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someone invent a time machine already
Assosial deyil, sosial olaraq seçici.
#socially selective
"Değilim iyi,ama diyorum hep iyiyim."
21.01.2022
aklım muharebe meydanı oldu... içeride ne oluyor, nasıl oluyor hiçbir şey belli değil. aklımın içi karmakarışık, tahmin edilebilir sınırlarımdan çok daha fazla karışık. bir düşünceye sabit kalamıyorum, iki cümle kuruyorsam sonra dakikalarca boşlukta dolanıyorum, odaklanamıyorum, anlatamıyorum, çözemiyorum...
kendimi zihinsel ve ruhsal olarak çok zorladığımı farkediyorum ama biraz rahatlamaya izin de vermiyorum. hoş ben izin versem, insanlar izin vermiyor, hayat izin vermiyor... yorgunum, halsizim, iyi hissetmek durumunun yakınından bile geçmiyorum... bunlar zihinsel, fiziksel ve ruhsal olarak bir arada, sanırım bu yüzden olduğundan daha ağır ve zor geliyor.
hani hepimiz de olur ya, "bıraksalar da şöyle çok çok uzak bir yerlere gitsem, her şeyden herkesten uzak, sessiz, sakin, bilmediğim bir yerlere.. " şu anda buna ihtiyacım var sanki.
ve derin, huzurlu bir uykuya... temiz bir zihne, rahatlamış, sağlıklı, huzurlu bir hâle...
dağınıklığı toplamaya, düğümleri çözmeye, kilitleri açmaya, gürültüleri susturup sessizliği duymaya, ağrıları dindirmeye,
aynayı kendime tutmaya ve o ayna da kendimi görebilmeye ihtiyacım var.
...
ve... 've' sini belki sonra yazarım, belki hiç...
#1183
Mình đã từng muốn chữa lành thế giới
cho đến khi nhận ra mình mới là người cần điều đó nhất.
Ok so today is January 24th, wich means that exactly one year ago i started watching tpn and then reading it and before everything the first thing i want to say is that one of the things that makes me more happy about tpn is the people in this fandom and specifically two persons that i love very much
@just-like-playing-tag and @vidaflxwer
I love and care about you two so much
Claire you’re basically the first one I really talked to on tumblr and i love your blog so much it always makes me happy to see it and i even have the notifications on to when you post. Also, i love your edits, they are very good, more than good, super great. I wish we talked more because every time we do talk it makes me so happy, even if i take a little long to answer know that always that a notification shows a message from you a smile appears in my face. Also, you were the first ask i ever got! I never thought anyone would be interested about what i think so it really made my day when you sent that ask. And seriously i love our talks.
Mei, we still don’t talk very much but i love your blog and you, i love how you’re so kind and caring so even if we had only a few conversations I already feel like we’re good friends and I really want to be your friend. Also, well, I don’t read your fics but that’s only because i don’t really like to read fanfics (specifically in english). But i will support you and try to convince you otherwise if one day you think about giving up writing because I’m sure you’re a great writer and i wanna see you always writing specially if it is what makes you happy.
And to both of you: your tags. I love your tags and I usually always read it. I only don’t when I’m in a hurry or I’m tired. And sometimes i wish i could write tags as good as yours, I’m usually too tired to think about good tags when reblogging
Well, I’m not really good with words but i want you two to know that i love and deeply care about both of you. I’ll get worried if you are feeling bad or having a bad week and will get happy if you’re having a great day even if my day wasn’t really good
I guess I’ll end here, I’m usually too afraid about making text posts here but it’s a thing that i want to work on and I’m starting with this blue’s tpn anniversary posts so give me courage to actually post the things i want to post instead of giving up
İnsan geçmişe olan özlemini nasıl giderebilir? Anıları tek tek geçirse elinden hangisi o anın yerini tutabilir?
"Müsterih ol,
ALLAH'ın bir ismi de "El Hâkem”dir.
Er ya da geç,
Bir gün herkes yaşayacak muhakkak .!
Ya edilen Duâ'ları,
Yahut aldığı âhları.. "
Unutma Allah Adildir.
"Kimsenin ahını kimseye bırakmaz.."