#struggling student

[captain-mugi-404]

500 cigarettes

The correct amount to smoke after ap exams

[frannky]

HELP!

hi so this is kinda crazy because i don't share my personal life, but my dad dropped the bomb on me before he dropped me off of work but he's no longer supporting me financially when it comes to my school tuition. My job doesn't give me more hours sadly and it's not enough for even the down payment we put out!

so i made a kofi! on instagram you can commission me for art/for bracelets although supplies ARE LIMITED KEEP IN MIND- i really need this money, even reblogging helps!

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[love-in-my-twenties]

Hi🥺 Sorry for being inactive for so long. Honestly, I haven't been in the best place mentally. I still haven't reached out for professional help yet too but... I'm getting there. I'll try to get back to posting here since I think I'm finally getting back on track with studying but we'll see how it goes.

Here are a few study pics from the last weeks. I haven't been doing a lot but I'm already past a few small quizzes and well started with all the subjects. The subjects are alright this semester but there isn't any that I'm particularly interested in. But there also isn't any that I'm very scared of so... fair enough.

Love you all ! 🩷

[moonlight-n-moondust]

Series or parallel resistors or series-parallel combination resistors?

Bitch, the only thing I'm trying to resist is the urge to hurl myself into oncoming traffic.

[a-golden-moon]

Day 10, Relearning to Study

I am too used to escape the reality that I struggle with focusing. It's my comfort zone and I am somewhat reluctant to leave it.

But I want to. I am planning to practice mindfulness.

Whatever will be will be.

The future is not ours to see.

Don't worry, if it's supposed to happen, it will.

[miloux]

Hello! I’m a college undergrad looking to earn money to help pay bills/rent for my apartment in the upcoming school year. I started a Fiverr account at @/ggcoconut23, where I am looking to help people out with their editing, proofreading, and translation projects in English and Chinese for a low price. Please help me out and spread the word please 💗 all interactions are much appreciated :)

[bengals-barnesbabe]

4.10.2024

TW: Depression & Struggling Mental Health Rant ♡

Yall know how hard it is to fall back in love with school after being burnt out the entire summer? I've never fallen this behind before and it legit scares me. I've always been the overachiever, the student no one ever had to worry about, but now? I can barely see myself in the mirror.

I write fanfic as a distraction/procrastination/escapism, but now even that is becoming a chore. Plus I'm confronting so many anxieties this year that I've been actively and strategically avoiding. Im scared yall and I don't even feel like I can tell anyone in my life because I'm the girl that people go to for help. I don't want them to see me struggling, plus most of the people in my life would take my shit as a joke so it wouldn't matter.

Dw i have therapy on Friday, but I gotta make it there yk. Turning 21 has done nothing to help me. I feel like my body is rejecting me. At this point I feel like a soulless body just floating around taking up space. Shit I'm pretty sure this just my depression manifesting in new ways, but I don't know. I guess I should start taking my pills again. Is this why my appetite has gone down? I know I should've never stopped taking the pills, but I'm human.

sorry to dump all this on whoever read to the end. I just needed to get that out and off my chest. Life's hard. If yall have any advice on coping mechanisms or literally anything, my inbox is open and so are my dms. Nothing is too small.

I'll reblog in a few weeks to see how this month went.