#after the

[thatcerealkiller]

“Shh. Not a sound. Not if you want to keep that darling neck of yours.”

Six months of happiness may have been long enough to forget that Astarion is remarkably skilled with a dagger…and he is not above giving gentle reminders.

art by christinesekim

[inventedfangirling]

Someone has to leave first🥺

[thasmin13]

To whom ever in this world is an disrespectful bitch who has chosen to forget about Jodie and her era as the 13th Doctor.....

I AM NOT GOING TO READ OR POST ANYTHING ABOUT THE 60TH ANNIVERSARY SPECIAL OR ANTRHING COMING AFTER IT, UNTIL THE CENTENARY SPECIAL IS OVER, FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!

[placebozone]

《 If They Lived Together 》

[arcanehumansociety]

DSMP as Doctor Who quotes pt.4

Philza: No I am not letting you keep the horse pack of wolves

Techno: I LET YOU KEEP MICKEY RANBOO

- The Doctor and Rose

Season 2 Episode 5

The girl in the fireplace

[1v31182m5]

Me and Duman reuniting after the

[raider-of-the-lost-barks]

soooo i did a thing

tw: mentioned substance abuse AND tk kinda thinks about it again so yeah

somewhere between this is my friend tk and are we breaking up

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this is…. uh, my friend, tk

this phrase is probably going to hunt him in his dreams. no, scratch that, it is definitely going to haunt him.

"and you just left him there? at the farmer's market?" asks paul.

"i said i had to go," tk is sitting on the couch in paul's apartment. he didn't feel like going to his dad about it because the man literally almost died again. he could do without some more drama from his son.

however, tk also didn't trust himself to be alone in such a situation. he didn't use since new-york but who knows what his mind will get him to do. judd was so not the option as you don't talk to your elder brother about your boy problems. mateo certainly was not either. and out of marjan and paul… tk somehow found himself on the doorstep of paul's apartment.

"you had to go. really?"

"yes, really. i panicked, okay! i…" tk's voice breaks. because really what was he supposed to do? "i thought we were finally on the same page! i thought we were going serious! and now it turns out that he didn't even tell his parents about us?" tk is on the brink of a nervous breakdown, he can feel it just around the corner, waiting for him. the need for the substances is close behind. he hasn't felt like that since the new-york fiasco.

"tk!" paul's face is mere millimeters away. "stop it. you are overthinking and your breathing is way too fast."

"that… is a good idea"

"it is," paul gets up and gets a cup of water. "drink. and then talk. to me, not your inner voice."

tk downs the cup and gives it back. it feels like he swallowed all of his words together with the water.

"okay. let me start then," paul sits down on the couch beside tk, their knees and shoulders touching. "you freaked out because you suddenly found the two of you on different pages,right?" tk nods as the words are still stuck. "okay, so. do you know a possible reason for why carlos wouldn't talk to his parents about you? or more like why he wouldn't talk to them about having a boyfriend?"

and

it hits tk like a fucking train.

"oh my god. i'm an awful boyfriend!"

"what?" paul seems as shell-shocked as tk. "why would you say something like that? tk?"

"he…" and the dam is finally broken. "he let me choose the pace with which we were going and here i am! being all pushy and… and… and self-centered… and an asshole in general… and-"

"we are done with and's." paul's arms circle tk in a hug. "you are an amazing being and an even better boyfriend."

"but… carlos isn't ready for such a step and here i was trying to get him to let me meet his parents!"

"hey," paul hugs him a bit tighter. "you didn't know. and carlos never told you about it. you are not at fault here."

and if tk thought the dam broke a couple of minutes back, he knows that that was just a sample. the tears come out of nowhere and don't seem to be ending soon. he is shaking and crying and there is snot on paul's shoulder now. still, the other only holds him tight and doesn't intend on letting go.

after some time which could be minutes or hours for all that tk cares, he's finally calming down. paul leans back but still keeps his arms on tk.

"look at me," tk brings up his gaze and he can see just how serious paul is. "you know what you need to do right now? go to carlos and talk. there is only one way to find out why carlos did the thing he did. so talk to him, alright?"

"okay, yeah, you are right. just as always."

"exactly. as always."

there is a smirk on paul's face that finds itself a friend on tk's own face.

and suddenly tk understands one crucial thing.

he doesn't want to turn to the substances. not when he has such great friends.