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so, some things in life are moving fast. a little too fast for my comfort.
i have oral surgery tomorrow, an endoscopy next week, college deadlines, a new job, it's scary and exciting all in one. but, i've noticed i spend so many hours on this app just doomscrolling through posts. it's taking a toll on where i focus my attention and I don't really like it. it's also affecting my mood and emotions quite a bit.
with that, i'm gonna be stepping back quite heavily and limiting my allowed time here. i'll still hop in to read some fics, maybe post an update or two along with more singing/guitar videos but nowhere near as much as i usually do.
i've posted my discord in my bio and below for anyone who wants to stay in contact with me. i won't force anyone into feeling like they have to so if you do, it's there, if not, i'll see you when i see you, no hard feelings. i love each and every one of my friends here. i'm just overwhelmed lately and i can't really hide it like i used to.
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Hang out and enjoy free voice and text chat.
Funny how I sent a discord friend request a few mins after I thought to log out of thereā¦
In any case, hi!
haha, funny how things work sometimes.
yeah i just have a lot going on and i really need to prioritize other things more. i spend a lot of time on here when i can be doing more productive things. i still want to talk to my people though so i figured i would drop it for them if they want it. if not, well then i guess it is what it is.
The urge to deactivate every social media account i have, go ghost, change all my interests, and become an entirely new person because I feel too suffocated. But I cannot do that.
kinda long video even though its not the full thing.
was gonna sing a snippet but my voice is too shaky. settled for a "head on the guitar" therapy session instead. this is one of my favorite songs ever.
āLet me handle it. You donāt need to think about anything else right now.ā
unfortunately i could never be nonchalant because i am not well in the head and also my soul is on fire
āyouāre so funnyā
thanks, i used to make my barbies scissor
okay but that official dune 3 trailer
i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable
if you could ignore everything abt me then im actually perfect
half the thoughts i have aren't mine and i don't know where they're coming from
but what if i'm lying about everything ever
it's tempting sometimes
itās okay guys Iām literally as normal as a person in my situation can be
walking into the pissing me off factory then being surprised when I get pissed off
me except the pissing me off factory is just life itself
Run Towards Each Other
Trinity is such a cuddle bug when she lets her walls down completely.
Once she knows you're not going anywhere, like really knows, there's a softer side that seeps through.
Her friends notice it in small increments and it freaks them the fuck out.
Of course they've seen you resting your head on Trinity's shoulder or her having an arm wrapped around your waist.
But they have NEVER seen Trinity act anywhere close to the word clingy.
Sure Dennis saw how being with the surgeon, who isn't allowed to have a name considering how angry that woman makes you, changed Trinity but this was different.
With you she's soft and needy and almost nice, but never let her hear that last part because she will deny it.
Trinity Santos is not nice, in her words.
She even eases up on the sarcasm when you're around because she doesn't feel the need to hide.
When Dennis comes home one night with Trinity sitting in your lap his eyes practically bulge out of his head.
And the craziest thing is Trinity just smiles and tucks her head under your neck while you're watching a movie.
And one night when Victoria crashes at Trinity's apartment, while you're there, she damn near spits out her water when Trinity asks you to help her open something for the dinner she's making.
It wasn't anything loud or inherently crazy, but Trinity giving up her control was the last thing Victoria expected to see that night.
You knew Trinity could open the container, but having her reach out to you never fails to make your brain feel a bit fuzzy.
And don't get it twisted, it took A LOT for you and Trinity to get to this place, but you couldn't be prouder of her.
You bring out each other's inner child and like it's the most natural thing for both of you.
She turns to you when she needs something and you look for her when you need an outlet to stim.
She listens to you talk and ramble and let out all the animation you mask throughout the day without fear of being told you're too loud.
If anything she purposefully asks questions she already knows the answer to just to see you get excited by giving her a response.
You bring out the hidden beauty in each other and it's something Dennis and Victoria will never get tired of seeing.
The first time it scared them shitless, but now they know you two are the definition of love.
There are ups and downs, but at the end of the day you and Trinity have learned to run towards each other after years of feeling like people will only ever run away.
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