#alterous yearning

[lost-long-ago]

I don't want to fall in love, I just want to feel some of the stuff that love songs are about but still be my own person and live my own life

[solar-alien-freak]

When I want to ask them out but I don't want my face played in again

[yearning-ever-after]

Sometimes I wish I could stop wanting things I cannot have and have no business wanting in the first place

(This is a lie)

[a-ghost-in-universe]

I keep on crying like a baby. I just feel sad and hopeless and summer always makes me realise how I don't have friends but just acquaintances. I'm lonely and I don't think I'll make friends in new school. I'm crying over the chess guy a lot too. I'm not having good feelings from the upcoming autumn and winter I think I'll get hospitalised again. I don't really want to. I'd get kicked out of med school. Not that I secretly don't wish for it.. I wonder if he'll ever even think about me or was I Just an acquaintance too. He has way too long curly hair that used to be blonde but now it's really dirty blondish. He has chess books thicker than the Bible at home. He's an Undertale fan. He plays Clash Royale. He's kinda weird in a good way. He's a nonchalant ass most of the time but when he cracks a smile oh my I could've said yes to everything he would've said. He has brown eyes I could get buried in. When I last saw him he was almost taller than me. I wanted to say that the next time I'll see him he'll probably be taller than me but there's not gonna be any next time. We're both in different schools. Different interests. Different futures. But I swear his once had stayed too long on me.

[beanie-on-a-string]

does anyone else here just get alterous crushes at the drop of a hat or is that just me 🙃

[ashward]

The weird nebulous feeling of loneliness when you truly do desire a life partner, but know you could never have that kind of relationship with an alloromantic person, so you just resign yourself to being lonely forever

[mangosmangosmango]

Can you be my wife/husband platonically. Can I be in love with your alterously. Not romantic not sexual but can i love you with all my being anyway?

[jacuzziwaters]

I fall in love with my friends a little too much despite knowing they'll leave me for a man in the end