#academic vent

[microraptorhours]

nonbeliever by lucy dacus but it’s about how i’m getting worse academically while everyone is getting better. everybody else looks like they’ve figured it out and i did once too. where did that go.

[moonlight-n-moondust]

day 92/100

finished normal distribution add pract (10 long ass qns)

mostly finished periodicity tys

not feeling too confident in it tho

defo will focus on mugging periodicity during the re-revision

not my most productive day as I had gp tuition + chem tuition + singing class

on a bright note: im only 3 topics away from completing my math syllabus which means ill get to spam papers soon

~3 hours 43 min on ypt~

productivity stars: 2.5/5 💫

[moonlight-n-moondust]

day 78/100

not my most productive day

had volunteering, red cross and math tuition rip

finished gp essay 1 : "to what extent are the countries to tdy borrowing from the future"

finished DM x10

finishes VR x5, SJ x5

i need to finish the book before March hols so i can clarify doubts rip

finished binomial distribution add pract (9 qns)

~ 3 hours 4 min on ypt~

productivity stars: 3/5 💫

[moonlight-n-moondust]

shitpost/rant. skip if you value your sanity (i need one of those giant supersavers pack atp)

okay, i've been feeling burnt out as of late, which is a combination of feeling inexplicably tired and the fact that i'm not understanding physics very well rn. electromagnetism is a bitch. idc if ppl find it easy, it doesn't change the fact that i'm cognitively impaired and struggle a lot with visualising shit to the point i applied the right hand grip rule wrongly until tdy morning where i realised the right way. (no i did not intend the fucking pun)

i have too many toxic ppl around me subtly slipping it in that they find X easy, and look, if you wanna flex that you understand shit easily, you can pull that with the rest of your academically inclined classmates who probably jerk off to the idea of pi and dream of marrying the Tollen's guy from chemistry.

i'm the type of person who needs to imagine "okay, here we go. .. 12, 3, 6, 9. clockwise means it flows from 12 to 3 to 6 to 9 back to 12. anticlockwise means it goes from 12 to 9 to 6 to 3 back to 12. "

[moonlight-n-moondust]

fuck it i can't do this anymore

[moonlight-n-moondust]

fuck tmr i have physics and econs papers, i give up guys pls just find me a sugar daddy i can't make it in life goodbye

[moonlight-n-moondust]

okay i gotta lock tf in didn't get a chance to study throughout tdy 😭

[moonlight-n-moondust]

Series or parallel resistors or series-parallel combination resistors?

Bitch, the only thing I'm trying to resist is the urge to hurl myself into oncoming traffic.