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Púca .|. personal blog to @suilenascath(art etc).|. He/They/It .|. head empty dumb of ass .|. 29 .|. Multi-fandom .|.

[t007pucari]

*⁠.ﾟ⁠Welcomeﾟ⁠.⁠* *⁠.ﾟ⁠To My Blogﾟ⁠.⁠*

About Me

You can call me: Púca or Moth

I'm 28, Irish and non-binary using they/he/it pronouns. V Queer. Chronically ill disaster.

I have varied interests such as video games, anime, drawing, reading, listening to music and I'd love to cosplay.

Currently furthering my childcare qualifications and tattooing knowledge with plenty of doctor and hospital visits in between while I'm out of work.

Current Interests

✧ The Summer Hikaru Died

✧ Jujutsu Kaisen

✧ Genshin Impact

✧ Oblivion Remastered

✧ Nier Replicant

✧Resident Evil

✧Twisted Wonderland

✧ Tokyo Revengers

✧Fruits Basket

✧Toilet Bound Hanako-kun

✧ Dragon Age: Veilguard

Side-Blogs

✧ art: @pucariink

✧TBHK: @yugi-twins

✧TSHD: @hgsnhikaru

If we share any interests feel free to drop a DM or ask and we can chat! Thanks for stopping by!

Ps I don't do silly witch hunts my ass is too old for that shit I grew up in the era of if you don't like it block/ignore and move the fuck on, I won't listen to baseless accusations with zero proof I'm here for a good time not a stressful one

[t007pucari]

Super fun that I'm going to fail my entire course because I can't complete 50 hours work experience with an age group I do NOT wanna work with that I would literally reject or resign if I was told to work with them. I have completed 137 hours with the age group I DO want to work with, and literally have six years of experience actively as a teacher working with them.

But that won't be good enough for the college. It's mandatory to do the baby group. It doesn't MATTER that no work place has replied and been willing to take me on; it doesn't matter that I'm chronicly ill and disabled I am NOT allowed any accomodation; I MUST complete these hours without any kind of support and help or FAIL!

I have surgery coming up to prepare for, especially when family wort help me post op. I'm in the hospital like once a month for physio.

I have ten assignments to do for these people after they made false accusations on my work and also said I didn't put effort into it. Because they want me to redo things they imo unjustly failed me on.

My dad will go absolutely INSANE if I fail.

If I fail Ive wasted thousands to do this course.

This is such BS.

I really need to get off my cowardly ass and fucking kill myself successfully this time.

[t007pucari]

Spending the like third or fourth night in a row not sleeping because of intense pain and nausea I am BEYOND fed up with being chronically ill, and it's cool that each night I don't get rest it just makes the flare for the following day and night worse so it's super fun and cool and not at all defeating in a world already hard to live in!

[jackiefour]

Okay, so according to this post, @staff says they're listening to us, so...

Sound off, Tumblr! How do you feel about the latest update to the reblog and notes?

Hate it. 👎

Like it. 👍

Voting ended onMar 19

No nuance. Go ahead and reblog the crap out of this.

[thegenderal]

as a denizen of this busted ass website for half my life now i do know how staff works and i’m going to lay out what they think will happen as someone who has witnessed this exact thing play out

People get very mad for a few days and then roll over and accept the change to the enclosure. This is what they are betting on. They have had meetings about this.

Getting around it: set an alarm. Get mad not just now, but in a few days, a week, two weeks. They are expecting people to sigh and get over this very odd edit to the site in a few days. Keep flooding them for more than just tonight. Be mad for the week, for the month. Leave a message every day.

[thegenderal]

like . I cant even blame them for being like “we’ll monitor for the week”. Remember when they changed the blue back in like 2015? This website acted like staff had gone into their house and shot their dog. We’re here because we’re allergic to change and therefore it’s hard to parse if people hate the change because it’s bad or because we go into thermonuclear meltdown over what color blue the background of the website is. Just continue to bug them beyond today and beyond this week.

[drfunkbeat]

Another "for later" step I'd recommend is, once the changes are out in the mobile app (NOT YET), leave a one star review on the app store and mention why. If the rating goes down significantly, that provides quantitative evidence that people do not want this change and it's a bad idea.

[t007pucari]

I am genuinely so excited to kill myself fr fr

[t007pucari]

Brother has been passive aggressive with me since yesterday, yet he's hiding out in my room from the cleaner; and still has the nerve to try ignore me if I try make polite conversation literally just because my condition flared up and I'm too unwell to entertain him how he wants me to. Like dude grow the actual fuck up and if you're that annoyed stop using my personal space as your safe space

[t007pucari]

It must be nice to be able to rest if you're burned out and in a flare

Wish I could instead of spending every fucking moment of not being in work babysitting a thirty year old man who does not give a shit if I'm clearly exhausted and in pain and need to rest because he needs constant companionship and entertainment

Plus my college work goes undone because I can't actually work on it because I have to babysit said thrift year old

[feefal]

you've always been a long time inspiration of mine for character design and colors!! just saw your stitched up piece again and just wanted to ask how you post such nice looking gifs-- every time i try to it just comes out dithered and crunchy :'(

Heheeee shucks, you’re too kind❤️ I always use this site for gifs, works like a charm! Tumblr is pretty frugal with gif resolution, but the ones made through this site is just below the threshold without making them crunchy

Animated GIF Maker

Online GIF maker where you can create animated GIFs, banners, slideshows from sequence of images. Upload frames and make a GIF or merge and

[t007pucari]

Work was an absolutely nightmare today; I also didn't really get much sleep, and I'm still getting over a flare; only to get an unexpected INDEFINITE visit from my brother who demands attention and entertainment 24/7. I get literally no time to myself to recuperate or to even properly focus on assignments for college. I must instead entertain him and play viddy games for his amusement. And neglect my self and my college work! Fun!

Certainly doesn't at all make me want to kill myself not getting to focus on what I need to do or any recover time!

[t007pucari]

It's actually too cold to be alive rn

[t007pucari]

I don't have the funds but would it be evil for me to message a seller to ask about a laptop they are selling ( they're literally selling it for store price which is a little crazy to me tbh so I kinda wanna haggle but feel like a cunt to ask that esp when I can't actually really haggle a lot rn )

[t007pucari]

Something fundamental in me shattered into jagged edged dust particles lodged in my chest cavity the other day; I don't even know how to explain it, and with this part shattered, I honestly don't think I should. There's no point, really.

[t007pucari]

I'm in the sad again, seeing everyone interact so fondly and lovingly and be thought of in friendships like oooooo what's fundamentally wrong with me that I can't have it

Anyway that means I gotta get out of bed, organise groceries and hop back into silent hill f; you all miss out on my whimsical commentary

[t007pucari]

Finally getting to play silent hill f, how the holidays are meant to be spent 💚💚💚

[t007pucari]

I'm so bone tired of trying and desiring working friendship and community that I actually just don't have energy to bother maintaining them at all anymore, yknow what, fine, pick everyone else, there's something fundamentally wrong with me and always was and will be. But I'm done chasing people and forcing interactions. I won't bother anymore. The only people who interact with me is to use me. And I don't have energy for that either. So I'm done. Goodbye.

[t007pucari]

The big sad is back quick what do I do