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Sadie and some bad folk
Abigail from RDR2
She gives me such mixed feelings. Judgment. Respect. Hatred. Admiration.
Probably the most controversial and complex character for me.
Let’s start with the cons:
A terrible mother.
2. A completely unremarkable person.
1. ⚘️ Mother.🤱
Let’s start with this: when you bring a person into this world, give them life — you carry responsibility. (Many might judge me for criticizing a beloved character, but I speak as a mother .)
I won’t criticize Abigail for her early “job,” where she serviced men. That’s her business. But the fact that she willingly slept with anyone — knowing it could lead to pregnancy — and still got pregnant and gave birth… There’s no excuse for that. Not her age. Not life circumstances. It was completely her responsibility, her choice. (I’m not talking about John here — this post isn’t about him. But yes, I have no fewer complaints about him either — and no excuses.)
It’s terrifying to think that with the number of men she was with, literally anyone could’ve been the father.
And then, when she realizes she’s pregnant, she’s already in the gang, and she tells the potential father — and he refuses to take responsibility.
Okay. So what does Abigail do next? She stays in a gang full of criminals and killers with a child. She raises her son in that environment.
The first thing that surprised me when I played Chapter 1 and got to camp was: “What’s a kid doing here?” I thought maybe he was an orphan they took in or something like that. Because he stayed on the sidelines, didn’t hang around anyone, was always on his own through so many chapters…
And then I realized — this child has a mother. And a father. A father who doesn’t even acknowledge him.
And in my head, I immediately thought: What are you even doing here, woman???
Why would you drag a 4-year-old, dressed in rags and light clothing (while you’re dressed warmly), into the mountains, into snow and a blizzard, where all of you could’ve starved to death if not for Arthur and Charles?
Are you a wanted criminal? No. Do you need to hide? No. Is your child a wanted criminal? No!
Then why the hell are you dragging him into this?
Because of a man who’s ignored you and your child for four years? Because of some fake sense of family with people you used to partially service?
So what’s more important… Your own child, who didn’t ask to be born and was your decision? Or a group of murderers you hang around with, who put your child at risk?
HE DIDN’T ASK TO BE BORN!!! HE DIDN’T ASK TO BE PART OF THIS LIFE!!! HE DIDN’T ASK TO SEE DEATH, STARVATION, THREATS, CRIME, SHOOTOUTS, OR THE ITALIAN MOB!!! HE JUST WANTED TO BE A CHILD — WITH A MOM, A HOME, AND BOOKS!!! 🤬🤬🤬
GIVE HIM A LIFE, NOT JUST SURVIVAL!!!
I was furious at the moment when Abigail told Jack he was wearing rags — then asked Arthur for $5 to buy him clothes…
But then she talks with Grimshaw. Susan says they need money, hints that Abigail should go back to her old job.
And what does Abigail say?
“I don’t do that anymore.”
She refuses. Wants to be better.
Okay… WHAT??? 🤨
Woman, your personal values — that’s admirable. But you have little Jack. He’s hungry. He needs clothes. Not torn boots. BOOKS!
You used to sell yourself when you were hungry — But when your child says, “Mommy, I’m hungry,” you suddenly become moral and above all that?!
Any mother should be willing to do anything for her child — You should go above and beyond, but he shouldn’t have to cry from hunger!!!
And then this moment…
When Jack says he’ll grow up to be a gunslinger — and she tells him he’ll be a lawyer…
…Oh sure, growing up in a gang hideout, of course he’ll be a lawyer…
The only truly selfless, right decision she could’ve made then — Was to leave the gang. Cut ties. Escape. Try — at any cost — to give Jack a better life.
No matter what people say about how hard life was for women back then, about how “there were no jobs” — There WERE jobs. !!! Yes, they were few. Yes, hard. But they existed.
Take Tilly as an example — she got a job as a governess with rich people. You could work in the fields, on a farm, or even still be a prostitute, for all I care — But it would be safer than handing your child over to a mob boss like Angelo Bronte, And after getting him back — doing NOTHING. Not even saying, “That’s it! We’re done here!” No, you go on — keeping him in that nightmare.
2. ⚘️ Wife and Person. 🧘♀️
Let’s skip to the epilogue. Abigail, John, and Jack. No more gang. Years have passed.
If in the first half of this post I was completely judging her — Here I’m just… confused.
Why doesn’t she grow as a person? Why doesn’t she learn to read? Why doesn’t she learn to cook? Why is she still making Pearson’s stew eight years later, and still doing it badly?
She knew Pearson way less time than she’s been cooking his damn stew after the gang fell apart!
I never saw any ambition in her. No drive to grow in any area. To become better, to be a role model for her son… Even when she had the chance.
But now — the Pros. Admiration.
Yes, despite everything, Abigail has strong qualities, and I want to highlight them:
1. Even if it took eight years — she goes out and gets a job.
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And she works! It makes her happy, and it makes me, as a player, happy. Because I am proud of her choice. She starts small, but she earns an honest living, she tries to leave the past behind. She grew up. It’s like watching a messed-up kid finally decide to get their act together. And you think: “Now you’re doing it right. Now — good job.”
2. She chose her child over a man.
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That was the moment I truly respected her. She leaves. She doesn’t want Jack to see death. She doesn’t want that fate for him. Yes, it’s late, but she realized it. She left John, clearly stating what she wants. She didn’t choose herself, or John — she chose Jack. And finally — she acted like a mother.
3. The Ranch.
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She set a goal. She realized she deserved more than to be a whore or a camp maid. She wanted stability. And she was ready to fight for it. She’s strong. She can do it.
100% respect.
4. She loved John.
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Madly loved him. This woman was ready to do anything for him. And she did everything she could. Loyalty. Courage. Patience. And the ability to look past flaws for the sake of love. It’s crazy. It’s foolish. But in our cruel world — it’s also precious.
5. The dialogue before “American Venom.”
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I wanted to punch John. Seriously. When he ignored his woman, when she was begging him through tears, and he still walked away to do his thing.
Revenge? Settling scores? The past? I understand John — the need for justice, closure to old pain…
BUT I UNDERSTAND HER TOO.
Anyone who judges Abigail for “throwing a fit” in that moment — Are you serious?! That was a tiny meltdown!
WOMAN, YOU SHOULD’VE KICKED HIM IN THE BALLS.
What kind of man hears his wife cry and still walks off for revenge, risking EVERYTHING? EVERYTHING they built together. Risking making her a widow, and Jack — an orphan.
MIKA COULD’VE WON!!!
Conclusion.
If you compare Abigail Roberts and Abigail Marston — they are two completely different people.
Yes, at the start she fills me with rage and horror. But by the end — I see growth. I see a woman who — late, but still — tried to give Jack the best she could.
She’s not perfect. She’s — just like the rest of us.
And that’s exactly why her character is — beautiful.
I love her. 🩷🩷🩷
(This analysis is only about RDR2, without considering RDR1 events.)
For ask~
The question was: "Draw the character through all stages of 'growth' — from a little toddler to deep old age (even if they didn’t live to see it)"
Dutch Van Der Linde: An Outdated Progressive
(Warning: This post contains period typical attitudes such as racism and sexism as well as spoilers for RDR2. This retrospective is also pretty damn long too.)
I love Dutch Van Der Linde. Honestly, he is one of my favorite characters ever and just the whole concept of his character and the philosophy of his character as well is something that just sticks with you.
More of Jack’s drawings
I had a lot of fun with this one. There is such a diverse array of characters in this universe and they all fit this song perfectly. A lot were obvious, while others really took some thought.
If you guys have any ideas of others that you think might fit, please let me know! I love hearing everyone's feedback and thoughts. ^_^
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