#alter-adam

[sonofa-dream]

okay, as promised, an official roah!gymnast ask:

i am of the Firm belief that noah has eds (diagnosed or otherwise, not picky) and so therefore is Wildly flexible/elastic but also obviously there are Risks and Cons

fucking feral for the idea of these two as olympic gymnasts, and feral for the concept of them as a Couple and Also as teammates who meet their respective s/os via competition, either way fully does it for me

but mostly the Vision is noah constantly in joint braces, constantly overexerting himself, constantly on this staccato of exhausted but unable to Stop Moving (my man's got adhd out the ass, too, for sure)

and ronan being there because he's fucking good, he's competent, he's made a name for himself, but more than anything so he can take care of noah. they do a lot of tandem work and they're incredibly well-choreographed, visually stunning, very impressive, but really for ronan it's just that he wants a constant eye on noah, wants to keep him within arms reach at all times just in case

flashbacks, probably, of declan having Feelings about how many formative competitions ronan blows off in the name of forcing noah to sit them out, etc etc etc

tl;dr: unstoppable dynamic duo and i just think they're neat ok thanks bye

i love how specific this is because noah having eds actually makes sense lol

absolutely obsessed! never thought about ronan lynch as an olympic gymnast now i can’t get it out of head! i am bewitched!

it’s so typically ronan lynch to be loyal like that and being this caring for the people he loves too…

the potential of badass visual scenes… yummy

do it!! doooo it!!!!

[anarchivalsystem]

System friends, what's the weirdest place you've experienced anti-endo stuff? A server for a certain game we ADORE recently added pk/tupper which, cool. Except they require you fill out a form to be allowed to use them or get the system role. And part of that, apparently, is you have to be a "real" system, as in traumagenic. Cant even support endo systems at all.

And this is like. THE server for the game, the creator's official announcements go there, this isn't a fan-made server. (The game is salyfaec - spelled the game title wrong on purpose bc I don't want issues with regular fans of the game etc.) I'm just. So sick of the mod team there & we only joined it for the SF emotes anyway. Kept announcement pings on bc the creator does merch giveaways & stuff but I hate getting mod announcements about how systems can use PK now but only the right kinds and it's not for roleplay and if you age regress you shouldn't be allowed on Discord til you're not anymore.

It's fine to have that be a rule for the server, as the mods were right that it shouldn't be their responsibility to interact with kids of any kind, even if our Little host is capable of masking & pantomiming being an adult, as an example. Fully fine with that. What I'm not fine with is being told that, based on what they said in their announcement on the matter, if we have a Little in front, or a regressed alter, etc, we shouldn't use Discord at all. Excuse you but if our syskids want to use our private server that only has our partner system in it, or the system server we have for ONLY close friends who actively help care for said kids, that we are breaking Discord TOS.

Bitch my ID says I was born in 1989 regardless of who's fronting & I'm pretty damn sure that's all Discord cares about so fuck you.

Again, this was all the mod team in the server. The game creator is like. Never there outside of the odd relevant announcement or giveaway, I have no issues with said creator. But fuck their mod team tbh.

[anarchivalsystem]

also just a quick reminder of our HH headmates since were gonna b a LOT more active for a while lol

OG Fuckers

• Alastor (background mainly, hates fronting)

• Vaggie

• Adam (sup~)

• Lucifer (doesn't enjoy public fronting)

• Vox (LOVES fronting)

• Velvette

• Val (transfemme, goes by Valentìne, NOT canon Val)

• Angel Dust

• Husk (lives here & in partner system)

• Pentious

• Egg Boiz

• Carmilla (background mainly, hates fronting)

• Peter

reblogging w newbies in a sec

[anarchivalsystem]

Some days are full of introspection & self-analysis & really deep in-system talks.

Other days you have a formerly dead angel running through frontspsce screaming that he is the Dickmaster Jizzlord while you're trying to work on owed art.

Three guesses which today is.

[anarchivalsystem]

Blue = Partner System

Green = Us

Not sure which is the oddest Hh polycule in our systems rn. Probably made this post before, don't care.

Polycule 1: Adam, Lute, Vaggie & Charlie - basically everyone is involved with each other, Adam & Charlie are the only "metamours" so to speak & that's mainly because of polycule 2.

Polycule 2: Adam, Lucifer, & Lute - yeah kinda makes sense why Adam & Charlie stopped at metamours with (occasional) benefits lmfao.

Then there's the odd different preferences, like our Alastor has 0 interest in Vox, preferring to be involved with Lucifer, though away from other polycules. He doesn't care about sharing, just doesn't like spending time with anyone else. Meanwhile the Alastor in partnersys has 0 interest in Lucifer but is very involved with Vox - again, away from his other partners.

Not even going to bother listing Vox's partners because that would get tedious, the main ones though are Val (us, transfemme & canon-divergent, she's blue!), both Velvettes as both us & partnersys split one, Angel (NOT Angel Dust but an existing person not from HH)*, Nova (again pre-existing person not from HH), & Mahtin.

...Writing about the relationships between 2 systems without being confusing is hard. ;;

[anarchivalsystem]

the mental illness and depression has been fuckin REAL the last few weeks, we feel so lonely, isolated and like a burden on anyone who calls us friend, wo weve been SELF-isolating more to not be hurt, and just... man im tired.

in other news everyone in the system is once again shocked at which headmate has been the most functional lately. im literally the first man, the og, ofc im gonna be fine handling grave shifts at work and a very clingy lil host in-system. especially since im not stuck without my main bitch (thank fuck for partner system), and even wound up in a fuckin polycule with him and his girlfriends. (partner systems Lute uses he/him pronouns, its whatever, i can b progressive and shit.)

so yea. ive been running shit til things get less stressful bc idgaf who likes me and who does t lmao. later~