why do i keep feeling de ja vu lately, ive been trying to figure out what this feeling is. Do i miss someone? Do i miss something? Did something happen? If so then what happened?
not sharing exact location but Im currently at my mom’s faith based workplace and i keep feeling weird when i see the kiddie bible stuff. I dont think this feeling is good or bad its just odd.
Am i homesick? why am i thinking about this 24/7? Im definitely not that old(no offense to angels that are). Even if im not a fledgling i couldnt have been involved in any of the events. If i even existed i would be doing small odd jobs like emotional support, mail, maybe even fighting off someones depression demons(and sucking at it)
ive never handled loss well and remember loved ones long after we depart so maybe im missing someone i was assigned? Probably a normal person like a librarian or something but still i dont have anyone i can ask about it because my prayer reception/signal is awful so i wont understand any responses… sorry for ranting







