#911 5x02

[solidcores]

things are serious. this is NOT me and eddie bagging a turkey in south pasadena, ok? it's not 5x02 | desperate times 4x07 | there goes the neighborhood

buddie underrated moments part 3/?

[angels-all-sin]

— Leila Chatti, “Postcard from Gone”

[wikiangela]

9-1-1 community moments 2x18; 5x02; 6x18; 8x02

for anon <3

[riversfire]

5x02 and Eddie saying “my kid loves her” and Buck saying “is that enough?” And if you juuust squint it’s actually so fucking sad because you know who else Chris loves…

Buck says “is that enough?” And all I can hear is Chris loves me, Am I enough? Cuz I know I’ll never be “Someone you’re in love with” but could I still be your “wife?”

And then he answers his own question for himself- “Is that enough?” (Not for me. I want more. I’d give anything to be all in for you but it hurts too much knowing you’ll never be all in with me.)

It’s practically as explicit as it could be while maintaining plausible deniability:

“Eddie, I have been Ana.” (I’ve been in love with you)

“I know what it’s like to be in love with someone who is not all the way in. Deep down you know it. And it hurts. It hurts worse than the truth. If you don’t want to hurt her, you owe it to her to be honest.”

(Deep down I know how I feel and I know you don’t love me back and I have to be honest with myself that it won’t work, save my heart by not letting myself be in love with you too, I can’t want you, I’ll be here for you but I won’t ever want you, it’s not enough for me but I’ll take it because if this is our truth then I’ll go all in on that truth alone and I just won’t ask for anything you can’t give and then it will be the truth that I don’t want you and I can live that way and it will still hurt but it’ll hurt less than wanting you hurts).

And we know these lines are referring to Abby but honestly that was four seasons ago and there’s a whisper of this with Taylor but it’s not the same and there’s nothing in there that can prove it doesn’t apply to Buck’s feelings for Eddie, too (subconsciously at this point obviously) and these two are the kings of just saying the most romantic shit to each other offhand as if they’re talking about other people because they are but they’re also talking about each other, you know?

[xofemeraldstars]

CUTIESSSSSSS 🥰

[zivadinozzo]

I've actually been— been thinking a lot about what you said in our last session and how I hide my true feelings from others. I'm starting to think you might be right.

[jackabbot]

Hypocrisy, thy name is Evan Buckley

[femme-plant-mom]

I thought I was maybe most like Karen but after seeing Buck with the clipboard during the ransomware blackout, I’ve realize I’m actually most like him