Roll the dice and pay the price..
I got you handing me over your soul in exchange for a substance you compare to gold.
I don't know who I am anymore especially when the sickness takes hold..
I know it will never take the pain away, bring me fortune, or a name that doesn't bring my family shame. I've heard all the lectures, advice, and stories from those who kicked. I don't mean to be rude but don't waste my time for these things I already know. The last thing I want to do is admit I'm wrong or that this is all getting so old, but I don't know how to stop.
I can make it on my own I don't want all of these people telling me what direction I should take, I will find my own way. I can stop whenever I want, maybe tomorrow or the next day.
I wish I never fell into the trap of letting someone turn me this way, I think he even enjoyed breaking me. It was to late when I realized I'd been sold a fucking lie.
"And Soon you will realize you had been sold a lie."
So be sure you get you're fucking liquid gold in exchange for your turning a blind eye. Your guna want to be numb if you plan to keep living this way.💉💊