#almost free

[murkoffs-slut]

i miss outlast

[lemonnuggets]

last test today, never kill yourself

[humansonairl]

was talking w my dad as he was driving me back to my place and we realized that if i Lock In, i can graduate next year. if i can do 2 classes over the summer.

[tangent] which i Love tbh i love the condensed format even though it's exhausting cuz you have to wake up early n do a lot of work, but that's the kind of environment i curate for myself when im doing my own work and i have genuinely not gotten below a 95 on my essays/written assignments except for like 1 or 2 last semester while i was getting used to what my prof expected from us.

anyways if i can do 2 classes over the summer, and somehow w class schedules manage to coordinate the remainder of the required courses (8, so 4 per semester), i can graduate. i can be Done. and then i can start my medical coding program!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i can start being an adult and get tattoos (i legit only have 2 actual ones and i give off the vibe of someone who is covered in tattoos so i am like. naked almost.) and save up for stuff AND GET A CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and maybe be able to live by myself!!! in just a few years!!!!! im almost there n im almost free n im almost finished a period of my life that i thought i would never experience!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i was a teenager and Very depressed n shit, my mom used to tell me that she didn't want me to "fall through the cracks," meanwhile i was wayyyyyyyyyyyyy down into an abyss. i finally got out a few months ago. there's still a bit to go before i get to the end of it (sorry ik this part is weirdly written im high and writing out how my brain visualizes shit), like a light at the end of the tunnel sort of thing, but the most difficult part is done. somehow. im proud of myself for staying.

[string-scale-theory]

Have you ever seen those real big metal things in the distance? Like, BIG big. So big they go past the clouds. What do you think about them? Ever gotten close?

[ The.... looming metal bwast? ]

[ Metal beast does not move... only hunts with clouds and rain. ]

[ Has often taken me in death. Have to hide in very small rooms when rain comes. ]

[ Scavengers... look at it with strange look. Really like it? Strange. ]

[ I will follow them. ]

< Fate Has Not Changed, and Thus Repeats Itself. >

[ . . . ? ]

[ Rain. . . Again. ]

[Cannot climb poles to get to friends. . . Why? ]

[ Why can't I get to my friends? ]

[ I... I'm angry... I just... ]

[ I need to... ]

[ If only I was. . . ]

[ If Only I Was . . . ]

[ I f o n l y I w a s . . . . ]

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Voting ended onMar 3, 2025

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[heretherebedork]

GASP.er. Of course. And, wait, JimmySea exist as character in this universe? How can she be their fan as actors?

[beyblaiddyd]

700/800 ml

[lhaewiel]

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[hannukahmatata]

*heavy breathing*