comfort of Stefan’s arms felt entirely like home.
She nodded at his dismissal, her own chilled fingers finding the cup on the table in front of her to raise the warm drink to her lips. Though she tried not to blatantly stare, she had been watching closely enough to notice that his question was hardly out of the blue. “Yeah –“ Elena started, though immediately snuffed out the lie with a fraction of a smile and a shake of her head as she dropped her eyes to her lap. “No, no I’m fine.” She corrected, setting her cup down and holding her hand up as he slipped out of his jacket. “Thank you, though.”
He would push it, and she knew it, but she was grasping at the straws of a world where they could be together for even just a few moments without one borderline apocalyptic thing or another hanging over their heads. “How are you?” She asked, far too casually, resting an elbow on the table and propping her chin in her open palm. “The storm didn’t do too much damage, I hope.”
Nothing Like You | Elena & Katherine
Like looking in a dull, dingy mirror, Katherine spotted her carbon copy walking down the streets of New Orleans, discernible only by her thread-like hair and obvious attempt at evading her betters. A smile perched on her lips, Katherine saw the disdain in her doppelganger as an invitation to catch up, and in a moment’s notice, was falling into step with her down the streets of the south. “Hello, cupcake.”
“You’re not avoiding me, are you? We should let those murder attempts between us go.” Mischief coloured her eyes with an insincere warmth as she turned to face Elena, clearly enjoying the cat-and-mouse dynamic she’d created. “Not even the Salvatores have been avoiding me - but they haven’t mentioned you at all.”
Intently keeping her eyes forward, it wasn’t until Katherine’s voice – her voice – hit her ear that she turned her attention to the woman who had intently caught up with her. Elena sighed audibly, pushing down the seething hatred with the task of focusing on keeping her legs moving. “Of course not. I’m thrilled.” She responded flatly, turning her eyes back to the space in front of her. Keep walking; feign complete disinterest in the fact that she was certainly here for a reason; save her questions for Stefan or Damon and bore Katherine away with her supposed indifference.
The knowledge that she had been in contact with the Salvatores and neither of them had thought it worth mentioning to her that her literal evil twin was lurking around was undeniably as grating as Katherine had likely intended it to be, but Elena refused to drop the composed façade. “I’m sure they haven’t.” Mentioned her, that was; she had no doubts about either of them avoiding her if at all possible. “Your obsession is pretty flattering though.” Even if Katherine’s presence in town had nothing to do with her, the vampire didn’t have to go out of her way to harass her; Elena wouldn’t put it past her to do so out of sheer vanity’s sake. “Can’t say it’s reciprocated, but that’s nothing new for you, is it?” It was bit beneath her typical playing ground, but Katherine was the one who had brought Stefan up already.
Saint Lips & Holy Palmers
Stefan accepted the crisp scent of fall that wisps through the trees. The flood left the soil oversaturated and firm beneath his feet. Oddly, he’d found comfort in the earthy scent. A stolen moment that transported him back to the late afternoons he’d worked out in the garden. His mother had been a tender hearted green thumb, huddling his small frame against her side, as they’d admired the blossomed bulbs. He’d gladly accept the moments that brought him back to the better days. Although, there was nothing that brought him back to the bitter sweet present than the scent of her perfume. He didn’t know what to think or how to act but when she’d asked him to meet her here; the answer was simple.
He tucked his hands into the fronts of his pockets, letting his tired bones carry him through the busied streets. Hushed conversations and unguarded smiles reflected in windows of the shops. Stefan couldn’t help but smile along with him.
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Cozily seated on the cold wire furniture on the patio of her favorite café, Elena wrapped her chilled hands around the mug in front of her and tried to calm the anticipation in her chest. It was silly, downright absurd how badly the young brunette yearned to stick her head in the sand. She had come to New Orleans to escape the realm of supernatural drama – the fact that it had arguably only grown worse in the time since was borderline devastating.
Scarf carefully affixed around her neck, Elena had made a concentrated effort to cover the bruising left by Klaus’ unforgiving hands. They would absolutely talk about it, but she needed to spend a little bit of time sheltered in the blissful ignorance of them. Her biggest fear upon breaking up with Stefan was that he would come to see her the way he saw Katherine; that when he spoke her name, his lips would drip with disdain. Their surprising encounter at St. Anne’s had filled her heart with a reassuring sense of hope.
“Stefan,” She smiled once she saw him approaching, pushing away from the table and rising to her feet. There was a brief hesitance before she took a few steps forward and pulled him into a hug. It wasn’t necessarily awkward, just more that she wanted to give him the chance to draw the line between them or not. The smile fell from her expression as she pressed her face into his shoulder, closing her eyes against the quietly reassuring strength of him. After a moment or two too long to be a casually friendly embrace, she pulled back, pushing her hair behind her ear. “Here, sit down.” She offered quickly, gesturing to the chair opposite hers. “Do you want something to drink?”
A Death So Full | Klaus&Elena
The far below the belt jab on the subject of Isobel hit surprisingly hard. While Elena had a rocky relationship with her birth mother, to say the very least, there would always be a little nagging voice that wondered if she hadn’t been beyond redemption. It was a question she could never answer, simply because Klaus had stolen her chance to ask. Much like with John – her uncle – Elena hadn’t had enough time after finding out the truth to process what that meant for her before they were both just gone.
It wasn’t very hard to guilt trip the eldest Gilbert; she spent so much time blaming herself for the woes of those around her already that it simply took a little mental push in the wrong direction to fill her stomach with concrete. Her eyes carefully followed him, watching the confident ease of his movements as though she had a prayer to stop an attack if only she saw it coming in time. He had a point, and it certainly wasn’t one she hadn’t pondered over more sleepless nights than she could count. He was right… people died because of her.
But that didn’t mean she had killed them.
The accident had killed her parents under Wickery Bridge, regardless of why they were in the car. Klaus had killed Isobel in the cemetery, regardless of why he had compelled her to take her own life. Klaus had killed John in his ritual, regardless of the fact that it was supposed to be her.
Elena may have been the common factor in their lives, but she was not the one responsible for their deaths.
Despite her careful watch, a blink of an eye was far too quick a time span to have reacted, much less prevented, the roughly dizzying motion that had him once again far too close for comfort. Though she tried to close her mouth around the reflexive exhale of pain that rose in her throat as her hip caught the railing at that specifically unpleasant angle, the barely muted sound breezed through her clenched teeth.Instead of breaking her down in the way he had likely intended, his prodding made her angry. If anything, it simply served as a reminder of why she abhorred him so deeply.
Taking a long moment to let her eyes roam over the room below, it wasn’t until they landed on Jeremy that she felt the fire within her sizzle slightly, as though sprinkled with water. She couldn’t let herself acknowledge the fact that Klaus was voicing the very same fear she had been fretting about from the moment Damon had first warned her of his presence in the city, or the panic that tightened her chest at the realization that it would take so very little effort on his part to make it come true.
“If you’re going to kill me, then kill me.” She hissed with as much courage as she could muster, struggling to push away from the handrail and turn to him. What did he care? She was alive, but he had completed the ritual regardless on the technicality of the loophole John had sacrificed himself into. “You don’t need to hurt anyone else – I’m right here.”
“And make it quick? That would be too easy, don’t you think?” he murmured, drumming his fingers against her shoulders, lest she forget who it was that stood behind her. No, her death would not be simple, nor blessedly quick. Not after she had made him wait. He would have her taste that exquisite torture herself before he sent her on her merry way to bigger and meaner things. Mainly his mother, may the gods grant her eternal misery should they still be casting about his family searching for ways to interfere. That much, at least, they owed him.
His mother, though, had him thinking. She had been too fond of trickery, and too fond of doppelgängers and their magic, truth be told, to be satisfied by the mere sacrifice of one at the right time or place. What was it then? Was it something the doppelgängers provided for her in the spirit world? Was there some form of energy they propagated with their death? Suddenly, his desire to kill Elena and thus hand her over to his mother, and with her all of the magic made possible by her very being, dissipated. He had been to hasty, as Elijah had always accused him of being.
But his impatience rebelled against his sudden change of heart. Centuries of waiting for his chance, his one shot at creating beings more like him, creating an army, an army with no choice but to be loyal, it was too seductive a lure. With one hand, his fingers danced upwards, coming to rest lightly over her neck, like a lover’s caress as he thought. “I wonder,” he murmured to himself, fingers still drumming to that same one, two, three, four, one, two, three, four, over her windpipe with a whimsical, almost dreamy quality to them. He had waited this long, sure, but perhaps there was another way? A way to make the hybrids without granting his mother the boon of the doppelgänger she so clearly sought. Yes, it left Elena unpunished for her crime of survival, but that could be dealt with, and no doubt, with the threat he had left hanging over her head, survival itself would be enough of a punishment for now.
Yes, it would give him time to think. To consider carefully all avenues, to take a leaf from Elijah’s book, as it were. Until then, let his mother rot and let Elena quake in fear of what would come. They both deserved it. “You won’t die today, Ms. Gilbert,” he whispered in her ear, as he smoothed a loose lock of hair behind it, ever so gently. “And perhaps not even tomorrow. As for the day after that, I promise nothing. And I make no promises for Jeremy, or darling Jenna, or what’s that other one’s name? Mason? Michael?” Just then the blond-haired football extraordinaire wandered into sight below. “Ah yes, there he is. Matthew, isn’t it?” He ran his arm down from her shoulder until he gripped her hand by the wrist in front of her to see, clear as day. “Every death on my hands from now until you lay in the ground, soaks your hands as it does mine. Every failed hybrid, every human I drain, they’re all dedicated to you, now, Elena,” he murmured, his voice just barely audible now. He let her stare at the lines in her hand, wondering if she could see them coated in blood the way he so often saw his. It had been a long, long time since such an image had stirred horror in him, but he very much doubted she had the same wherewithal.
In the space of one of her ragged breaths, he was gone, leaving her to the bloody nightmares he hoped haunted her.
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Nothing Like You | Elena & Katherine
Although Elena had been keeping to herself a bit more than typical since the flood, she had made it a point to try and simply resume as best as she possibly could. Locking herself away and cowering in fear would only make things worse, as far as she was concerned.
On her way to class, Elena’s shoulders dropped, her expression following suit and falling in disbelief. Out of all places in the world to taint with her presence, Katherine had to pick New Orleans? There was no way it could be a coincidence, and her initial thought said as much – Elena didn’t suspect it was because she was here, but because Stefan was, too.
Wanting absolutely nothing to do with her wicked doppelganger, Elena ducked her head and picked up her pace, attempting to just mind her own business and move through unseen. Whatever it was, she could ask Stefan or Damon about later; she had much bigger problems than Katherine Pierce.
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Elena frowned at the defeat in his expression - it was painfully clear that the bitterness in his tone was not entirely about the unfortunate situation at hand. “Hey…” She murmured softly, reaching out to squeeze his arm. “We’re gonna be fine, Matt.” She assured him, her tone gentle but firm. The only way to stay sane was to believe things were going to work out of them – for the two of them and the mourning of their lost loved ones, for the brutal anticipation of Klaus’ arrival, for all the people huddled up seeking refuge from the intense storm. “I’m going to go see if they’ve still got anything worth using lying around in the janitor’s closet, okay?” Elena said, nodding her head and waiting for an affirmation from him before she felt okay about leaving his side. “I’ll be right back.”
Matt felt Elena squeezing his arm and it was as if he all of a sudden felt somehow calm again. Elena was here and Elena still believed that things would turn out great, that they would go home and that everyone would be safe. He liked to believe, he liked to believe every word she said and he nodded. “Yeah, we’re gonna be fine. I was more worried about the others.” He curled his lip up a little and he shrugged his shoulders happy that he wasn’t the only one who wanted to help the others. “If you’re gonna check the janitor’s closet, I’ll check every other room here. We could use literally everything, even if it looks kinda worthless.” He tensed his muscles and he straightened his back. “I’ll see you in a bit.”
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Elena is warm and kind and caring and selfless and it’s real.
A Death So Full | Klaus&Elena
He couldn’t help but compare her to Katherine. He was coming to realize though Katherine was devilishly cunning, hers was a loud, brash sort of intellect. An intellect she wore in fire engine red lipstick, and stiletto heels that truly called upon the daggers they were named after. It’s true it worked for her, the only mistake she had made in five hundred years was vanity. Her inability to resist comparing herself to her replacement, a sentiment Klaus, oddly enough, found himself sympathetic too.
Because Elena shouldn’t have been Katherine’s equal in any sense of the word. A small town homebody orphan, going nowhere, scrapping her way through her teenage years with nothing but the vodka in her dead parents’ alcohol cabinet and the pom pom veneer she wore to school each day. It shouldn’t have made her wily, or clever, or courageous in the way that only fools could be. And yet she had managed to outsmart the most ancient beings to walk this earth, and looked him dead in the eye without wavering, without attempting to hide her fear or her tears, laying herself bear in a show of plain and simple bravery that Katerina would never understand. Klaus wanted in that instant to despise her for it. For being so foolish, so optimistic that if she fought the good fight, everything would turn out okay. Idiot girl. Life would ruin her, and it would use his hands to do it.
“John…John… Ah, yes, the pesky upstart hunter with compensation issues. Good riddance I have to say. You know, Elena, I’m noticing an alarming pattern here. First your adoptive parents, then your birth mother, may she rest in peace,” he added with smile, “and now your uncle. Whatever do they have in common?” He wondered aloud, tilting his head at her. “I can claim responsibility for at least two out of four, but even so, only through direct relation to you. Hm… worrisome, that guilt, isn’t it?”
He yanked her off her feet and shoved her to the edge of the balcony in a flash, pressing her against the railing to look at all of the sleeping bodies below, and her brother, so unaware, so innocent of all her sins in a way John and Isobel could never claim to be. “If I kill you now, dear Elena, how many of them will you save?“ The worst of it was, she’d never really know.
The far below the belt jab on the subject of Isobel hit surprisingly hard. While Elena had a rocky relationship with her birth mother, to say the very least, there would always be a little nagging voice that wondered if she hadn’t been beyond redemption. It was a question she could never answer, simply because Klaus had stolen her chance to ask. Much like with John – her uncle – Elena hadn’t had enough time after finding out the truth to process what that meant for her before they were both just gone.
It wasn’t very hard to guilt trip the eldest Gilbert; she spent so much time blaming herself for the woes of those around her already that it simply took a little mental push in the wrong direction to fill her stomach with concrete. Her eyes carefully followed him, watching the confident ease of his movements as though she had a prayer to stop an attack if only she saw it coming in time. He had a point, and it certainly wasn’t one she hadn’t pondered over more sleepless nights than she could count. He was right… people died because of her.
But that didn’t mean she had killed them.
The accident had killed her parents under Wickery Bridge, regardless of why they were in the car. Klaus had killed Isobel in the cemetery, regardless of why he had compelled her to take her own life. Klaus had killed John in his ritual, regardless of the fact that it was supposed to be her.
Elena may have been the common factor in their lives, but she was not the one responsible for their deaths.
Despite her careful watch, a blink of an eye was far too quick a time span to have reacted, much less prevented, the roughly dizzying motion that had him once again far too close for comfort. Though she tried to close her mouth around the reflexive exhale of pain that rose in her throat as her hip caught the railing at that specifically unpleasant angle, the barely muted sound breezed through her clenched teeth.Instead of breaking her down in the way he had likely intended, his prodding made her angry. If anything, it simply served as a reminder of why she abhorred him so deeply.
Taking a long moment to let her eyes roam over the room below, it wasn’t until they landed on Jeremy that she felt the fire within her sizzle slightly, as though sprinkled with water. She couldn’t let herself acknowledge the fact that Klaus was voicing the very same fear she had been fretting about from the moment Damon had first warned her of his presence in the city, or the panic that tightened her chest at the realization that it would take so very little effort on his part to make it come true.
“If you’re going to kill me, then kill me.” She hissed with as much courage as she could muster, struggling to push away from the handrail and turn to him. What did he care? She was alive, but he had completed the ritual regardless on the technicality of the loophole John had sacrificed himself into. “You don’t need to hurt anyone else – I’m right here.”
Matt nodded and he licked his lips while he stared at everyone around him. Little kids were holding their parents, clearly afraid of what was happening around them. Some teenagers were holding each other to make sure they wouldn’t freeze. Not one of those things would stop the water from pouring down though. “We should find a way to collect the water in one place or something.” Matt shrugged is shoulders. “I mean, we should actually find a way to stop it from pouring in, but I think the roof might be a little too high for that and yeah, it’s not like they have card board and nails laying around here.” He sighed and he looked around once more. “There has to be something we can do apart from whispering stupid words to a God that won’t listen anyway.”
Elena frowned at the defeat in his expression - it was painfully clear that the bitterness in his tone was not entirely about the unfortunate situation at hand. “Hey…” She murmured softly, reaching out to squeeze his arm. “We’re gonna be fine, Matt.” She assured him, her tone gentle but firm. The only way to stay sane was to believe things were going to work out of them – for the two of them and the mourning of their lost loved ones, for the brutal anticipation of Klaus’ arrival, for all the people huddled up seeking refuge from the intense storm. “I’m going to go see if they’ve still got anything worth using lying around in the janitor’s closet, okay?” Elena said, nodding her head and waiting for an affirmation from him before she felt okay about leaving his side. “I’ll be right back.”
There’s more to me than just gloomy graveyard girl. There’s a whole other Elena that you have yet to meet.