sacred thing

I– to be doomed, a regular Othello

[sxriel]

i should have just killed myself a long time ago

[sxriel]

w v

[christopherbarnard]

Kenneth Cole ad, 1996

[yrustillfollowingthis-deactivat]

[palant1r]

"hows the job search going"

[cat-sessorize]

[rot-topic]

Sorry I left you on read for 3 months, I was stuck in an endless self isolation and self destruction cycle bc I thought I deserved to be alone. (It will probably happen again.)

[jebiwonkenobi]

you ever just minding your business and then you feel The Grief

[lesbianboyfriend]

the best part about having a job is being able to go through doors other people aren’t allowed to use the worst part is everything else

[yourlocalsexylibraaaa]

[fish-enthusiast622]

[maykitz]

[anothergoodtime]

You know what people don’t talk about often enough? Playing catch up in life after spending your teens or early 20s suicidally depressed. There’s so many more layers than just being able to say “I don’t want to die anymore.”

The difficulty in academia or a career after spending years thinking you wouldn’t be alive long enough for any of it to matter.

The exhaustion that comes from self awareness and self soothing, with the constant voice in your head saying “don’t go backwards.”

How lonely it is to watch the people your age starting families when you’re just barely learning what stable relationships are, and the sudden societal pressure of being “up against a clock” for these kinds of things.

The judgement from others if you change your image or interests this late in the game just because you finally figured out who you really are under the demons.

Be kind to those who are developing and blooming after years of not planning on being here long. We are living a life we absolutely didn’t think we’d have, and it’s hard enough without society reminding us there’s expectations of our age.

We didn’t get to be young; we were too busy fighting battles few know.

-

[exitwound]

living is just figuring out how to save your life over and over again Like over and over you wake up and realize you are dying and you either save your life or you don’t

[sacred-portal]

[vancouver-lord-goldeneyes]

The clothes are not clean or dirty but a secret third thing (on the chair)

[lawbreaker13]

Not enough hours on them

[cutehotsexycool]

[cannibalchicken]