#2:52pm

[ajyal-azez]

نحنٌ هنا نتفنن بِترصص الجمل، ولا أحد ينطق بها.

[kittycataes]

04/10/20 - Day 26 Quarantined

Hello, today I’m doing good but that’s mainly because I didn’t even try to work very much today and also there’s a storm here... And I love it. It’s wonderful for being at home in my boyfriend’s tshirt and underwear, heair in a messy bun. Just goofing off and being generally unoncerned iwth the large wide world outside my tiny hobbit hole. 

[excruciatingdeath]

oh god please end my life, i’m so tired of trying and feeling like a burden, i want to die so bad, i can’t exist, i just want everything to end

[zyin]

28°C in Toronto today, I should probably go outside.

[69outof420]

Day 303

Happy 10 months love. Through all the fights, the tears, the arguements, the jabs, the sadness I see every bit of happiness that you've given me. I love you. I really do, more than I've loved anything else. We're almost at a year and a day doesn't go by without thinking about the health of our relationship and the health of us. I love you. I will never meet someone more passionate than you. I'm blessed to be able to call you mine and I can't wait for the memories awaiting us! I love you.

[an13ty-archive]

Honestly what is the point of living? The whole idea of life is to have a family, make friends, and get a job you like, right? I'm an asexual aromantic, I don't want a family , I literally have 0 friends at school if I died there would be no one directly affected by it there, and I'm an artist, artists don't get good jobs. The only reason why I'm still alive is because of what will happen after I'm dead But honestly, When I'm dead it's over, nothing happens. It's all gone, there isn't anyone anymore there isn't a me anymore, dead people don't care about living people. So why am I even trying? It doesn't matter, I don't matter. And don't fucking tell me "it is worth it!! Just think positive !!" Because that's not how it fucking works I am not capable of thinking happily okay my brain is wired that way And don't tell me some dumb sappy shit like I'll miss drinking tea or I won't be able to pet dogs anymore because "oh my god I drank a glass of tea and I pet a dog so I'm cured and I have friends and a healthy relationship with my family now!!!! :)" Sorry

[zach--guy-blog]

[s-implethoughts]

These problems constantly happen over and over again. You do whatever the hell you want without caring how much it will affect me and I'll always let you get away with it. It's happened so much that this unhealthy toxic relationship has become the "normal" for me even if I'm not happy. And it's hard to tell someone who sees a toxic relationship as a normal thing now to get out of it.