#aaaaaaaaaaargh

[magiclamd]

My favourite part of "did you think I was made of stone" is how complicated it is. He almost says it defensively, embarrassed at his body showing Damen what he wants, but it implies:

Laurent thinks someone would have to be made of stone not to want Damen

He wants Damen

He is worried Damen doesn't understand that he wants him

If only in that moment, he isn't afraid of making himself vulnerable to Damen and reminding him that he's soft flesh, not hard stone

And in reminding Damen of this, he's asking to be treated gently, even as, we learn later, he was expecting not to be

And Damen hears every one of these latter implications. It's why he responds with what seems like the non-sequitor, "nothing you don't want".

[formerlyashkatom]

jesus fucking christ I just really had to read the serious opinion 'I think transmascing a female character is antifeminist actually' with my own two fucking eyes.

fucking hell. there truly is no disdain like transandrophobia (not that transandrophobia exists, don't you know it's just misogyny?). the complete lack of realisation that 'struggling with the morality of transitioning re: feminism' is a common transmasc struggle. imagine applying that opinion to real life? imagine telling a transmasc person it's anti-feminist for them to transition. imagine rather having a miserable 'woman' than a content man. because men are poison, and men who choose to be men are even worse because they could have been women! this definitely sounds like A+ feminism respecting the choices of women to me.

i'm so fucking sick of this. playing dolls and deciding one is transmasc is not fucking antifeminist. it doesn't make the original character stop existing. it's not 'privileging male perspectives' or whatever nonsense. it's a transformative work re-exploring the context of a character if they were transmasc. nobody seems to have a problem interpreting characters as transfem so I can only imagine this is some incredibly reductive 'men bad women good' thinking. existing as transmasc is not oppressive to the rights, freedoms, or existence of women.

i am so hungry for transmasc perspectives and characters. i cannot just go feed myself on cis male perspectives when i want to find comfort in identifying with a narrative; they do not reflect my experiences and reality. but i guess the existence of people like me is a wasted opportunity that a woman could have occupied instead, and therefore oppressive. better not reflect it in a fictional space!

[animentality]

I was fucking SCREAMING

YES YES YES SAE AND SHIDOU TIME, LET'S GOOOOOOOOO

[whisperingrockers]

crow country tomorrow

[rn39mil33zztta]

oh another follower yippee i should have 100 now right-

the moot that mysteriously vanished

[ippokampos]

any tips for having a breakdown (nerves so bad i want to smash everything to pieces and scream) at work??. it's bad

[steelthroat]

Aaaaaaaaas

PHOTOREALISM

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

WITH A PEN

AAAAAAAAAAA

[cityandking]

thought about the historical birds for .2 seconds. ough.