“Am I Still Here?” - SOLD Watercolour and ink. Often when I was younger and going through the motions of life, I felt invisible. I didn’t know it at the time that I had started experiencing derealization. I often questioned my reality and felt like I was a ghost. This painting is about that feeling, the derealization, the questioning, and ambivalence about our presence in reality. There are only ellipses because she can’t speak, silenced by all her negative experiences. Sometimes we feel this way but it’s not permanent, I hope someone made you feel seen and heard today. . The remaining collection is available on my website lightofalotus.com , 10% of proceeds from this collection go to SSAIC (Saskatoon Sexual Assault Center) . . . . . . . #camomilledreaming #yxe #amihere #yxelocal #yxeart #derealization #invisible #unseen #ghostgirl #emotionalart #vaporwaveaesthetic #contourdrawing #watercolourpainting #watercolourart #abstractillustration #Mentalhealthmatters #artforfreedom #watercolourillustration #canadianart #girlsmakingmagic #emotionalartist (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIW-NTWncaw/?igshid=1bt9j7dk6978y