Addicts are pieces of shit sorry not sorry
Omg i did not want to get into it right as I was back but okay.
You can feel that way, as someone who went to rehab I met a lot of guys who weren't ready. They manipulated and I got in two physical fights when they found out my gender. Luckily there was a lot of good guys. Men on my unit who jumped right into the fray to defend me. May not seem much to you but they were good.
We talked all the time about our flaws and hurting other people. I wont sit here and preach the "but i hurt basically nobody but myself!" Its never true, people always got hurt at least emotionally caring about their love one. It seems to me you got your own demons with someone who hurt you or worse- havent delt with it at all and just see homeless people on the streets and think they are pieces of shit.
Addicts are people living with demons that tell them dopamine over anything. Addicts arent unaware of the destruction they cause, their brain simply goes into lizard mode and doesn't give a fuck.
Even getting sober it leaves you with a hard task. Imagine having 100x dopamine bathing your brain all the time and then going to normal levels. IT SUCKS. life might be better but my god, the want for the extreme happy chemicals is what causes relapse.
Support your local addict (but also in a healthy way. Dont give up your own health to anyone who isnt ready to do the work- bounderies)
