#( .sidebae )

[ynbbm]

Please leave a message. "Bomi unnie, where are you? I can't seem to reach you and I've been trying for a while now and I finally decided to leave a message. Is something wrong? You know you can always come over and talk to me. Are you taking a time off? Mhm, take your time and come back when you're feeling better okay? When you hear this, call me back quickly or send me a message. I miss you and I love you a lot unnie, I'm always here. I miss you, bye." She ends the call with a sigh.

( naheuns )

Despite having this bad habit of going away whenever she is stressed out or her emotions become too much for her to bear with, Bomi always makes sure to let the members know where she would be. Unlike any other times, this time she left in silence, leaving without a trace, the only person she called to was their manager, but even with him she didn’t tell him her exact location. Being bandmates and trained together for five years, the six members aren’t just teammates, they are best friends, they are sisters, so whenever each of them feel down, the rest would rush in and try to cheer them up. Even though the member knows what happened to her, this time Bomi isn’t quite sure how to tell them about her feelings ‘cos she doesn’t want to worry others, yet now she realizes her actions might actually have caught them to worry even more. She feels guilty and bad for being such a bother, though what’s done is done, but she tells herself to never do that again. 

(kkt) Hey there kiddo. Sorry for disappearing on you and the members like that, but I did tell manager oppa that I was going away for a few days.(kkt) I went to Jejudo, got you guys lots of snacks though, will bring over to the dorm once I get better ‘cos I’m sick. But don’t worry, I’ll be at morning practice tomorrow so you will see me soon.(kkt) Love and miss you too Naenae. Stop worrying too much yeah? I’m back and I’m fine, xoxo.

[ynbbm]

“Exactly who’s idea was this again?”

( naheuns ) ❝You little--❞ Bomi rolls her eyes, hand bringing up as if she is about to hit the younger’s head (and she probably will). ❝It’s your freaking idea, whose else could It be?❞ A low groan of frustration leaving her lips as she looks around to see if the crowd has left the two of them yet, as they are hiding behind a shelf in a small book shop, trying to get away from the fans that have recognized the two of them, mostly the younger. Nobody is gonna even bother looking at us, It’s too hot out for mask and hat unnie, so let’s not do it she said. Look how that turns out for them, and people just happen to catch them right in front of the undergarment shop (which is supposed to be their destination), and before they even know it Bomi already grabs the younger’s hand and starts running away. ❝So now what, do you still want to go back there?❞

[ynbbm]

☱

11.17.2014.

Dear journal,

If there’s one person that I’d feel bad for about this whole situation, It’s Soojung. She’s my friend, and his friend too, and being in the middle of this I know It’s not easy. I know she tried her best to help, but I guess like she said, there are just too many misunderstandings, and the two of us are both too late. She said he cried. I told her to please not tell me. Because It would just hurt even more, and I already can’t bear all these feelings. They are killing me. I don’t know how to face them. Can I please, please, please run away?

- Bbom.

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11.20.2014.

Dear journal,

I finally talked to Soojung again. I was avoiding everyone, okay, It wasn’t just her. Even though I do admit that I avoided her more than the rest, because I didn’t know how to face her. I’m scared if I see her I’d ask about that person, or she would tell me on her own, and I’d find myself going back to square one. It feels like somehow It has become a forbidden topic that neither of us should bring up. I feel like a selfish best friend, for putting her through everything.

She said she likes Chorong unnie and Naeun’s hair. Tch, that girl, so not supportive. But I’m just glad we are talking again, somewhat, even though It still feels a bit awkward on my part. It’s like there is a wall between us and I’m not sure I can climb just yet. I want to ask her if he’s doing okay, if he’s talking to her, I know I shouldn’t do that, though. Hopefully this phase will pass, soon. She’s my best girl friend, and the last person I want to feel this way around. I hate myself for making things more difficult than they already are. I have to focus on the comeback, that’s what I should do. Soojung’d better go visit me some times, or I'ma flip so bad. I miss her, though. I miss being able to talk to her about anything and everything and just laugh and be dumb with. I need to find that person again. Bomi, fighting.

- Bbom. 

[ynbbm]

When you showed your best friend the video of you falling and this is her reaction. Much love. such best friend. I AM DONE.

[ynbbm]

all texts -cutie sooj;

>Who the hell is cutie sooj B|

Send “✆” for a morning text. 

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] SOO. SOO. SOO. SOO. SOO. SOO

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] SOO. JUNG SOO JUNG. KRYSTAL JUNG. KRYSTAL TUAN. KRYSTAL YOON. MRS YOON. YOOOOO.

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] WAKEEEEE UPPPPPPP.

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] Soo I'm bored..

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] I'm REALLLLLYYYY bored pls wake up ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Send “✉” for a text that wasn’t sent. 

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] You know you are like my bestest of best friend and you are my sister and I love you more than anything right?

Send “☎” for a rushed text. 

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] OMFG SOO. SOO SOO SOO SOO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS THING OPEN THE DOOR IM COMING UP TO YOUR APARTMENT

Send “⁇” for a drunk text.

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] juguosongggggg. soojgunggggg

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] hehehuehehehueheueheuehehheheee

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] whierear youoruuu ?? i labbghg you uuuu

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] where miuu beaaa at??? i wabt hi m heree sooo..

Send “✿” for a suggestive text. 

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] Wanna frick frack with me or nah? ;)

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] You know you want mehhhhhh :*

Send “ø” for a late night text.

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] Soo, are you asleep?

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] I'm hungry. Like super duper hungry man. Do you think they will still deliver pizza at 4AM?

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] Pizza man. Pizza. Pizza is life ok? Sometimes I think I love pizza more than I love your brother. BUT PIZZA

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] Wow ok I'm really hungry. I'm going to go make food.

Send “✘” for a hateful text.

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] Sure.

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] Say whatever you want.

[ sms - Krystal Tuan ] I'm fucking done, ok?

[ynbbm]

Laughing at Soo. That's for you making fun of his hair the last few days HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH  Bae knows best B)

[ynbbm]

( kkt - bbombi ) WHAT WHTA WHAT???

( kkt - bbombi ) is that how you treat a sick patient huh? - u -

( kkt - bbombi ) sorry for worrying you but i’m fine now… i think..  

( kkt - bbombi ) I’M ALREADY SICK AND YOU STILL WANT TO KILL ME B|| And yes, I’m okay. Don’t worry~!!!!!!! 

[ kkt - Krystal Tuan ] WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHAT WHAT WHAT YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.

[ kkt - Krystal Tuan ] I'M TELLING YOUR BOYFRIEND AND YOUR BROTHER ON YOU JUNG SOOJUNG.

[ kkt - Krystal Tuan ] I hit my boyfriend when he is sick what makes you think I'll treat you better when you are sick. Are you okay now though?

[ kkt - Krystal Tuan ] That's what best friends are for. Seriously, you are making me worried sick you little shit. when are you heading back home? I'll make you soup u_u OF COURSE I AM WORRIED !!

[ynbbm]

Dear Soojung,

Dear Krystal Tuan,

GET OUT. you are a little shit. I don’t like you. 

Bye,

HHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHE. You probably be like “Bbom you are such a little shit” aren’t you?  Okay, I am. Blame your brother for it. He teaches me how to be a little shit, no not really, but jesus I’ve started talking and acting more like him these days. 

Seriously though, what am I supposed to say to you? because even without me saying a single word I know you still know. You are someone that know literally every single thing in my life, there is absolutely no secret between us I mean c'mon I even tell you when I poop and that’s true friendship right there okay. As I know you always tell me everything as well. I’m glad you can count on me, and you always come to me when you have problems, and we pretty much spend all our time together except when either of us are sleeping or at schedules. We click so well It’s crazy how much we talk and how we can just go on and on jumping from one topic to another. And thank god, seriously, because I have you. We would talk about our boyfriends and our problems, bragging about them or whining when they are not around, and you are probably the one person who knows my sappy side for him (please don’t ever tell him the things I talk to you about because he will realize how lame I am) and how much I miss that brother of yours when he is away ( don’t tell him that either ). I always come to you to vent when I’m upset, and funny how you always end up getting more upset than I am and you would cry with me when I cry, and really, that means a lot. 

You are a little shit, and I think everyday the most thing I say to you is “I’m blocking you” “I’m done with you” “I need new best friend” “Fuck you Soo” ( u__u ) but not even two minutes later we would start talking again. I bully you and tease you a lot, but I also know you’ve endured a lot because of me. A day feels weird when we don’t talk, and I know there are times I’m in a bad mood and I’d get upset at you for no reasons and you’d still let me, and I sometimes feel bad for you because I suck at expressing my feelings so I pretty much always dump all my feels I have for the bae to you instead so I can get that out. And I hope you know that despite me bullying you or being a little shit, or even yell at you at times, you mean the whole world to me and you are my best friend and you are my sister and I’d do anything in my power to protect you if anyone ever dares hurting you. I’m really happy that you found your own happiness and he is another good friend of mine too, and seriously you fish couple can never win us monkey couple okay (u_u) and I hope you two will continue making each other happy. And I want you to know that no matter what happens, I will always be right here for you, protect you and hug you and lend you a shoulder and give you a hand for whatever It is that you need me for, I always got your back, okay? Stop being mean to your brother, be nice to him, you being a little shit is why he always bullies you ( u_u ), stop making fun of his hair too damn it Soo he’s still hot, and I’m sorry in advance that you will continue to have to see me fangirling and being sappy and being upset and being a complete idiot when It comes to that brother of yours, and I’d also do the same thing back for you when It comes to your fishy bae. You forever the bae, as I’d better be your main bae, you understand me? Remember, I always got your back.

I love you you little shit,

- Bbom.