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seen from Congo - Brazzaville
Three am, and it’s no surprise that I am awake but it is when you text. I tease you, asking you aren’t you too old to stay up this late? and you in a very you fashion respond. I feel warm as we banter and the scent of vanilla from my shower gel from an hour earlier becomes evident now. My hunger, probably a result of my boredom, subsides. You have seen more moons than me, is that why you seem so calm, so composed? Both parts of that sentence aren’t true. Age doesn’t bring with it wisdom and you are not as calm as I perceive you to be. I am aware. But I only see you with a halo. And that’s not specific to you. That’s specific to me. That’s how I view people. I see the best parts in them, I see them without judgement. And most times it hurts me and it isn’t the best for self-preservation. But I refuse to walk through this life being sus of everyone and constantly waiting to pick apart others for their flaws and follies. But do I want to learn to be kind to others without being an absolute dick to myself? Yes. How do we get there? I don’t know. Maybe I can ask you about it. Maybe you will tell me something worthwhile.
Lol i get shit scared
it’s 3 in the morning and i just realized that loving kpop boys is like experiencing love for the first time through each of them. mark would share his love for the sky with you through photographs; haechan would pray for your happiness; doyoung would always keep his promises; jaehyun would affirm his unchanging gratitude and love; jaemin would always shower you with words you always need; renjun would share how his day went, and so much more.
all of these because i received mark’s bbl with him saying that every time he sees the sky, it feels like he has to show it to someone. and that someone ends up being us, his fans.
mark may not know how profound my love for him is but i— maybe in the slightest— have an idea on how he does love :)
redbull should make a caffeine free version called "icarus"
A little ENA fanart ^o^
Yeah -u-)
it’s three-thirty in the morning, that’s a bad time to talk about should-haves and would-haves - needful things
a gold medal sticker
the tears
the endless google searches
the late night quizlets
the 3 am studying
the countless paranoid questions and what-ifs
the superficial, caffeinated “energy”
the hours slaved away at a desk
all for a gold medal sticker
-obsessive bitch
