mabon is the pagan celebration of the autumn equinox, or the beginning of autumn. it typically falls between september 21st and 23rd in the northern hemisphere.
it marks the transition into the darker time of the year, when days are shorter and nights are longer. itâs a time for gratitude and to start preparing for the winter by letting go of that which no longer serves us.
ways to celebrate đ
mabon is a great time for protection, prosperity, and cleansing. especially related to the home.
do a gratitude ritual
get rid of what no longer serves you, whether physically or more symbolically
hold a mabon dinner with foods of the season.
celebrate persephone and her descent into the underworld
visit a farm or vineyard
make an autumn vision board or playlist (my personal favorite)
I think Iâm literally never gonna be sick of this masterpiece. I think watching it on a loop for eight hours could fix me. Dancingâs what clears my soul. Dancingâs what makes me whole.
I just love that this very video is an accumulation of thousands of years worth of art made by people who have never met each other. The concept of this video was so completely unfathomable to every single artist who made the sculptures and yet theyâve all put something toward the creation of it.
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hello again lovelies +*:ęŤ:* here's another quite long pick a card reading today! again this is mainly for entertainment purposes, you may feel drawn to multiple images or just one, feel free to take only what resonates *:ęŤ:*
Hello pile 1 , I'm seeing that you're very closed off to new opportunities right now and might be addicted or obsessed with something that isn't good for you and life will make you get rid of your toxic habits by a tower moment in your life. You just have some toxic cycles going repeating constantly in your life and it is going to change in the year 2023 .
Pile 1 , I see you getting your spiritual awakening in the year 2023 . This is going to be a tough cycle for you but remember it's for the best of you. I see that sometimes you might feel like doing nothing and just letting things flow on their own pace.
You have a weird way of looking at people, I'm sorry but weird is not the right word for it but it's just that you see people as something you should stay away from and you see World as a dangerous place. And that's why you mostly stay indoors. That perspective of you is good to change soon after you have your awakening.
I get that you might suffer from seasonal depression and it might be in the months of may - june. These two months are going to be life changing for you. Something great with happen in these two months that'll make you love life again.
I don't know if you know about Krishna consciousness, but it's a great thing. I've heard that it works wonders for people and changes their life for the best.
If you're thinking of travelling abroad I see you travelling in different countries.
You might get financial help from someone or you're going to help someone financially.
Alright pile 2 , 2023 is going to be your rich bitch era. Like money is going to be attracted to you. If you're family is having some financial problems they are going to be solved.
I see you connecting more with a female figure in your family. It could be your mother, grandmother , sister or even your best friend.
If are manifesting something right now , I see all of your manifestations coming true in the year 2023 .
If your into LGBTQ community I see coming out to your family and your family accepting you the way your are. This message is specifically for my lesbians, you're going to get a girlfriend.
My artists are going to get a lot of recognition for their artwork! And I see a lot of you getting in tune with your inner child.
If you live away from your family , I see you reuniting with them. And going out for a picnic with them. This year is very positive for this pile! It's so sweet!
A lot of you are going to meet your twinflame / soul mate soon. You'll most likely meet them through family or friends. I'm seeing a celebration, so you can meet them in a party, wedding etc.
I see you finding your soul purpose and destiny. I don't know it just came into my mind. I am seeing a boat reaching the coast idk take how it resonates.
If you've been manifesting your other half, I see you meeting your counterpart. A lot of you are going to experience true love.
Pile 3 I feel like you're not listening to your intuition and that might get you in a toxic Situationship. If your get odd feelings from someone like goosebumps , odd feeling in your guts stay away form that person. They're not good for you.
Alright so what I sense is that you might encounter a fake tarot reader or a scammer so stay alert. If someone tells you to do spells on your own , never do it. Because spells are very powerful and they can backfire.
Though it's okay if you do beauty rituals like having aura cleansing bath, a simple beauty spell . But love spells can back fire very easily. And never I mean NEVER involve yourself in black magic.
I see getting a lot of proposals from men who want to court you. Choose Carefully because one of them might be a obsessive lover.
If don't have good relations with your father, you might need to cut your relations with him. More like I see that your father is too controlling and you decide to go against him which will result in some arguments.
I See you reuniting with your old friends.
I see you getting victory and recognition for your work. But remember not to be over prideful ( lol is that even a word? )
If you're pregnant I see you giving birth to a healthy baby boy. And if you're thinking of having a baby I see you conceiving. '
Collaborative reading between @astrodoll2 @neptunianspell and @daarlingdatura
We are currently looking for a 4th collaborator, so reach out if you're interested.
PILE ONE
@daarlingdatura
What made your Future Spouse/Partner realize they were attracted to you?
Itâs really clear to me with the way the 6 of pentacles popped up 2 times that the way you would make them want to be generous with you would be part of the reason they realize theyâre attracted to you. 3 6 cards popped up in total actually, and the number 6 is ruled by venus.
You could be someone who is very giving and sweet. Iâm getting like disney princess energy- but not really?? Idk why I thought of the movie suckerpunch lol. Like, disney but make it edgy. There is a theme of not exactly purity, but a desire for purity in this pile. Purity & Balance. I feel that you would make this person feel very relaxed & calm & this would really bring a strong sense of peace to them. You would make them feel like all of their âchildlikeâ expressions, passions, dreams, and desires are safe with you.
Like someone who will hold them and love them and nurture them. This could be a person who has mommy issues to be honest. I also feel like your loving & nurturing energy would highlight their emotional shortcomings- but they would be receptive to changing? Like they would realize theyâve never wanted to change for someone before. They would also realize they are willing to fight for you and the connection between you two.
I see that this person would see you as a prize or someone they want to care for. I do kind of sense there could be some level of imbalance when it comes to nurturing/caring here. So itâs important for you to have boundaries and not give more than you receive. This applies to other relationships as well. Respect your energy!
What drew them to you to begin with?
This might sound weird but they could feel unsettled by your presence. LOL, like⌠the 7 of swords rx & the knight of swords with the 4 of swords rx popped out. It seems like they wouldnât be able to read you very well and it could cause them to fixate on you somewhat. They could feel like you have some kind of secret & they could be extremely curious about it. I feel like they would desire to know more about your personal- and possibly family life?
I heard something about dispelling rumors, like perhaps they would hear some kind of rumor about you or your family & they would be interested in discovering whether or not itâs accurate. I do sense that this person might see you as naive-Â but a lot of the assumptions they may have about you are actually more true about them? They will feel drawn to you because you are witty & intelligent.
Youâre not easy to bribe or to get talking, and you know how to be cold especially when it comes to romantic encounters. Or alternatively you can accidentally be very cold towards others & it will make them see you as mysterious rather than awkward/anxious. I keep thinking of Black Magic Woman by Santana. That song could describe how you make them feel.
Iâm honestly feeling very emotional writing this reading out like tears are coming to my eyes. This person could feel very entranced by you- I donât think all of the people who pick this pile are prone to playing games⌠however, some of you may be prone to mind-games and this would really turn this person on or make them feel near-obsessive about you.
Nonetheless, even if itâs not intentional you will come off as very mysterious and alluring to this person and I think you as an individual will be like a complete and total mindfuck to them.
PILE TWO
@neptunianspell
What made your Future Spouse/Partner realize they were attracted to you?
what made your person realize they are in love with you is how well you get each other. it is deeper than mere shared interests or opinions, it's a soul connection that is rarely seen in relationships. when you are in a group with other people, you already know what the other is going to say before they even get a chance to open up their mouth. you could disagree on certain things and yet, it is not hard to see the world through the other's perspective. i think it's a precious aspect for them. throughout their life, feeling misunserstood was a reoccuring thing that left them with a desire to find that one soul that gets theirs. when you met them and, in spite of the interactions being small, you kept remembering all the important parts they'd talk about. it really made joy bloom in their hearts.
we live in a world where betrayal is nothing more than just a moment we all go through and get over it as if it's irrelevant. for them, connections are a sacred element of life that shouldn't be taken for granted and every person in one's circle should be treated with respect. they can't comprehend the lightweightness with which they flow through relationships. but you? you are different. you share the same loyalty that makes you so special and kind hearted and while some had taken it for granted, you learned to cherish it together. they fell in love when they realize you are what they've been looking for in terms of love. it's not something superficial or "i am choosing you because you are the closest thing to my type". it's as if the universe stole their desires and out of it, grew their soulmate, a person to spend their life with.
around the time their feelings came to the surface, many aspects of their life were turning negative and disappointment became a friend. friends turned their backs to them, showed their true faces. coworkers relied on them too much. darkness was all around and you became the sunshine that cracked the clouds.
What drew them to you to begin with?
you
there isn't a specific thing about you that caught their eye but every part that comes together to form you. at first, it was your physical appearance. i got the queen of wands in my spread and couldn't help but think your radiance of your smile bewitched them. your eyes in particular seem to be beautiful too. do not worry as they aren't neither a creep or a superficial person but damn, they love how you look. when you first met, you made them into a teenager whose mind is flooded with attraction and can't control themselves. also, how you smell? you could have a perfume that fits your body chemistry and whenever you pass someone, you leave a trail behind that they can hardly forget. after speaking with you more, they realized your personality is more beautiful than your physical appearance.
another thing that stood out was your humour. you might not consider yourself particularly funny but to them, your jokes can light up a room. they view you as this charismatic individual with so much love to give and oh my, did they want to be on the receiving end! they appear to be quite mature so before they fully register how they feel about someone, they need to take into account all aspects. seeing you so full of qualities and enchanting traits made their heart skip a beat. even if your mere presence was enough to get them nervous, getting lost in your spell felt sweet, as if falling asleep on a pile of clouds.
PILE THREE
@astrodoll2
What made them attracted to you
First thing I heard was your generosity even when you donât have much to give, itâs interesting I pulled out an oracle for what made them attracted and âcomplicatedâ came out, I feel like there were a lot of losses in the past, ups and downs, I think it took a lot of to get to where you guys are now, I feel like this is an attraction that built over time, ofc they found you physically attractive but the attraction comes mostly from the hurt, everything you guys may have been through together or separately is what they think has made you closer, but I still see a lack of stability physically or financially, this relationship may be impulsive and not thoroughly thought through, thereâs a need to walk away the impulsive actions you make when youâre bored or in the need of change, thereâs a lot of emotional attachment to one another, this is definitely someone from your past or a person you have history with, maybe you canât stay away for long or when you do reconnect itâs like all the sparks come back, this person is attracted to your willingness to overcome any obstacles in the relationship. I think there may be a warning to be careful of someone taking advantage of this generosity or your constant forgiveness. I do see they knew or know they want to marry you, because I do seem them viewing your as a wife and with a family, they may view you as very nurturing which is also very attractive to them, youâre the light that guides them out of difficult times, I feel like when theyâre depressed you help them find new routes and directions to take or youâre the direction want to lead towards after any loss, âall routes lead back to youâ is what I heard thereâs alot of passion but I need to implement more stability and focus on the long term goals. They feel very content with you and they may love the way you communicate. It feels like a destined connection.
What drew them to you
They knew from the jump they wanted you, I think when they saw you for the first time they instantly knew they wanted to ask you out, though they were afraid of being rejected by you because you seemed like you had a lot of options in love, Im getting the feeling again that this is a past connection and even if itâs not one you know now it may be someone you meet in the future who youâll be on and off with or there will be a separation at one point before it leads to this deep commitment and marriage. After you separate they will want to jump right back in because they will be hit with what it feels like to lose you and they canât bear it, there mightâve been sketchy things that happened in the past but theyâll want to change for you and youâll know this is the person if they actually do change itâs not gonna be someone who just gives you hope that they will, they will stalk you alot on social media to see how youâre doing and if youre missing them too, they feel guided by their intuition to have a new beginning with you and will want closure/forgiveness for the past, there may have been a big tower moment and conflict that leaves you confused and want to hold your cards close to your chest because youâre not sure if you can trust this person again but they will show you they are trustworthy with their ACTIONS. But what draws them to you if your optimist attitude, youâre contentment with whatever youâre handed in life, your healing nature, and the way you donât lose your childlike energy even when burdened with responsibilities. Also for the oracle of what drew them to you was movement in rv which makes sense with what I was saying above of them wanting to come in after this separation and the stagnation or no contact is what made them realize how much they want to be with you ofc itâs up to you to take this person back. And idk why there is a message from your guides about a new beginning in career or needing to focus more on your path and individuality alongside this relationship, donât lose yourself, tap in a receive the messages theyâre trying to send you.
Welcome back my loviessss to yet another PAC reading in my FS series! This PAC will be focused on the earlier stages of your dynamic around the time you guys first meet, what is the dynamic going to be like when you and your FS meet and getting to know each other thatâs what the Fxck we bout to find out, REMEMBER!!!! This is a GENERAL reading take what resonates and let the rest roll of to someone else! Please and thank you ma baby boos and can I just mention how loved and welcomed I feel now that Iâm back on here doing readings yâall really know how to make a Witchy Mistress feel welcomed I appreciate that now yâall know the deal; INHALE 4 seconds, HOLD 4 Seconds, BREATHE OUT 4 seconds. Now that youâre centered choose the pile thatâs calling out to you the most! Enjoy lovelies đ đ!
*photos arenât mine from Unsplash!
Pile I
Iâm feeling like you guys are going to be very protective of each other, Iâm getting a bit of possessiveness. One of you may hate when the other has to say goodbye or leave, or they may get jealous if theyâre hanging with someone else. Nothing toxic just little petty jealousies because they wanna spend time with you, you make them happy. Iâm seeing your FS paying for everything always reaching in their wallet, they love to see youâre taken care of. You guys will be very excited and happy about seeing each other, every day youâll look forward to texts, calls & actually meeting up to see each other. You two will be helping each other accept your worth or youâll compliment each other soo much itâll hype you both individually!! You two will just be inflow, life will just be happening it wonât be planned out i feel like time freezes or slows down together, itâll fly by quick. You two will feel soo grateful to be hanging out and getting to know each other. âThanks for taking the time outâ. Itâs like one of you canât believe they chose to get to know you! You two will always be helping each other in times of need. Acts of service is big between you two in the early stages. Such a joyful and happy dynamic! Always smiles and laughs with you guys. âAlways a good timeâ. You guys will love hanging out itâs going to always be fun and joyful. You two will make each other feel warm or youâll feel very warm in your FS presence. You tell will be bringing such positivity and encouragement. One of the both of you may be going through something at the time you meet or getting to know each other. Youâll be there too cheer the other up. Youâll already have a deep love or know that youâll fall in love with them, or very determined to? You guys may have to go through some obstacles to hang out, but Iâm seeing that you and your FS will be determined to make it work, Iâm hearing something about finding the time. To hang out and see each other, maybe work or career? You two will motivate each other in the face of difficulties, thereâs some personal things happening in your individual lives when youâre getting to know each other & Iâm seeing that youâll be helping each other out through them, being a source of support for each other. Your minds seem frazzled and closed off, one of you may have a one tracked mind or thought on something or someone? Iâm seeing that one of you will be withholding truth or may be, over analyzing the connection, iâm getting sabotage, (you I feel), may be ruining the relationship before it even states out of fear, sometimes you may stall on them or blow them off maybe, but in seeing your FS being persistent! Theyâre determined to see you and theyâll make it their business to do so! You two will be having two juggle work and home. Ahhh some of you maybe working together I feel. Thereâs some sort of success or financial gain happening when you two are getting to know each other, some monetary gain for them or you, or again you two may gain together. I feel that your FS is already financially secure though, but Iâm really feeling like thereâs difficulties seeing each other due to work or something personal and you two will be juggling a lot to make it work. Youâll just want to make it work because itâll be worth it! The time you two spend together will feel soo good and youâll be happiest when together. One of you will really be struggling with finding balance within oneself, something will be happening and the other will be there to support and help make it better, by definitely making the time and the effort to be with you and bring you joy. Passion passion passion! This pile will be oozing sex! If not actually having sex the tension is so fucking hot 𼾠like Bridgerton season 2 tension hot! Yeah your FS I feel is very high in demand and getting a moment of their time may be a challenge but Iâm seeing that baby they will skip their whole day in the office just to hang out with you even if itâs for 5 minutes thatâs how heavenly the time between you two will be. Lots of flirting and touching each other. Laughter and giggles
They will be protective of you. Iâm hearing with a vengeance ? Holy shit did someone hurt you? It seems like they will want to hurt someone on the account of protecting you, chivalry BITCH!!! Ainât dead with ya FS( Regardless of gender)! They will definitely be really excited and energetic with you. You bring out this youthful energy Iâm getting for some of you their older or more mature. If you guys are having sex they are going to rock your world! They have a great wand (đđ¤¤if youâre looking for that &. Fierce hot ass đą if youâre looking for that). Definitely lots of fire energy! You two will be having lots of fun adventures outside Iâm seeing really, doing fun outdoor activities or just hanging out a lot outside when youâre first getting to know each other. One of you will be holding on to someone elseâs weight, carrying someone elseâs burden out of obligation? Thatâs why I was feeling like they wanna provide and take care of you. They will help you release some of that burden by taken the load off, or helping you give it back to the rightful owner! Youâre really going to enjoy being around each other. Yup be able to be yourselves truly without judgement. Iâm hearing a ugly laugh? Maybe they have one and was judged for it but with you youâll find it cute or a laugh that makes the joke even funnier, vice versa even. You two will be your authentic selves with each other. Itâll just flow that way. Youâre going to feel deja vu, like Ayee conversations you felt youâve had with them before or adventures you already had, thatâs going to be because you did, in a past life, I feel a lot of your relationship in this life is going to be similarly modern version of your past life connection with your FS! This connection will feel so familiar and comfortable to you & your FS no wonder you guys will be able to just let your hair down with one another. This connection is a reconciliation of your past life relationship you two probably were searching for each others souls for awhile, in this life probably looking for that energy in others. I see that you two may get separated I told you cos of work or again personal reasons, but I see you two will reconcile and come back to each other. âWe may fall off track we may lose contact but you know we gon get right backâ. Your bond is going to deepen each and every time you reveal your innermost selves with each other. You two will have lots of deep talks, confidante? You two will really enjoy getting to see the more deeper and intimate sides of each other. I sense you two are very similar. Youâll always be on each others minds. I feel like one of you will play it off though or try to downplay how serious your feelings are. Maybe because of the little time you spend together how could you fall so deep? Didnât I say this!!?!? Passion! Yooooooo yâall are really hot and heavy for each other in the early stages very much so teasing, flirting, for some and for others sex sex sex! It maybe for some thatâs why you donât see them constantly itâs only a casual thing? Iâm not picking up on that heavily so for like maybe one or two of you. You guys will have this unspoken trust, youâll have faith in each other! Youâll probably never discuss it but itâs a known fact that youâll get. You two will confide in each other, revealing your deepest feelings and emotions, you two will be able to just take the pressure off it seems so carefree and fun, you two will be goofy together and just enjoying each other, being who they are. You two may elope! Iâm feeling for a good bunch of you, or youâll automatically know youâre meant to be married I said earlier, determined to make this work because youâll know that youâre meant to be married I feel like thatâs your FS! They will know that youâre their FS or that their in love with you either way theyâll be determined to be around you, make time for you, put their energy into you, show you that their here to stay and meant to be a constant source of happiness and love for you. One or both of you will be working on self around the time of meeting, & this connection
Is really going to shoot you up to the stars! Itâs going to boost your confidence and make you, put a lot more effort into yourself, Iâm seeing youâre going to want to be your best for your FS. You two will be exploring the city or the town. Lots of nights/days out together, making memories. Iâm seeing you two will love exploring each others minds, lots of deep talks Frfr will happen between you and your FS Iâm the beginning, two buddies catching up, âyouâll never believe on what you missed outâ thatâs how I feel your two souls will be in the higher dimensions when you two finally are in each others lives. Youâll both be facing your inner fears I feel this is the personal issues coming out, this connection will trigger a lot of personal fears you two maybe were avoiding but itâs going to be holding either one of you back from really pursuing this connection maybe out of fear of getting hurt or commitment phobia, either way youâll both recognize whatâs been holding you back from really delving into this connection. Youâll be forgiving or learning to forgive your past, thereâs something in your past thatâs holding you back I feel itâs you, from pursuing this connection or being receptive to it, youâll learning how to let go and heal. Again your FS will be your confidante. Theyâll help you get through the rough patch or youâll help them. The past will be coming up in your early stages, memories of something or someone. Itâs okay to reminisce but donât stay there too long, your FS may help you with that. You two may have a fight or argument and break up or lose contact, which is why the reconciliation card came out. Listening and slow dancing to music, holding each other close. Dedications music to each other, whenever youâre away from them and you hear a song randomly playing or lyric they telepathically sent it to you, whether it was knowingly or otherwise. You two maybe moving too fast and the other may get spooked you and run away again because this connection is going to sweep you both off your feet especially your FS. I feel you two will take a break and realize during that break that the space hurts more than the fear of not pursuing one another. Iâm telling you this group is having sex in the stages of getting to know each other & itâs going to be the BEST! Sex sex sex all the time! I donât feel itâs for all though I feel thereâs a lot of fantasies that you two will talk about, and actually have wet dreams of each other I mean vivid! Telling each other your wildest thoughts and desire I mean you two really divulge your all thoughts and emotions with each other. Also Iâm getting that your FS to impress you will gift you things you say you want. âWhatever you wish Iâll grantâ. âSee I told you I was listeningâ. They want to show you their the person for you. Again outdoor activities! You two may go hiking together, camping, rent out a cabin for the weekend, an RV trip! I see you two love being unplugged Iâm hearing itâs because your FS is in such high demand they may love turning off their phone with you! Just being in the zone and Iâm getting something about to show you that their all about you! Theyâre showing you that theyâre all youâll ever need. Romantic surprises, like rose petal trails that lead to a room surrounded with flowers, yassss very sweet! They use their fortune to impress you, not that theyâre not interesting enough itâs just Iâm getting about showing you they can provide and give you the world! If youâre having sex with your FS dirty talk and loud moans the neighbors will know their name! You guys may hang out with each others family. Joke around with subliminal hypotheticals âwhat if we had a baby what would we name itâ? âWhat if we were togetherâ? Iâm seeing that you two are slowly pushing each other to see you in a romantic way. You two have such a wholesome vibe itâll feel so homey together, you two really donât have to try hard together. Just a natural vibe, as if you knew each other already for years. A old married couple vibe. Very playful. You two will be healing your inner children together.
Carnival trips soo they can win you prizes to impress you. Making each other happy is the goal and dynamic here when youâre getting to know each other and youâll be doing it well. You two will not be able to get enough of each other.
Pile II
Okay this is my keep it all professional not lovey vibes here pile. You two most likely are working together. Met at work via career or through colleagues or through a project or something, point is thereâs some type of conflict of interest. Your FS may be your boss, co-worker, partner etc. you or them donât want to mess it up so Iâm seeing major hold back! You guys was probably love at first sight, but Iâm seeing it hidden or downplayed to the fucking extreme. It can be because of an heartbreak one of you may have endured before the meeting or when you guys are getting to know each other. You two collaborating though? Thereâs no limit to what you two can manifest, this is my power couple duo! The early stages of this duo is you two will only want to get to know each other professionally. âLetâs keep it businessâ. Thereâs going to be some kind if miscommunication or disputes, between you two. You guys may really annoy each other and it may be because you guys like each other so much, so youâre picking on each other just out of frustration that you canât have them. One of you feels theyâre not worthy of love. Or personal relationships will be struggling and really dragging one of you down. You two will cooperate and be the best of business partners. Iâm seeing you two will be teaching and learning maybe this is a mentor type of thing? I feel like eventually you two will get comfortable slowly but surely and open up to each other, Iâm seeing a dynamic of sharing and listening. You two will be bouncing ideas off of each other, loving each others strategic thoughts and ideas. Lots about business Iâm seeing fear to transmute business to pleasure. Maybe one of you had a a bad experience with dating someone you work with?? You two will slowly take your time getting to know each other. My slow burner pile. Friends first or just business partners either way love is off limits at first this isnât very open energy Iâm getting secretly admiring the other from a distance. Iâm seeing you two are very patient with each other. Business seems to come first! Iâm seeing you two working hard on something together and thatâs where your focus is, this project that you two do together will be how you get close. Your FS I feel will be very determined to get to know you, they admire you, your passion & craftsmanship for the work youâre doing together. They really want to get to know more about you but Iâm seeing hesitance? They may not know how to cross that line. This connection seems divinely guided especially with the moon phases! This connection will unfold when itâs time. 5D. Thereâs deep love here, like I said I believe this is love at first sight but, because of the circumstances I think that, feelings got pushed way back. Or Iâm feeling one of you may think the other is out of your league. Helping you find your divine purpose! Theyâre like your mentor I feel your FS theyâre successful and you maybe interning for them or something?? Thereâs other options Iâm seeing, whether it be people or, jobs etc Iâm seeing that you two will be tempted or Iâm seeing the one thinking that the other is tempted. Iâm seeing you two will fantasize especially your FS, theyâll be imagining what itâs like to kiss you, to make you theirs, naughty thoughts along with romantic thoughts, I can see them snapping themselves out of it. Wishfully thinking about how to pursue you or make you theirs. Theyâre probably planning and strategizing. Theyâll take their time in planning how to woo you. If youâre not patient youâll probably be going crazy waiting! (Guilty)! This connection is going to take you both having faith to pursue this without knowing whatâs going to happen. I feel one of you will eventually take the step and ask to chill and hang after work or something, itâll be one day that youâll chill after work, where you realize holy shit Iâm in love with this person. Fun and adventurous. When your two start hanging out. Even your dynamic at work was very charismatic and passionate. (Your energies combined period is a fiery chemical reaction)! You two may end up
Going to a party somewhere, or a celebration, Iâm seeing music and dancing. Really letting loose, youâll be surprised how fun they can be or their goofy side. The word stoic is coming to mind. Theyâre very serious businessperson! They know how to let their hair down and have a great time! Youâll be surprised. They donât seem that older, maybe the same age for some, older for some. Spontaneous heated moments between you maybe at work, a singular glance or a word uttered at the same time causing a time freezing moment of Lust and passion. Theyâll help you pursue your dreams. âYou want be a star? Follow meâ. You two will feel very inspired and energized around each other. Excited and smiley. Youâll try to keep it professional but itâll be difficult. Youâll make your FS laugh I feel & smile. You got a wise mouth donât you??? Thatâll make them smile on their way out of the office or room. You lighten their day Iâm feeling though. Theyâll be more excited and eager to pull up to work or to the project. Iâm seeing sweet texts and notes you two will leave for each other though. Words of affirmations here! They may buy you flowers or little tokens, I see them doing it so shyly so adorable, like âoh yeah here I kinda got you theseâ. Theyâll be very gentlemanly. (Regardless of gender). Iâm seeing that you two will be so happy together. Joyful. Plus you two will be making money together too so Iâm seeing maybe you take each other out to treat each other to dinners and drinks etc. itâs always a joy hanging out with each other Iâm seeing so much love and happiness. Itâll feel like heaven! You donât want it to end! Again I feel they will think of you as someone who lit up their life from the moment they saw you but they are slowly opening up and accepting that fact. Your FS will try to deny their feelings for you again Iâm feeling and hearing for the project or partnership/collaboration?? Theyâll be very romantic with you. Chivalrous. Caring. Attentive. They will be showing you that they got your back, they are the prince for you! Doing romantic things like setting up picnics. Lunch dates. Writing you really beautiful and funny little sticky notes or texts. You two will feel so fucking silly though being around each other! It donât matter as workers, friends, strangers đ¤ˇđ˝ââď¸, your energies in the same room stems happiness for you two! Seretonin boost basically for each other. Very supportive of each other to, you hype the other up! âYou so fireâ! âGreat Jobâ! âYou going farâ! Your FS sees so much potential in you! They really do. They see you as a success & they really want to help you bring that out. You two make each other feel so comfortable this is the bestie piles (so funny my P2 are always my spiritually connected bestie piles). This person may be an artist of some kind very creative and talented artistically they may gift you artistic gifts or dedicate their work to you. Maybe your an artist of some kind as well and your Fs maybe someone you look up to or hold in high regard which is why you may think theyâll never like you their out your league, but babe theyâll think the same about you! Theyâre going to already be hella deep into their emotions for you. You two will feel soo fulfilled together, like you donât need anything or anyone else but each other. Youâll be inspiring each other! Putting that spark under each others asses. I head muse? Remember dedicating their creation to you? thatâs what I feel too!! Soo much positivity and joy youâll feel around each other. Soo complete! Whole. One. This is a multidimensional connection! Very high vibe Soulmate. You two will manifest your dreams together. Again Iâm back to feeling like your FS Frfr is your mentor or someone whoâs going to help your dreams manifest. You two will probably hate separating, Iâm hearing separation anxiety. You both wonât understand why being away from each other makes you feel so low and drained, itâs because your energies together, revitalizes the both of you. I feel like again you two are two souls that are in separation looking for each other
Again. Always missing the other, regardless if they donât say anything. Iâm getting very private and mysterious energy from them. They hold their feelings very close to the chest. Itâll be hard getting them to open up. Or itâll be hard for you to open up to them. Control issues! See one of you will be trying to control the outcome of something, even the connection, remember when I said your FS was planning that can be what I mean too! They shouldnât do that, youâll both be learning how to be patient and allow this situation to flow naturally. This pile is my impatient go getter, life skips those who wait pile. You two knew forsure that you were meant to get married! Iâm serious this I feel like for sure was love at first sight. See the give your relationships chance card came out, youâll be running from this connection & denying your feelings maybe out of respect for the collaboration or out of fear either way itâs holding you back from pursing each other romantically. Eeeeeeewwwww someoneâs ex needs to be released here, I knew there was a heartbreak here, old energy needs to be cleared maybe your ex comes back or their ex does either way, that energy will cause interferences and maybe some doubt and itâll need to get addressed. Lots of passion and attraction between you two!! You two definitely stay in the present moment together, itâs like everything becomes so vivid Iâm feeling, trippy like youâre on drugs, the synergy you two have is going to intoxicate you both! Heart to heart conversations will bring you both closer than ever, youâre going to honestly discuss your feelings with each other and confess I feel finally how you feel for one another, I feel thatâs going to take a minute though, this is the slow burner pile for real! Heavy flirting and youâre going to know you two are soulmates that you have a spiritual connection. Whether or not you decide to act on it in that moment! Youâll both know. Words of Affirmation! This connection will be worth waiting for, divine timing will be guiding this connection, it already is, itâs a prophetic type of love you two have. You two will feel safe and secured together. I also see that this connection is secured by the divine. Some of you will get upset and walk away from this connection in a romance way but itâs protected by the divine and right now youâre probably think love isnât happening for you (single for a looooooong time huh)??? (Samesies)! Your guides want you to know your connection with your FS is yours and itâs secured by the divine theyâre personally delivering your FS to you. Youâll be learning to forgive and heal the past this may have to deal with the ex. Youâll both need to forgive and heal the past in order to move forward together. Your Fs will be gaining some type of spiritual awakening experience in the early stages, they will realize thereâs something intensely important about the connection they share with you. This is why patience, this connection is going to be a lot for them grasp and understand even for you, so yeah allow this connection to play out naturally especially with this meddling ex. Heal the past rewrite the future. Thatâs the dynamic Iâm picking up on. You two will know forsure! That youâre soulmates thatâs without a doubt! YOUâLL KNOW! I just feel like the past and fear will hold you back from really acting on it. Lots of hugs. The vibe is very familiar and comfortable like youâve known each other and you have! This is a connection that surpasses anything! Even dimensions. Issa vibe! Always when you two are together! Good vibes and good energy getting to know one another, fun, laughs, very friendly and warm. Welcoming. They have money, like I said and I feel like theyâll spoil you, their love language maybe gift giving. Didnât I say getting you flowers and little tokens like that? Theyâll love providing for you, spending their money on you I heard âit feels rightâ. Getting you surprise gifts, seeing you light up, theyâll live for that. I told you youâll light up their world! Just seeing you, they will wake up everyday excited to
Come to work and see you. Really wanting to incorporate you, Iâm their everyday life. Introducing you to family and friends, inviting you to family gatherings, really wanting their family to get to know you, thatâs their subliminal way of showing you off I heard. The vibe is so wholesome. Very similar to pile one but more grounded and slower. You two will love calling each other little pet names, and funny names. âThatâs my BigHeadâ!! âShut Up Lil Munchkinâ! Things like that. The intellectual support and banter between you two will be amazing! Youâll zone out talking to each other. Probably didnât have anyone like that to do that with before you or your FS so itâll be brand new to them. This whole connection is going to feel very brand new raw and hella intense for the both of you. Surprising pop ups when you are working, âI brought you lunchâ âcan I take you to lunch/dinnerâ? They will make up cute little excuses to see you I feel. Again I know you two are meeting through career, theyâre your mentor or your theirs. You two will be helping each other with work, working together seems like itâs going to be so fun with you. âDonât feel like workâ. Itâll just be a vibe! Your chemistry is off the charts with your FS! They will fantasize and have wet ass vivid dreams about you! You two probably will divulge your fantasies to each other during one of your deep conversations and that will turn the other on. I feel your FS will go out of their way to give you the world. Iâm seeing so many mixed signals. Youâll have to give them time to really get their head right because this ex too! Smfh! Yo!
Pile III
This is my wish come true but I canât no I wonât believe it pile! I see that whatever is happening is going to be like a wish come true, but one of you will be waiting for the other shoe to drop like youâre determined it will. One of you will be going through some shit at the time. (This seems to be a collective thing happening). Iâm feeling like when you two are getting to know each other, someone is feeling trapped in their past, like you want to or they want to but something is making you feel like you canât or you shouldnât. Self sabotage basically. Things of your desires will be manifesting & you wonât believe how itâs happening! Itâs your FS babe! You or them will be feeling stuck, theyâll help you open your eyes I feel, Show you that you have more options than you think. Open up the world for you basically. Vice versa as well. Something will be revealed but one of you will need help or will need to open your eyes to unveil it. Theyâre going to help you let go of old stories, release the past for good. The universe gifted your desire thatâs how youâll feel! I see soo much gratitude. For some you may use getting to know your FS as a distraction from dealing with your issues, but Iâll feel soo good and emotionally fulfill you both. Your FS will feel soo blessed to know you, to have met you. Like they manifested you into their lives which indeed they did. You two maybe going through some rough time but together youâll decide to choose joy, to be happy. Youâre each others alleviation of the pain. Youâll take each other away from the drama and the pain and provide happiness, emotional comfort and fulfillment. Thereâs some fear Iâm seeing here, fear of not dreaming big enough maybe. Fears will block & cause delays in the connection. You two will talk yourselves in and out I heard. Of confessing, youâre afraid of the feelings not being reciprocated? Getting rejected?? You two will both be dealing with some karmic debt & bad luck. Itâll seem like you two canât catch a break personally. 8,9,10 like pile 2? Your connection will develop at its own pace, not slow burn, but patience is a virtue here. Youâll be going through an unfortunate time & itâll be a moment where youâll be learning how to relinquish control. Some kind of unexpected setback or delay. It maybe something you or them didnât want to face or change but itâll change anyways. âJust my luckâ. You two will bring good luck back into each others lives. Help each other be grateful for what you will have! You two will be very frazzled and all over the place mentally so itâs not a good time for romance anyways. Clouded Judgement is what Iâm getting. One of you will be over analyzing or overthinking every signal or word or thought and thatâs going to drive you crazy I get that itâs you, trying to decipher what that text meant or what did that conversation mean. Youâll be sooooooo into your FS when youâre getting to know them and youâll want them to reciprocate soo bad, they wonât immediately, cos of the shit theyâve got going on in their own personal lives. âShitshowâ. I heard. Thereâs this stuck energy I keep picking up on! đ¤ yâall are going to be allowing yourselves to fall in love, because your vibe is so romantic, sensual, you two will know that thereâs something romantic between you. Helping you give birth to something, Iâm seeing. Youâre going to both be going through some type of glow up! Getting rid of the bad and dealing with that karma so that the wheel can turn back in your favor or your FS favor which it will. Really nurturing each other and being there for each other emotionally. The intimacy here is gorgeous! You two will have an unconditional love for one another thereâs going to be nothing they can do or nothing you will do that will spur how you look at them or how they look at you. âSaw you at your worst still thought you were the bestâ. You two will really lean on each other. Your early stages is about unification but within the self. Something you create will bring in abundance. Or co-create with them. This connection is very harmonious, the vibe
Of you two getting to know each other is harmonious and very mutual and reciprocated. You two treat each other equally. Masculine and feminine energies combined to perfect yin and yang âŻď¸ . Root and Solar Plexus Chakra activation or purification. Witty and fun banter. Thereâs going to be a choice you two will have to make it one of you will, it could be about choosing to confess or even ACCEPT the truth about having feelings for one another. You two will show each other the dualities thatâs within the both of you, one of you is probably more spiritually aligned and aware Iâm picking up on you lol I heard because you picked out this reading! So yassss! Anyways youâre going to reach your FS about energies and yin and Yang, even tarot. Lol you may even show them this reading? Helping each other draw healthy boundaries and cut off what and who no longer is serving you two! You guys will trigger each other Iâm feeling not heavily but little triggers here and there. This is a rough start to your journey! Thereâs a lack of confidence in the self. Seeing unused potential. This group will probably give each other tough live but in a hurting sense not to tear you down or you hurting them. Iâm seeing blocked energy. Paranoid about the intentions of each other, thereâs a deep rooted hurt from the past that has one of you fucking stuck, stalling and delaying out of fear! Hmm maybe some of you start off as friends actually, or friendly. You may meet through friends. (Third party situation)? Sorry guys. (Not cheating just someone else needs to get purged). Im seeing you two will love partying and drinking together. Your FS is apart of your soul tribe. Or your soul tribe will introduce you to them. Getting to know them will be fun and celebratory. Itâll feel like a celebration. Abundance. Life will feel richer. Air will smell better to. Everything will feel potent? Youâll both feel a sense of belonging together. Like a community, you may spend a lot of time on their community hanging out with their people, or their neighborhood, even yours. Iâm seeing lots of hanging out around crowds. Maybe thatâs why the mixed signals ? âYou like me it yet weâre always on a date with other people aroundâ. Maybe they never ask for alone time? You may have to be the one thatâs bold and make that move babe. You two I donât see any pushback or anything like that, I see you two cooperating with each other harmoniously. Itâs just the confession and the personal issues Ik seeing causing the delay. Outside shit. Patience is key here with your connection. Helping each other plan for the future. Subliminally trying to include themselves in your plans I feel your FS will try to do. Making progress in your personal life will lead to progress made on this connection. Showing each other possibilities especially your FS with you, showing you all the possibilities. Thereâs going to be a choice to be made between being in your comfort zone or taking a risk. Very soon I feel this meeting may happen for you. I also feel like very soon after getting to know each other you will realize how much you care for them, but with the shit that theyâre going through at the time youâll feel like itâs better to just take a step back. Youâll love them hugging you from behind. Leaning on their body. Youâll be learning to love yourself first. Really working on your self love, respect and confidence! Them as well, their confidence is going to turn you on, when you see them valuing themselves and their worth thatâs really going to turn you on! Your FS is your soulmate. & theyâre everything that youâve prayed for, affirmed, & visualized, theyâre your dream person as you are theirs and when you get to know each other youâll start to feel more and more holy shit this is my dream person, from my journals and my wishes and my prayers in front of my face clear as day! Yup Iâm hearing that song by raven symone, some call it magic. Friends I feel will help you guys stay on track or help you guys when your trying to run away from this connection. I also see that this connection youâll both be
Learning how to come to each other for help, learning how to reach out and accept help from one another. Again confirmation that for some of you your friends will put together this connection. You two will be feeling romantic feelings for each other that you may deny or be confused about and that fear and confusion will hold you both back from pursuing but those romantic feelings are real and worth exploring which is why you feel them and you donât have to force it. You two will have to learn to make the effort and follow the steps youâre being guided to take, which is the romantic feelings I feel youâll both be feeling. You have to believe that this love is not to good to be true itâs in front of you itâs yours and you deserve it! You and your FS. Children may have something to do with this, maybe they have kids or pets? Or maybe theyâre some sort of guardian? Or you are. You two heal your inner children together. Your inner children really need healing right now. Try to work on that. This connection is spiritual, one the lessons Iâm seeing youâll teach each other as youâre getting to know one another. You will get together after you two heal and Learn important lessons thatâll allow this union to grow into a romantic relationship. Youâll both have to be bold and take a risk. You two will be self-reflecting about your life and your growth. This seems like a dark reunion to me, thereâs no such thing as bad timing but this seems like it, meeting when youâre not ready to be together. You two will be the inspiration the other needs to work on self. Youâll be telling yourself to slow down with them, donât worry theyâll be doing the same. Im sensing a lot of mirroring energy. Youâll both want this so bad but realize that you canât force it especially when you yourselves PERSONALLY arenât ready. I lowkey feel like thatâs spirit saying or hinting at you guys to work on your self confidence and worth, cos youâre worth this love coming in! If you donât believe why should they? Yeah Iâm seeing that thereâs fear of abandonment here. Youâll have to trust and believe that love isnât going anywhere. Youâll be letting fear and doubt interfere. Not a person an emotion the ego coming in to cloud your judgement. You two will be there to console and support each other! Listening & being the ear and shoulder each other needs. They are a great listener, you will really feel heard and seen with them. Theyâre going to be patient with you. Try to be the same with them. Iâm seeing dark energy around the time yâall are getting to know each other. You two will be the best part of each others days and lives I told you the perfect distraction (not a bad thing, long as you come back to reality and deal with the issue). Life will seem like a movie together. Movie nights. Bringing out the best parts of each other. Smiles, laughs and happy times Iâm seeing when youâre getting to know each other. Personally and individually I see drama and stress but together youâre in a dome of love and laughter. You two really will cherish and treasure each other. Your FS will feel so thankful they found. Iâm hearing âafraid to ruin what we haveâ. đ I hate that thought but yeah thereâs fear of âwhat if we donât work outâ? There a fear to take a risk here. Really getting to explore town and experience things together. Lots of hanging out and driving around. âCruisinâ. I heard that, you two will love exploring the depths of each others minds too, really gravitated towards each other. Emotionally supportive always cheering you on & listening to your problems. They will hate seeing you upset. âLemme make you feel betterâ. They may take you on day trips to help you get away to clear your head I see. They will be protective of you I see you two will probably have emotional and mental checkups. âJust checking inâ. Youâll love spending nights together, stargazing and looking up at the stars and the moon even sleeping under the stars after a moonlight picnic wine and dine đ đĽ°! So romantic and sweet. You two will be wearing matching outfits. Even couples costumes this is the
They need to hurry up and date cos they know they want to dynamic. EVERYONE AND THEY MAMA will know you two have chemistry and will be asking when will you guys date? You guys dating yet? Youâll be so cute together! You know yâall like each other! Lol just fuck and get it over with already. The support that you give each other is super amazing yâall! You two will be PDA hugging and being all touchy in public. Flirting and acting as if youâre a couple even when youâre just getting to know each other! Yeah the vibe that intense that heavy! You two wonât be able to get enough of each other. Holding hands, teasing. This is adorable! You two will spend holidays together wanting to start traditions just for the both of you. This dynamic will feel blissful to both of you despite the shit that youâre going through personally. Theyâll put a smile on your face and break their back to do it. Cuddling by the fire. Really just enjoying the others company. You will be loved by social media. Iâm seeing people rooting for you! You may even become one of those Ig couples (not the fake phony ones). Youâll be posting each other, taking videos and photos together, cute videos and selfies, silly and goofy pics. #Couplegoals #Notacoupleyet #ButShouldBe #Us. They will be so stoked to introduce you to their family and meet yours they probably will ask your family permission before they marry you. âCan I have her handâ? Inviting you over to family get togethers (this card came out for all)! Familial support will help you two I feel really get comfy with each other and maybe give the courage to make the move?? Just a blissful and wholesome dynamic overall!
Welll thatâs all for this reading! The collective seems to be going through it during the time of meeting and getting to know each other thatâs the old shedding making room for the new connection and love thatâs going to be in your lives at that time! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED AND IT RESONATED YOU KNOW THE DEALIO! REBLOG |COMMENT |LIKE đ đ đ I love you đ!
You have a very nostalgic and fresh-start kind of beauty. It's like you take away people's worries and give them a different way of seeing things or feeling things. You may attract a lot of traumatized people and many people with crushes on you may struggle with mental illness. You attract these people because of your healing energy. People see you as confusing but in a dreamy way. You seem like a fantasy person that people would have to work hard to reach. It's like you're always slightly out of reach. You have a calm and balanced energy and people see you as perfect in an odd way.
Song: The perfect girl - Mareux
Pile Two
You seem like you know everything about everybody and some find it unsettling. You have a kind of scary feel to you. You might have gone through dark and scary experiences before, especially at a young age. You seem fearless. You may remind people of Nanno (Girl from Nowhere) or Yumeko (Kakegurui). You seem to just know things regardless of if anyone told you. You also seem closed off. It's like nobody knows anything about you, especially not your emotions, but you know about everyone. You seem like you always have something going on but nobody is quite sure what it is that you actually do. Extreme high priestess energy. People see you as someone who is very just and fair. They think you aren't scared of the truth, even if it's morbid. You may be desensitized to g0re, blo0d, etc. You have a lot of walls up and it makes people think you're hiding things that they could benefit from if they got closer to you.
Song: Pretty Cvnt - Sewerslvt
Pile Three
You give major "heartbreaker" type vibes. It seems like you may get many confessions and offers, especially concerning romance and s3x but don't actually accept any. If you aren't getting them now, you will likely get them soon. You're too focused on caring for yourself to take up loving another person the same way. You most likely have many options to choose from but you don't really want them. People assume you're playing hard to get but you just fr don't want them. People see you as attractive and someone they would wanna be with long-term. You're the first choice for many people even if you don't see it.
Song: This one's for you in the front row - nineishuman
Pile Four
Right off the bat, you seem like you're pitying people. You make people realize dark parts of themselves. You have an unreal feeling to you. You seem kind of AI generated. You seem very strong in a pain-tolerance type of way. Listening to anti-fragile and the number 8 may be significant in this reading. You are very alluring but it feels like a trap. You may have a bad history with love, resulting in commitment issues. People see you as "a gift from God" I hear. It's like there's no way meeting you was a coincidence. I'm getting that people see you out the corner of their eye. You seem magical and nobody can fully understand who/what you are.
Song: Me Me Me -Teddyloid, Daoko + Vocaloid Utopia - Dennoko-P
PAC: THEIR FEELINGS DURING AND AFTER THE FIRST TIME HAVING S3X WITH YOU
Current partner or future partner. This is only for serious relationships, not hookups. This mainly talks about their feelings during and after your first time with them, whether they will act on the feelings or not, it depends. Take your time. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you canât stop looking at.
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PILE 1
During: The Devil, King of Cups, Ace of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles (Page of Cups)
They will feel a strong attraction towards you; a mix of love and pure lust. Being with you, having you in their arms will feel as ifâ you are theirs to take care of, that they are there to soothe you and make both of you feel good. This person will want something more with you obviously. They will feel like they are the âcaregiverâ, the person who is responsible. They will be getting this warm feelings in their chest. They will want to caress your body, your hair, or just having you in their arms basically, maybe kissing you on your forehead, your cheeks, nose, shoulders, etc. The energy feels tender and full, like itâs a bit hard to breathe.
I mentioned pure lust. This will be the other side of it. They will feel so much love towards you, yes, but at the same time they will be hot with arousal. We got The Devil. They will feel the desire to just do whatever they want to you, to channel those frustration and arousal. For many of you, these feelings may be expressed through force (not much but it can be felt); maybe they will hold your waist with a strong grip, they will leave some marks on your skin, etc. They will try to control themselves tho so I donât feel like they will express this fully, it will not be 100% of what they actually want to do to you. I think some of the frustration will be carried on to the next sex you guys will have. So it is likely that they will want to be rougher with you the next time you guys do it, because you are used to them now so they can turn up the heat.
Sorry for being crass but if they have a dick, they will be hard hard. Their mind will not be thinking about anyone else but you, the person in front of them. Their focus will be on achieving their orgasm, with? using? your body. How to say this. Basically, they will see you as someone they want to fuck hard so they can get all of that lust out of their system/body, you are the person they will want to be with, to do it toâ to get that utmost satisfaction. I donât think this person will dirty talk that day, not much maybe, because it feels like whatever they want to say will be expressed through actions because they will feel like they have no words to really describe their feelings at that time.
After: 7 of Pentacles Rx, The Sun
They will not want to stop. I donât know where you guys will be doing it, but letâs say it was at their place and you had to go home that night or the next morning, they might not want that. They may show you that they want it again, or they want to cuddle, etc. They will just want you to be there with them. They definitely wonât see it as a one time thing, and will have every intention of having sex with you again.Â
If you stay over at their place or you guys wake up near each other, I think they will enjoy that. Just being in bed with you, talking quietly or lazily, the sunlight peeking through the curtains in the bedroom. They may also suggest things to do; things related to sex or just life in general. They may talk about the sex itself, your response to their touch, anything that they like and notice during, they may ask about how you are feeling, etc. Basically regardless what they will say, you will be able to see their happiness and satisfaction.
PILE 2
Trigger Warning: Sexual trauma, body image issue
During: The Star, 7 of Wands, 6 of Swords, 3 of Wands (2 of Cups)
There is a lot of healing energy from the spread. So this might only resonate with a specific group of people. You or your person might have a body image issue OR had negative experiences with sex before this. I feel like this reservation or hesitancy is coming more from you tho. So if you have a sexual trauma, bad sexual experiences with your past lovers, OR you just feel really insecure about your body and about being naked with someone else; then this is your pile.
If you donât find that description resonating, you can choose another pile. But if you want to continue reading, you can see it this way; maybe you will have this sex with them after a separation (eg. long distance relationship, after a work trip), or after one of you goes through a negative experience. Regardless which one is it, just adjust the reading as you see fit.
Alright so basically. They will be thoughtful. They will be feeling a lot of gentleness towards you, a lot of love and understanding. So being with them in the same room that night/day, may feel soothing to you too. They will just want to kiss away your pain. If your pain was caused by other people, then they will feel that fierce protectiveness, it will be underneath everything tho since they will focus more on helping you heal. They will want to act in a way that will let you know that you can come to them, that you can rest in their arms, that itâs okay, and you are safe, âweâll do this as slowly as you need it to beâ this is what they will be communicating through their actions.
With The Star here, itâs hard to describe the energy; that day, the sex, you and themâ everything will feel spiritual, magical and intimate to them. It will start with pure love, and they will show you (through body language or words) that you guys can stop any time you want, they will want the sex of course but there will be no obligation to continue. They will want to take their time with you. They may take frequent pauses to just kiss and caress you before they continue to pleasure you again.Â
They will see this whole thing as something that can help you or them (whoever with the issue) move forward and embrace the future. That kind of feeling. Like, you guysâ future is bright, and you are looking forward to tomorrow, and that better days are coming. They will see you as their partner, as someone who they genuinely just want to love. And love they will.
After: The Magician Rx, King of Wands Â
They will still feel very much protective of you after the sex. So they may hold you close, if you want to cry about something then they will let you cry on their chest or shoulder, they will caress your back and kiss your forehead, etc. Basically any actions that can help them express that protectiveness, âIâm hereâ.Â
Like I said, they will see the sex as one step forward in leaving the pain behind, the same message Iâm feeling from The Magician in reverse. Itâs like, itâs almost there, you are almost there. They may think about things they want to do with you and whatâs next, but I donât feel like they will want to do it right away. They will understand that focusing on you and making you feel comforted and safe are more important, anything else can wait.
PILE 3
During: The Devil Rx, Judgement, 6 of Cups, Knight of Pentacles (Knight of Wands)
Look, The Devil can be about sexual attraction alright, but itâs also about control. With it in reverse, either this person will not last as long as they want to OR they will feel worried that they may not last as long as they want to. Especially if this is someone with a dick, their dick may get really hard? It may have been a while since they last get that hard. Or they may worry about not being able to get it up or perform well. Honestly whatever it is, there will be something about the dick.
They will want to prolong the sex, not just the fucking, I mean the whole thingâ from the beginning of the âinteractionâ to the orgasm, to drag it out so they can relish the experience. But at the same time they will be feeling so turned on. Ah, to have a First World problem. They will want to act like the Knight of Pentacles, they will want to be in control of themselves and do it the right way, whatever that means to them, so they will try their best to âmanageâ their arousal and take it slow. Â
This person will fall in love with what they see; your body I mean. Their fantasy wonât be enough to encapsulate your beauty and it wonât be enough to prepare them for whatever emotions they will be feeling the moment they see you naked. The sex will also feel major to them, like a gateway to a new life. I know I make it sound dramatic but yea. They may compare you guysâ first time with their past experiences, and they will feel that their past experiences pale in comparison.Â
I think subconsciously they will realize that they are hooked the moment they see you, and that there is no way to return back to not knowing you and to not knowing how it feels being with you. âIâm yours nowâ âyou are stuck with me nowâ that kind of feeling. While doing it, they may feel like doing it again and again in the future. I mean, how to explain this, they could be fucking you or fingering you at that time and still be thinking to themselves like God I want to do this again.
For those of you who have had sex before (with your past partners), your person will also get the desire to make you forget those memories and just remember this memory with them. And there will be something on your legs? I donât know if you will be wearing thigh high stockings that day/night or they will look at your legs and fantasize about wrapping/tying a rope around those legs.
After: Ace of Pentacles, 4 of Swords
Overall this person will feel satisfied, they will be feeling warm and good about it after. They may hold you close to them and just bask in that post-coital bliss. Their body may feel a bit heavy. They may want to talk about you guysâ future, what to eat, how you are feeling, things you guys need to take care of, what to do next, etc.Â
They will want to cuddle and they may not be able to stop touching you. They will feel a desire to do it again and do it better (because of whatever issue this The Devil in reverse is). So they may initiate sex again, maybe oral sex.Â
PILE 4
During: Death, The Hierophant, 9 of Swords, 2 of Pentacles (10 of Wands)
Many of you will have this sex after marriage OR after some time has passed and your relationship is stable/serious. It doesnât feel like the sex you will have on the third date. So you/they will have waited long to get to that point. All of that waiting will create this mystery and sexual tension. A strong sexual tension. While standing in front of you, that day, in that room, I think subconsciously your person will be able to feel that it is the moment to uncover the mystery and to gratify their anticipation, to do something about whatever feelings between you two.
They will get mixed feelings. Not bad, just mixed. They will feel all types of emotions eg. lust, love, worry, etc. Itâs like being hit by and drown in a wave of emotions. They will want to just succumb to the arousal and express everything intensely so that it will mimic the intense feelings they will be feeling in their chest and whole body. But at the same time, they will want to tread carefully, not wanting to hurt, wanting to take their time with the details, etc. So the contrast will create some kind of frustration and disorientation. Â
You will feel it, their emotions. Something may also change between you two, maybe during the sex youâll see a side of them that you donât usually see. For some of you, your person may be quite expressionless or have a cool personality, not showing their feelings much, quite private. So during the sex, their feelings may become more obvious to you, as if you are witnessing the rawest expression of their soul. They may need to sort through their own desires, because they will feel like doing all sorts of things to you, so they may need to pause and decide how they are going to go about it.
For some of you, this personâs actions may be a mix of everything they feel like doing. Eg. They may grab your hair with a strong grip, dig their nails into your body, leave teeth marks, but then they soothe you by kissing you lovingly or caressing your face. I donât know how exactly they will express it, but it has that energy. Itâs intense, and then it softens, and then it gets intense again, and then it softens. Itâs the difference between Death (intense) and The Hierophant (committed & traditional). You may also make them feel like a teenager again. Randy and desperate, emotionally and sexually, but at the same timeâ feeling like they need to tone it down and get a grip.
After: The World, 3 of Pentacles
Itâs that feeling you get after all things are done. The intense feelings will be gone after the sex, and will be replaced by peace and satisfaction. Itâs like waking up and seeing the sunrise after a long heavy night of you pouring out and exposing your soul to someone else. That quiet, cool serenity. They may wake up earlier than you, or after the sex you may fall asleep for a while. There will be no negative feelings, they will know that this is right and you both are what you both should beâ together, here, at that place, in that moment.Â
They may also admire your looks/body, feeling spent and peaceful about it all. They will see that you guys have chemistry, you are good together. So maybe you guys will sync well, maybe you guys will just know what the other person needs in a particular moment, how to touch the other person, how to express the desire, etc. If you are awake, they may give you a long slow kiss, just like how they will feel about the whole thing after.
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Ë ŕźâĄ âď˝ĄË â pile one
song on shuffle: weston road flows by drake
greetings, pile one! before i turn over your cards, i'd just like to say that you have the type of beauty that makes people assume that you're rude, for some reason. maybe you have a "mean girl" look to you, kinda like a resting bitch face, but i think that you walk and act a certain way that makes people assume this about you. they may get the feeling that you think you're better than them just because you hold yourself to a high standard. idk maybe this is true, or maybe people are just projecting onto you. either way, people see you as someone who looks like they run shit, like you should be in charge, or that you're very assertive. some may even think you're conceited lol. let's get into the cards now. the first card for you is the ten of cups! okay so you have the type of beauty that makes people think you're content no matter what happens in your life, which is a pretty shallow assumption, in my opinion. if you were to complain about something, i feel like people would think that you're too good looking to actually be sad or feel insecure. but i'm also getting that some could see you as wish fulfillment, and that they'd want to marry you and have kids with you because they want to mix dna with you. since the second card in your spread is the page of wands reversed, you have the type of beauty that confuses people. some people assume one thing about you while another group of people assume something completely different and i feel like almost everyone is wrong, which confuses them even more. ohhhh.... three of cups. okay so people in relationships could feel tempted by you, even if you're not even entertaining them, pile one. but i'm also getting a message that your beauty makes other people feel good??? people like being around you because they feel more beautiful with you, not in a malicious way. this is probably because they know you're very beautiful and you hype them up which makes them feel even more beautiful than before. yup, now we have the star. you have the type of beauty that makes people believe in a higher power, because there's no way you are that beautiful by chance. someone with a higher power had to craft you. your type of beauty gives people a mystical and magical feeling. you may have very unique/eccentric features and this draws people's attention to you like crazy. you have the type of beauty that tends to make people forget that there's a depth to you, as weird as that sounds. like, people start off liking you because of your beauty but then once they get to know you, they're amazed that you have your own personality???? idk this is a very weird message but that's what i'm getting. i'm seeing that you may have cat-like features such as almond eyes or a certain facial structure that could look similar to a lion. your hair could be a dark red color, or you may like to wear dark red a lot. this color really adds to your beauty, it's like a poisonous mixture, but in an extremely good way.
Ë ŕźâĄ âď˝ĄË â pile two
song on shuffle: glow in the dark by tru heru
heyyy, pile two! before i turn over the cards, i get the feeling that your type of beauty is the type that makes people... wonder. lol. you may have a dark aesthetic, dark eyes, black hair, and/or very sharp features that makes people think of occult-like things. you could have the type of beauty that makes people think of witches/warlocks, or you have the type of beauty that people want to manifest???? okay, lets get into the cards. the first card we have is the four of wands reversed. you have the type of beauty that people think you achieved by working out, or going on a certain diet, or cutting something out like smoking. even if your looks are 100% natural and un-altered by outside forces, people could possibly think you've had cosmetic surgery. you have the type of beauty that screams luxury. it doesn't matter if you're wealthy or unwealthy, people assume you have money. this could also indicate that your beauty attracts people who want to give you money. because of your beauty, people may think that you have high expectations and that you won't be impressed by them, which may or may not be true, i don't know. either way, a lot of people don't approach you because they feel like you won't even give them the time of day, let alone your number. you and pile one got the page of wands reversed, so if you were called to pile one then i'd suggest checking it out! but due to this card, you emerge new feelings for people because of your beauty. you could be a muse for artists, a new passion for those whom are interested in you, or even insecurity in some people. your type of beauty is the type that causes people to think new. if someone thinks you have high expectations but they really want to come forward, they're going to think of new ways to impress you. now, we have the wheel of fortune in reverse. your type of beauty invokes change in people in ways that inspires them to do their makeup a certain way, dress differently, act differently, get a haircut, start working out, change what they consume, etc. you have plutonian influence on people, meaning you cause them to look at themselves and change what they're not content with. you may keep up with your looks by frequently trimming and/or dying your hair, getting manicures/pedicures, doing your eyebrows, shaving, doing your makeup often, getting tattoos/piercings, and all of that gives people the essence of wealth. i know i've already said this, but it came up again so this energy is very prominent. your type of beauty makes people think of money, pile two. people also think you pay attention to the small details of yourself and that you're very creative when it comes to your style and/or makeup.
Ë ŕźâĄ âď˝ĄË â pile three
song on shuffle: feelings aside by bamsavage (i don't remember adding this song lol)
what's going on, pile three? before i look at your cards, i feel like you have the type of beauty in which causes people from your past to be stuck on you, or check up on you often. even in situations where they see you as the bad guy, they can't stop looking at you because your beauty is intoxicating. i'm also getting that your beauty is so intense and unsettling, that people who feel rejected by you may attempt to humble you in order to make themselves feel better lol. i'm going to look at your cards now. wow, all of these piles got the page of wands, but you got it upright and the other two got it in reverse. well, your beauty is the type of beauty that inspires people, much like pile two. people think that your beauty gives you unlimited potential and that you could pretty much do anything you want because of it. you may have more of a "messy" type of beauty, in which you may not brush your hair everyday, you wear baggier/cheaper clothes, but you still look really good to people and this is very admirable to them. since the magician is your second card, people see you as very powerful because of your beauty. for example, if someone is going up against you in a race, they may already feel like they lost because of your beauty. your beauty makes people feel like you can literally do anything. i'm also getting that people want you to dominate them???? okay moving on, we have the three of pentacles. you have the type of beauty that makes people want to work with you and learn from you. if you're into fitness, people want you to train them so they can look like you. people could also talk about how beautiful you are in groups, could be a group of friends, maybe even family. you definitely have the type of beauty that causes lots of attention to be on you in public. you could be very tall, or there's just something about you that sticks in people's minds. people that you e never met before may know of you or possibly even be a fan of yours because theyâve seen you in public or on social media. this unlimited-potential energy is coming back again, so you have the type of beauty that opens up opportunities for you, pile three. for example, people in higher positions could pick you over others just because of your looks, or maybe modeling agencies could scout you in public without you even trying to impress them because of the type of beauty you have. you have the type of beauty that makes people think you have a lot of self-love and inner confidence. you could naturally be toned, or you could be physically active! your beauty is extremely powerful, pile three. use it to your advantage, but do so wisely.
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